the halted traveller.

TIREDNESS FUELS EMPTY THOUGHTS.

[laurenacr]

[laurenacr]

[laurenacr]

[anxietyproblem]

[fruitviking]

Reblog to give a hug, a forehead kiss, and a grilled cheese cut diagonal to the person you reblogged it from. 

[laurenacr]

😘😘

[jinxnvi]

Appreciation for Joy/Jobu Tupaki’s looks in 

EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE (2022)

[hers-deactivated20210629]

HARRY STYLES for GOLDEN

[sunsbleeding]

🍋🍋🍋🍋🍋

[sexceptionul]

I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:

IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.

1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.

2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.

3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”

4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”

5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.

TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.

Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.

[thedanliest]

why on earth doesn’t this have more notes

[outtelligent]

I actually had to do this once. She lived.

[faeirytale]

if you scroll past this on your dash you are absolutely heartless.

[natalie-as-herself]

Reblog this!! This can save somebody’s life!

[aika-chan01]

reblog.

help.

do not scroll down.

[nonextistentttttt-deactivated20]

I SWEAR TO GOD IF ANYONE SCROLLS PAST THIS WITHOUT REBLOGGING I WILL LITTERALLY FIND THEM AND GIVE THEM A LECTURE

[danqueray-deactivated20200703]

may I just update this?

see the little thing that says help?

[josephdreemuur-moved]

Don’t ever scroll past this post. FUCKING NEVER SCROLL PAST!!!

[xcassidy]

🌸🌸🌸

[undiagnosed-autism-things]

Anyone know where it is on mobile ???

[i-am-a-moron-deactivated2020051]

You report the user, choose “something else”, scroll down and choose “suicide or self harm”

[femur-theif]

DO NOT SCROLL DOWN

REBLOG TO LITERALLY SAVE A LIVE

[im-just-trying-to-survive-man]

PLEASE REBLOG

[tastingmellow]

Please don’t scroll past this post, you could save someone’s life.

[mo0oshro0om]

SAVE A LIFE

[trulyhopelessromantic]

I would like to remind you all that contacting the user personally and begging them to keep their life is not enough please please report it to the appropriate people here on Tumblr and or the authorities

Further to that, all those post going around about reblog this and a person will keep their life one day for every note… Please just report that post as threat of suicide/self harm instead of reblogging with “SIGNAL BOOST KEEP THIS GOING”.

Thanks.

[laurenacr]

High thoughts

"We can be heros" by David Bowie is just one of the best songs ever. It's just a fact.

[laurenacr]

"Why Do I Feel Guilty All the Time?" - Harley Therapy™ Blog

Feel guilty all the time? Even when you don't know exactly what you did wrong? "False guilt" has its roots in childhood and in the core beli

https://www.harleytherapy.co.uk/counselling/why-do-i-feel-guilty-all-the-time.htm

https://www.google.ca/amp/s/www.psychologytoday.com/ca/blog/evolution-the-self/201506/9-ways-talk-yourself-out-unnecessary-guilt%3famp

To rid yourself of needless guilt, reevaluate the reasoning that led to it.

Things I'm learning about myself

[laurenacr]

RE: herniated disc and resulting pinched nerve,

I feel like my body has betrayed me. I feel mad at it but also guilty, like maybe it's my fault I haven't taken care of it better. I should have lost weight, I should have bought a better mattress, I should have stretched more. I feel like when/if (?) I feel better I will never be allowed to complain again. I will never take my able body for granted.

I feel like a burden. I feel exhausted even though I spend 90% of my day laying down. I feel like a bad friend, wife and daughter. I don't have the capacity to keep myself from falling apart, I know you can't pour from an empty cup, so why do I still feel so guilty? I feel like all I do is let people down.

I feel restless and scared that I'm always going to feel this pain. I keep thinking that when I'm not in pain anymore I'll be happy again. What if I have to become a totally different person because pain is a new part of my life? I feel like I don't even know who I am anymore.

I feel lucky and grateful that I have people to help me because I honestly don't know how I'd make it through without them. I can't even get myself a glass of water. I feel selfish, why do I think I should be better when there are so many people who suffer from chronic pain for their whole lives? Its been 4 months for me (2 months moderate- medium pain, 2 months completely debilitated) It's feel like a lifetime. Walking ten feet feels like ten miles.

I feel pathetic. I feel spoiled. I FEEL LIKE A SHELL OF MYSELF. I feel dramatic, even when I'm crying on the floor completely unable to move because it hurts so bad.. somehow even then, I have to convince myself that my feelings and reactions are valid.

I feel like.. did I do something to deserve this? I feel fucking insane. I think I have an infinity of tears. They just won't stop. I feel alone, no matter how much I try and describe it noone else really knows just what I'm feeling.

My mom is sick and i should be helping her. I feel useless. I feel desperate. I feel ugly, somedays I can't even get my shit together enough to brush my hair. Don't know the last time I brushed my teeth honestly. I feel humiliated, my husband has now truly seen me at my worst. (But then feel like a dick to complain because I know I'm lucky as hell to have him)

I feel like I'm barely alive. I'm just existing.. and barely that.

[laurenacr]

"The sins of the father go on and on, From kid to kid to kid. Unless someone, you, chooses to end them." -Dexter

[laurenacr]

High thoughts

I've been watching The Handmaid's Tale (which- wow: mindfuck) and she said this saying, and it just hit me really profoundly like.. yeah. Fuck. That's it, that's how it feels to be a woman.

Men are afraid that women will laugh at them. Women are afraid that men will kill them.

[youngbloodbuzz]

[laurenacr]

HIGH THOUGHTS VIII

Please stop scrolling and do yourself a favor, listen to this song. Indulge in the lyrics and just taking the time to REALLY LISTEN to a song, THIS SONG. UGH, Discovering new songs is the best. Okay here are the lyrics, I'm gonna bold the parts that were like like holy, i love.

Oh oh Oh oh And I go home alone I drive past the place that I was born And the places that I used to drink Young and drunk and stumbling in the street Outside the Joiners Arm's like foals unsteady on their feet With the art students and the boys in bands High on E and holding hands with someone that I just met I thought it doesn't get Better than this There can be nothing better than this Better than this And we climbed onto the roof, the museum And someone made love in the glass And I'd forgot my name And the way back to my mother's house With your black cool eyes and your bitten lips The world is at your fingertips It doesn't get better than this What else could be better than this? Oh, don't you know I have seen I have seen the fields aflame And everything I ever did Was just another way to scream your name Over and over and over and over again Over and over and over and over again Oh oh Oh oh And we're just children wanting children of our own I want a space to watch things grow But did I dream too big? Do I have to let it go? What if one day there is no such thing as snow? Oh God, what do I know? And I don't know anything (uh uh uh) Except that green is so green And there's a special kind of sadness that seems to come with spring Oh, don't you know I have seen I have seen the fields aflame And everything I ever did Was just another way to scream your name Over and over and over and over again Over and over and over and over again Oh, don't you know that I have seen I have seen the fields aflame But everything I ever did Was just another way to scream your name

SO GOOD.

[uselesshunger]

Oh, do you know what I have seen? I have seen the fields aflame But everything I ever did Was just another way to scream your name

[laurenacr]

HIGH THOUGHTS VII

There's this part in "about a boy" where Marcus' mom is trying to get him breakfast and the bowl is kinda stuck so she can't get it out and she just cries.. that movie came out when I was 14 and I was like, yes. That's how it feels. Like, it was something that on a different day I might not have reacted to at all but when you're feeling that one certain way it's just exhausting and overwhelming when something like a bowl getting stuck. I still have those moments and days but it's nice to see representation of mental illness that I personally can relate to so much.

[laurenacr]

HIGH THOUGHTS VI

So this might be hard to articulate but I'm gonna try (also that's one of my biggest dislikes about myself- I don't articulate my thoughts very well at the best of times), I just read an article talking about the ICE detention centers and how with the COVID 19 pandemic will basically turn into death camps if they don't free everyone being held. And that Anne Frank ultimately died in a camp from a virus. Detention centers have been around for THREE YEARS. WHAT.

I think everyone has thought to themselves.. how could he holocaust have happened?? How could so many people in the world do nothing, if I were alive I would have done something for sure. It's so close to happening again. And i feel helpless.

Family detention centers in the United States. The U.S. Immigration and Customs Enforcement contracts with several facilities to detain families with children. The General Accounting Office reports that the 3 activefacilities have a combined capacity of 3,326 people.