saw the phrase "cuddle-rape" and it's. rewiring my brain. there are two main interpretations in which this is very good:
cuddlefucking, non-consensual style. we're spooning and you start feeling me up. i laugh and push your hands away, say i'm not in the mood. but you dont stop. you're nuzzling at the back of my neck and grinding against my ass, just a bit. i tell you to stop, firmer this time. i say i'm serious. you slide your fingers into my mouth to shut me up. you keep going. i start to cry. you keep going. you don't stop.
cuddling after rape. you've just finished violating me. i lay in the bed, sniffling and leaking. i'm too worn down to run. i won't look at you. you climb into bed next to me. i tense up. you lay down next to me and wrap your arm around me. i flinch away, but you don't do anything other than press a kiss to my head and hold me. it confuses me. i don't want you to hold me. but after what you've put me through, i desperately need the comfort. i hate myself for it, it disgusts me, but. i relax into your arms and begin to sob again anyway