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Nothing is too big for you, or impossible. You’re meant to rule, lead, create, inspire and love.

Always.

Laura you’re a miracle to this life and you are here to create and establish beauty and grand version of sophisticated aesthetic culture. Trust me, Trust God, Trust yourself in this divine power. It flows thru you. I allow it to flow.

Universe, for these two last months. Please take me to the most wondrous places, to listen taste breathe music, love and fiction that imprints this 3D reality. I ask for beauty, abundance and growth - that was lurking in the corners of my mind, I. request simple life that is as simple as beautiful the simplicity is. I choose to be a creator abandoning my fears and past failures. They do not tame me anymore, I am free. I choose my own path.

Vol 1. 18.03.22

Diena praejo, zmones, draugai. Mircha ir Louis ir Dario, Ant ju Hackney busto stogo, gerem saules Sviesa, meditavom, ziurejom i dangu, kalbejom apie praejusi musu rengini. Buciavomes, idealizavom. Kosulys, Mircha sveiksta, susipykom del bulliono? Kaip ir. Nuejau nusipirkti avokado and bulkos, gemiauw spinatu ir kale sultis, daughter-in-law vitamins ten. Kazkodel susinervinau, hormonai, pradejau panikuot, sakyt “I need to go out” “I need to go out”.

Suvokiau, jog I have self inadequacy problem, I happened to be at this point where, I again feel not worthy of love, kindness and I am programmed for hurt. I think it’s bullshit. I am the most lovable, hot and worthy of love person. I want to see people as of not what can they contribute and give me, but rather as my companions in life. I am rebuilding myself as a strong self-sufficient individual. So as my relationship would flourish, it reflects my unconditional acceptance and enjoy of myself. I am worthy of Love, I am Love, I am grace, I am kindness, I enjoy the fruits of life. I enjoy life cause I deserve the best. I deserve abundance, I have abundant mindset, I am not afraid off the unknown, unknown is my friend. It gives me the best opportunities, abundant opportunities, that align with my vision. I love my life, I enjoy being alive. I am grateful for my breathing, eternal beauty, abundance, and gorgeous skin, hair, eyes, lips. I am beauty, I am love, I am forgiveness, kindness, peace. I am freedom. I free myself from my limited beliefs.

18.03

March is the awakening, we love harder.

I want to be skinnier, skinny, healthy skinny, model looking, healthy skin, hair, effortless eternal beauty. I am eternal beauty. I take responsibility for my reactions. I have healthy boundaries. I love and give, I have abundant mindset, I give and share freely. I live driven by LOVE, KINDNESS and GRATEFULNESS. I am loved and respected. I don’t need validation, I am freedom. I am well scented flower, sharing her beauty. I am programmed for success, I am grace. I lead by heart, my mind is in order,

Wrong Gods

Parents are our wrong gods, Erika said to me. Point out characteristics of my mother/father that I like and dislike. Recognise the active ones that appear in my life frequently.

MOTHER - I LIKE:

1) Confidence

2) Carelesness

3)Boldness

4)Analytical mindset

5)Transparency

6)Tolerant

7) Open-minded

8) Grateful

9) Giving / Selfless

10) Stand up for herself

11) Best friend

12) Talkative

13) Forgiving

14)Communicable

15) Listening

16)Inspiring

17) Productive

18) HAPPINESS

19) Energetic

20)Adventurous / youthful soul

21) Intellectual

MOTHER. DISLIKE:

1)NOISY

2)TOO GIVING / NAIVE

3)Gossiping

4)Fearful at points

5)Less exploring

6)Paranoic

7) Shame and guilt lecturer type

FATHER I LIKE:

1) Giving / Loving in his own way / by doing chores

2) Productive and multi-dimensional do-it-yourself worker

3) Knowledgable

4) Street Smart

5) Protective

6) Strong and fit

7) Interesting and well-read

8) Curious

9) Strong-opionated

10) Centre of attention, fun

11) Adventurous

12) Funny

13) Supporter

FATHER I DISLIKE:

1) Controlling

2) Argumental

3) Fearful of unknown

4) Strong rooted beliefs that doesn’t make sense all the time

5) Codependent

6) Paranoic

7) Abusive

8) Being judgemental

10) Doesn’t express his emotions easily

11) Impulsive

12) Stoned-heart / Trust issues

Feeling is a secret

Sit there, close your eyes and feel. Again, FEEL the feeling of myself where I want to be, doing what I love, imagine people reading my blog, working with me on projects, appreciating and respecting me. Feel that gratification, humbleness, effortlessness. Feel that confidence flow, that beauty within, creativity sparking through my eyes and finger tips. Live that experience, carry this feeling throughout the day.

Unconditional Love

It’s not that I don’t like myself, I don’t like certain aspect of myself. Yet I stress about it, because I overthink about it, I give it too much affection. My weight, my cheeks, my skin, underlies forever. These are the most beautiful aspects anyway.

Check myself in a mirror and say “I accept you and love you exactly as you are” “I forgive myself” “I appreciate myself” x20

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lauraamac

I am healing, I’ve healed. I am Blossoming, I’ve blossomed. I am love, I breathe in love, clear skin, healthy body, abundance, safety and peace. I manage and enjoy my life. I love people, they love me. I am easy to love. We are easy to love babe. I am with you first!

SET MYSELF FREE

LET GO. LET GO OF MEANING OF RELATIONSHIPS, OUTCOMES...

Replace thought.

The relationships didn’t work out - “This is the way reality works”, “I am free now, because I had such a connection with this person, I can have an amazing more connections with other people that life will bring me. Thanks to them for giving me that experience”.

LETTING GO OF OLD/ MANIFESTING AND LIVING AS A NEW HIGH LEVEL IDENTITY

I admit and vocalise that the work I have been doing till now has been done to merely financially support myself, school myself to overcome fears and boundaries that have been on my shoulders from old days.

I move to the next stage. I choose to change my identity and connect to my inner reality, hear what the real passion is. Therefore, let me express my acceptance and willingness to let go of the past beliefs and identities, my dear, and focus on new inner reality that will start manifesting with the speed of life starting from the release of this letter.

I CHOOSE to be a creative as I have always been deep down my soul. I choose to use my creative potential to the fullest and develop it to the limitless possibilities. I CHOOSE to express myself creatively and artistically, turning my life into canvas and myself as the most beautiful distinctive piece of art walking on it. I CHOOSE to do art everyday, I choose to express my artistic vision and passion on virtual and real channels that can reach the others. I CHOOSE my artistic soul connect with other artists and add value to their beautiful lives. I CHOOSE to be an energy of indescribable love and abundance that can be reflected in my life and shared with the people that I attract to my life.

I let go of the old Laura and welcome the new creative and strong Laura. She is creative and powerful, she is the leader of her field, the inspiration and curator. She works on diverse creative, fashion and artistic projects, fashion shows, photoshoots, styling, modelling, and video making. She catch the eye of press and the UK industry leaders who want to work with her. She is a jaw-dropper, strong as a storm and Mother Nature, she has a rich inner creative world that can be translated through beautiful and soul-touching pieces of art: film & photography. That’s her passion. She is doing it everyday, surrounded by abundance and prosperity that is her force. She is productive and has a lot of energy to keep up with her creative endeavours.

She let go of the outcome and trust the universe to bring her what she deserves and what is her inner reality. She trust the universe to move her through the surface of this planet and show her her real home, the true extension of her. She trust the love and universe. She is filled with compassion and love, abundance that she want to show her people and make them feel the same warmth and peace that she does. She is the motivator.