Something Between a Nerd and an Art Kid

I'm sorta a newbie, so this is my "figuring it out and being me" blog

[just-shower-thoughts]

New Years Eve (2017) will be the only day when every adult was born in the 1900s, and every minor was born in the 2000s.

[kari69a-deactivated20220420]

do not fix your dark circles let the world know youre tired of its shit and ready to kill a man

[lord-tengen]

you’re* it’s* Btw. I am a man.

[kari69a-deactivated20220420]

oooooooooooooh my gooooooooooooooooooooooood ooooooooh my god. oh my god. ooooooooooh. my god oh my god

[laughingjade192]

*its It's refers to it is. Its refers to possession.

[rkl3]

when you shake laminated paper and it does the thing

[urulokid]

fwuuubufbuwbfwubfufbwufbuwbuuuBUWBUBHUFUFBUWBUFBUB

[somewhereguaranteed]

exactly

[laughingjade192]

They put it in words omg

[peachtrick-deactivated20160422]

to all the 13 year old girls that follow me

if you think her skirt is cute, tell her

the guy that you have a crush on probably doesn’t take enough showers

liking 1D or taylor swift isn’t embarrassing. dont hide it

draw draw draw! you’ll be happy to have the skill later on

do your homework it’ll help with stress

when you’re overwhelmed you should run. it makes you feel better

don’t start cutting no matter how afraid you are

if that shirt doesn’t fit you it doesn’t matter

hug the people you love

know that your life is weird right now and it will get better

[onlytimewill-kill-deactivated20]

reblogging because I wish someone told me this when I was 13

[hannfps]

- don’t talk shit about people - if you wanna experiment with your hair/makeup go for it, find what suits you. - if you start to feel sad alot, tell your parents/friends talk about it - be the best you can be - learn to love yourself 

[tinyryder]

-don’t be embarrassed of anything you like. -clothes from Hollister and Abercrombie and Fitch only fit a certain type of body. Don’t let their narrow-mindedness make you cry in the dressing room -don’t starve yourself. Please don’t. -there’s a reason you don’t look like people in magazines and on TV. You look like you and that’s wonderful.

[will-ansmeer]

-Be yourself, no matter what other people say -Don’t start smoking or drinking alcohol, IT’S NOT COOL -Don’t waste time on judging others

[moritzfer-deactivated20160621]

Thats not only for the 13 years old!

[femme-plant-mom]

- don’t stay friends with someone who makes you feel shitty inside

- don’t be afraid to be friends with people in different grades

- your worth is not defined by what you can afford

- do what you love as often as you can, because that’s how you get better

- forgive yourself

[megalunalexi-aesthetic]

- DON’T TALK SHIT ABOUT PEOPLE DON’T DO IT JUST DON’T

[letitrainathousandflames-archive]

- your body is yours and only you can decide who’s allowed to touch you

[courtjester69420]

- if you dont fit in with others that totally fine and no one should shame you for being you 

[alterouspotato-archive]

-  You don’t have to stop being happy and bubbly to be worth taking seriously.

[crimindsaspe]

to all my small beans💕

[starlightmartina]

-Friends often leave, that’s okay and you will find someone that’s better for you -Don’t be embarrassed of wearing pink or doing feminine things, it doesn’t make you weak -If you like something and it makes you feel good, don’t make other’s people’s judgments influence you

[laughingjade192]

-Try to find friends you can have the kind of bond with where no matter how long you two go without really talking or hanging out you know you can trust each other. -Listen to your gut. If you feel like a relationship isn't going to work out, start trying to process why and explain it coherently to them. If you honestly feel like you've taken on classes you can't get through, and you absolutely dread the school year because of it, express it to your guidance counselors and parents. Tell them you're worried about it and ask them to have your back or help you find a better course of action. -Dont ever be afraid to ask for help. It is not weakness. It does not mean you're incapable. It just means you are human. -Dont push yourself too hard. Life isn't perfect. It's not meant to be. And neither are you. You can't do everything all at once. - Please don't procrastinate if you can avoid it. It makes it so much worse.

[laughingjade192]

I was talking to my 7 year old brother and he asked me what "contemplate" means. I told him it meant thinking. "It could be anything from contemplating whether to paint the walls blue or green to contemplating the purpose of life. Why are we here? Why do we die? What happens when we die? What's the point of life at all?" To which he responds, "The purpose of life is to live, die, and then sleep. Um.. and then you live on a cloud annnd... yeah. That's basically it- that's basically the purpose of life." So I told him hold on and went to grab my phone to make a post about it and I told him I was writing it down and he told me to make sure I included the part about the cloud. This boy gives me life 😂

[just-shower-thoughts]

Nightmares aren’t actually the worst dreams you can have. Waking up after dreaming about something you deeply desire just to realize that it was a dream and you can’t make it real is actually far more hartbreaking.

[laughingjade192]

Story time!

Once, a couple months ago, I woke up and was devastated for a week because of a dream I had. I've never been the kind of person who wants to be in charge or have too much power because I've never been comfortable with having people depend on me when I mess up and disappoint those that matter in my life so often.

And then I had this dream.

Somehow, I managed to gain godlike powers through the form of wishing. I just had to add "I wish" before a statement and mean it as a wish and it would come true. There were absolutely no limits as far as the amount or content of these wishes.

And you know what I did? I wished for people to be happy.

I wished for people's depression to be lifted, their anxiety shushed, their hatred calmed, their sadness ceased. I could do anything and I chose to grant all people, no matter what atrocities they've done, to be happy. To live in peace. There was no war, no pain.

People enjoyed life to the fullest and pursued their dreams. People got right back up when they fell and no one had intentions to harm others. All of the motive to destroy was ceased.

It was beautiful.

My friends that I worry constantly about if they're going to decide to say goodbye were smiling.

My family that has been shattered over two generations of lies and secrets was pieced together.

The other victims of those who have hurt me let go of their burdens.

But then, also, I was happy. Truly happy. Not just the fleeting excitement of something good and new that always gives away to a dark night of regret. Not just the way I am around my friends where I can actually laugh and smile and feel ok until the second we have to go to class.

I was finally happy again. Truly, truly happy.

And then I woke up.

I woke up and I still had my regrets and anxiety and depression like weights tied to me.

I woke up and my family was still broken in ways that are both all too common but so alienating.

I woke up and my friends were still suicidal.

I woke up and there was still pain everywhere.

And I cried for almost an hour, mourning what I felt I had lost.

Even though it wasn't real in the first place...

Somehow that is the worst part.

[xnick-knackx]

82% of creepypastas in a nutshell: “Dear diary, my teen-angst bullshit now has a body count.”

[laughingjade192]

Yeshhhhh

[laughingjade192]

Words of Wisdom

“You do not waste your coca cola. If you do you are a fake person. You’re american cheese if you waste your coca cola.” - my now 7 year old brother

[just-shower-thoughts]

To become the oldest person in the world, every single person alive when you were born has to die.

[laughingjade192]

Holy schist

[laughingjade192]

Ok so I saw this prompt on Pinterest, typed out a long comment, and they had the audacity to say "500 characters or less please!" so this is option 2.. IMAGINE THIS PROMPT THOUGH. You aren't a human at all. Far from it. You are an alien trying desperately to get a grip on humans ways. So you entered the virtual reality long, long ago and lived it yourself. You have discovered that not only are humans fragile and vulnerable, they are also resilient, complex, fearsome, and can be downright horrible. You have learned the highs and lows of humanity. You have experienced first hand what it's like to be apart of a small speck of a dust particle in space called Earth. You realize now why the humans find it difficult to explain their ways to aliens. How could words properly express the flutters of young love? The gut-wrenching sensation of despair? The slow sinking of dread? Your species is incapable of such complex and intertwining emotions, and therefore could never comprehend the hopeless babbles of human crewmates desperately trying to reason with the other species. Just imagine the possibilities of this prompt, guys.. just.. just imagine...

[straightfaxx]

If you haven’t read the books

You won’t know that the Elder Wand was also called the Deathstick

Ron was actually a Prefect

Harry, Fred and George got a “life-long ban” from Umbridge after they attacked Malfoy on the pitch

Dumbledore hired a centaur named Firenze to teach Divination

Neville Longbotton could’ve been “The Chosen One” but Voldemort chose Harry

Fenrir Greyback was the werewolf who bit Remus Lupin as a child

Harry attended Bill and Fleur’s wedding disguised as Barny Weasley, a red-headed Weasley cousin

Lily was actually a few months older than James

While still alive, the Bloody Baron, who became the ghost of Slytherin House, was sent by Rowena Ravenclaw to retrieve her daughter, Helena, whom he was in love with. When Helena, who became the ghost of Ravenclaw House, refused to go with him, he became angry and stabbed her. Then, distraught with having killed her, he killed himself

Harry mended his own wand with the Elder Wand before he got rid of it

Harry, Ron and Hermione met Neville in St Mungos, who was visiting his parents and his Gran told them what happened to Alice and Frank 

The Potters’ had a cat

Harry got  miniature broom from Sirius for his first Birthday

Bathilda Bagshot was a friend of the Potters’

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• Peeves was a poltergeist who haunted Hogwarts and frequently harassed students • A house elf named Winky was an integral part of the plot of Goblet of Fire, she was Barty Crouch’s elf • Dobby worked in the Hogwarts kitchens, Dumbledore paid him a wage and he gave Harry the gillyweed • Harry and Ginny’s first kiss wasn’t creepy or in the Room of Requirement, it was in the Common Room after winning a Quidditch game • Snape had his own challenge on the quest for the Philosopher’s Stone that was a test of intellect and included drinking potions • McGonagal protects Hagrid and takes FIVE spells to the chest in order to let him escape when Umbridge tries to get him incarcerated • Sir Cadogan! Fantastic painted Knight • That random piece of glass that Harry looks through and sees Alberforth in, was actually a mirror given to him by Sirius who wanted to keep in contact with him while he was at Hogwarts, it was also what he used to keep in contact with James over the summer and during classes • Harry has a complete break down after the Sirius’ death and trashes Dumbledore’s office - it’s super cathartic and heartbreaking

[obscuramrose]

• RON WAS ACTUALLY A REALLY GOOD FRIEND. • Harry and Dumbledore seeing Voldemort’s mother and the abuse she went through.

[i-sveikata]

ooooo boy okay

the triwizard tournament maze was actually WAY more interesting than the movie version: Harry straight up ran through some fog which turned the whole world upside down, he answered a riddle for a sphinx in order to get past her and actually encountered a blast-ended skrewt

blast-ended skrewts were hybrids of a manticore and fire crab, bred by hagrid which he introduced to the students during classes. they had sparks flying out of their rear ends which would explode. females had suckers and males had stingers.

not all of hagrid’s lessons were disasters!!! he once buried leprechaun treasure in his back garden and gave each student a niffler and set them loose to see whose would catch the most gold (the winner won a bar of honeydukes chocolate)

fred and george’s pranks against umbridge didn’t only involve the massive fireworks display: they placed nifflers in her office on more than one occasion and it nearly bit her fingers off trying to get at her gold rings and they even created a portable swamp which sealed off a whole corridor and didn’t give anyone instructions on how to remove it

they left Peeves with a command to ‘give them hell’ and the poltergeist, who never listened to students ever, took the words to heart and started pretty much wrecking the entire castle

the teachers kept coming to umbridge with all of their problems because they didn’t have the ‘authority’ to deal with it themselves (even though they could totally fix it) which resulted in umbridge running herself ragged trying to keep up with each new disaster. 

at one point harry witnessed peeves trying to undo the fastenings for a chandelier and saw mcgonagall say out of the corner of her mouth as she walked past ‘it unscrews the other way’

when snape demanded to see harry’s potion book after he injured draco in the bathroom, he went and retrieved ron’s book instead, who he didn’t realise had signed it with a spell checking quill. The magic had worn off and read ‘roonil wazlib’ instead and when snape asked who that was harry lied and told snape that was his nickname.

in the second book, during valentine’s day, lockhart hired dwarves to carry harps, wear gold wings and pretend to be cupids while they read out love letters. Harry received one from Ginny in front of a crowd of people and was so embarrassed he tried to run, but the dwarf caught him around the legs and then sat on him so he could recite the rest of the love poem. 

percy weasley moved out of the house after the fourth book when harry said voldemort was back, choosing to side with the ministry and his ambition over his own family whom he stopped talking to for several books. he arrived back just in time to fight in the battle of hogwarts, reuniting with his family and apologising for his behaviour right before fred was killed.

cho never sold out dumbledore’s army to umbridge. it was her friend marietta edgecombe.

in the sixth book when harry was obsessed with finding out what malfoy was up to, he sent kreacher and dobby to spy on his whereabouts

ginny actually had a personality??? her and harry’s relationship didn’t feel weird or forced (and there was definitely no strange shoe tying incident)

it was actually tonks who found harry on the train in the sixth book after malfoy broke his nose and left him there. her patronus had changed so much (to resemble the shape of a huge hulking creature) that for a while harry thought she was in love with sirius and was mourning his death

pettigrew hesitated when harry and ron tried to overpower him so that they and the rest of the prisoners could escape the cellar at the malfoys. the silver hand voldemort crafted then turned on him for this small act of humanity and strangled him to death, even with ron and harry attempting to save him.

[darkstrangevirgilanxiboi]

- Draco had a severe existential crisis beginning in book six when he was ordered to kill Dumbledore , and was so distraught that despite having plenty of chances , he deliberately sabotaged himself. One of his attempts resulted in Katie Bell being harmed and soon after Harry spies on Draco and sees him in Myrtle’s bathroom , crying and throwing up and looking disgusted with himself.

During the Battle of Hogwarts , when Crabbe dies , Draco is completely inconsolable and nearly throws himself into the fire that killed his friend out of grief

- Also in “ The Cursed Child ” Draco is a very loving father to Scorpius and is working really hard to help mend the damage done by the Death Eaters and it’s pretty well implied he’s been cast off by much of his family

“ I have come to you because my son is crying and hurting and you’re keeping him from his best friend ” - Draco lecturing Harry because Harry ( super OOC btw ) wasn’t letting Albus hang out with Scorpius

- SIRIUS WAS ABUSED FOR BEING A GRYYFINDOR IN A SLYTHERIN FAMILY AND THAT’S WHY HE HATED GRIMMAULD PLACE

- Sirius and James were pretty much brothers, and Sirius often hid at the Potter home in his Hogwarts years

- Thinking of Harry and just knowing James’s son was alive gave Sirius enough strength to handle TWELVE YEARS of Dementor torment

- Hagrid was always feeding Harry and inviting him over for tea and just generally treating him like a son and was entirely a mess when he thought Harry died

- Fred and George memorized all the hidden secrets of Hogwarts in their first year , the bloody geniuses

- Once when Draco called Hermione a Mudblood in front of the Gryffindor Quidditch team , Fred and George got so furious it took the whole team PLUS onlookers to hold them back and George was straight up about to just ditch wands and throw fists

- Fred had a crush on Katie , Angelina , and possibly Lee Jordan ( I mean if you read it again and pay attention you can see the gay crushing )

- It’s implied that George is the technical guy in their plots and Fred is the idea guy , but they both have a knack for design and tricky magic

- Fred and George created a secret underground radio system designed to help people hide from Death Eaters and not ONCE did they get found out , they were war heroes

- George was also possibly bi? I mean he definitely seemed to have a thing for Oliver Wood , and Katie

- RON IS A GREAT GUY IN THE BOOKS AND HIGH KEY CRUSHING ON HERMIONE FROM THE START AND HIS BIGGEST FEAR IN BOOK SEVEN WITH THE HORCRUX NECKLACE???? THAT was real and raw and emotional af for Harry to witness

Ron’s biggest fear was losing his crush to his best friend and both of them leaving him behind I MEAN

- DURING THE BATTLE OF HOGWARTS RON IMITATED PARSELTONGUE SO WELL HE MANAGES TO GET INTO THE CHAMBER OF SECRETS TO STEAL BASILISK FANGS AND HERMIONE WAS SO IMPRESSED

- Flitwick was so impressed by the twins swamp prank that he REFUSED to take it down for like a month and then took down some of it , leaving a section as a monument to the twins groundbreaking magic AND a giant fuck u to Umbridge

He never reveals how he removed it and it’s implied that over time the swamp just grew back completely anyway???

- Fred and George created both actual love potions AND daydream potions that allow the user to pretty much experience a dream for real

- Fred and George deliberately hire people that are discriminated against ???? HEROES????? No but like they hire delinquents and werewolves and Muggle-borns and even give poor kids discounts ??? And they probably got hate for it but just keep on going ???

No but really the twins would be the nicest employers I love them ???

- DUDLEY

Dudley started being nicer to Harry In like book five and in book seven he was very distraught to learn that Harry had an army of murderers after him and got super indignant about the way his parents didn’t seem to care

- PETUNIA WAS REALLY BITTER THAT SHE WAS A SQUIB AND IT DROVE A WEDGE BETWEEN HER AND LILY BECAUSE ALL PETUNIA EVER WANTED WAS TO BE A WITCH

Aggggggggghhhh I’m just so sad about Draco in the movies he’s so much realer in the books

[laughingjade192]

I just love this and I wanna be able to come back to it lol

[just-shower-thoughts]

If I was bi, I would tell people I was “ambisextrous”

[laughingjade192]

Too bad I'm pans lol anyone got any ideas for a pun of equal quality I could use?

[parskis]

i swear to god, men raising their voice is the most terrifying thing in the whole world. they dont understand, like its an immediate panic response, game over

[cl4yton-deactivated20180207]

I actually had no idea women found this so scary

[periwinklepromise]

my downstairs neighbors fight on a regular basis, and every time he starts yelling i’m a little afraid he’s going to kill her. i have no reason to think this except that he is a man and he is angry

[thewonderfulthingaboutfish]

My math teacher has a loud voice and a temper and he scares the living shit out of me almost everyday. He’s made me and other kids cry more than once and he and his teacher buddies make a joke out of terrifying students.

[diamondsamura1-deactivated20220]

this was women in general? i knew my gf didn’t like it but I was unaware if this affected most women

[survivor-surviving]

Yes, it does

[thegendercontender-deactivated2]

It also affects most transmen I’ve met, but obviously I don’t speak for everyone.

[parskis]

Ok but trans men are still men… and would still freak me out if they were yelling so.. this post isn’t really for them

[laughingjade192]

Men yelling is honestly one of the most terrifying things to me.

I remember in elementary school, the music teacher was really nice and I loved him and he called his guitar Mr. Guitar and other silly things. He was my favorite teacher in elementary school, and I was usually in a good class, so he's rarely have to raise his voice.... until the fifth grade. Mind you, I went to thus school from the 2nd grade onwards until I got middle school, and NEVER once heard him yell. So when some of the other kids in the class continually acted up to the point that the teacher yelled at them.. I was terrified. I think I had my first panic attacks because of this --- I curled up in a ball, crying uncontrollably, shaking, feeling like I couldn't breathe ---- and he would apologize to the students that did what they were supposed to (sometimes looking specifically at me). In that moment, my favorite teacher would become borderline a living nightmare just because he was yelling at the kids that were acting up.

Also, when my stepmom and my dad are fighting, I always find myself taking her side, no matter who I think is right. He raises his voice (scaring me, even though I'm in another room) and I can hear her crying and it's that situation where you know he isn't physically abusive, but you want to do something because you also know how easily and unintentionally he can tear someone down. I can have a billion good reasons for something I did wrong and know that, while I didn't do everything right, I'm also not entirely to blame, but freeze up entirely when my dad questions me, raises his voice, uses large gestures, so on and so forth.

It's honestly one of my biggest secret fears and I find it really fucked up that so many others can relate.

[traumaticbackstory]

Just Abused Kid Things

Learning the strangest hiding places for everything your parents wouldn’t approve of. Tag your hiding spot.

[laughingjade192]

IT SNOWED IN VIRGINIA AND MY GOD ITS BEAUTIFUL

[agentsacklesandpadalecki]

Supernatural fandom

So, I’ve heard if you repeat Supernatural 3 times on a post, someone from Supernatural fandom will come with a gif. Let’s try. 

Supernatural

[hello-i-am-insane]

Supernatural Supernatural Supernatural *crosses fingers hoping for funny gifs*

[primordialsneeze]

You rang? 

[hello-i-am-insane]

Supernatural Supernatural Supernatural *closes eyes* *spins around three times* *awaits more pictures*

[supernaturaltextposts]

[hello-i-am-insane]

I’m just gonna keep rebloging

[agentsacklesandpadalecki]

we are awesome. 

[rainbowpitofdoom]

supernatural, supernatural, supernatural

[merrychristmasdeanypie-deactiva]

Originally posted by superrwholockk

[wubbalubbadubdub0]

SUPERNATURAL. SUPERNATURAL. SUPERNATURAL.

[winchester-writes]

Originally posted by thesetoxicfandoms

[gabriellawinchester666-blog]

SUPERNATURAL SUPERNATURAL

[browncoatgrl221b]

I’m assuming you meant a third one here…

[brieflymaximumprincess]

Supernatural

Supernatural

Supernatural

[evilgraphist]

[chiwalker]

Supernatural…

Supernatural…

Superatural…

[aphony-cree]

[cassiel-anael]

I seriously fucking love my fandom so much. I love you guys.

[funnysupernaturalmoments]

Supernatural, supernatural, supernatural

[blueberrymamba-blog]

[lookatallthestuffilike]

Supernatural supernatural supernatural

[jensenplaidaleki-deactivated201]

[exitstageleft-pursuedbyabear]

Supernatural supernatural super-

[lil-novak-blog1]

[cococrispychills]

But what happens when we say it four times?

Supernatural, Supernatural, Supernatural, SUPERNATURAL

[mojowoho]

[wonder]

[you-made-me-unbreakable]

This is awsome.

[ezrabridgerr]

Never not reblogging

[laughingjade192]

XD I love my fandoms omg

[laughingjade192]

Appearance or personality?

Which do you find more important in a person? I mean, we all wanna say personality cause it makes us look good to see behind the surface, but if someone who was great personality wise but not nearly making the mark appearance wise, what would you honestly do?