You lose someone and for a while you try not to talk about them, not to think about them, hoping that that way it won’t hurt as much, but it doesn’t work like that and it will never work like that and honestly I think that’s a good thing because that person doesn’t deserve oblivion, if they meant so much to you that it felt like half of you has been ripped apart when they passed away, they deserve to be thought about, they deserve to continue living in some way even though they are no longer among us, they deserve that because they were amazing person and no one should ever forget that.
I miss you so so much and I can’t wait to see you again even if it’s on the ‘other side’ (via somniator-puella)
















