looking for moots!! 🐇 (or just ppl that can teach me what do lolzz)
im lav :3 (full name lavender lav lavatorye)
fandoms: bsd (my main one), pjsk, vocaloid, and the rest (fandoms, interests, and ships) are in the tags☆
interests: doodles, tv girl, kyoka izumi, and the fruit orange
DNI: basic criterea, isnotreal supporters, people with too much hate in their heart :((, proshippers+comshippers (update: the dark comshippers), idk ill just block u if u make me uncomfy
my age range is 13-15 (im NOT saying what is is), im aroace and go by she/her
BYF: i'm kinda awkward and i need to know u and the content u post/like to warm up to u a bit, its just how my head works💧💧
asagiri this is too far [continues to consume bsd] my suspension of disbelief can only take so much [continues to consume bsd] you're going off the rails with this plot [continues to consume bsd] it's so weird i don't understand a single thing [conti
gulps....hey guys....disappeared off the face of the earth for a sec..
i predict this being a sorta long post, so if you want to read abt the more aro part of my aroace-ness and whatnot feel free
for some time, me not feeling any romantic attraction never really bothered me, since my friend group never really talks about crushes and stuff like that. i only just realized how "behind" i was when one of my friends got a boyfriend.
im not sure if im being rude when i say this, or too logical for something as emotional as love or attraction, but it doesnt seem worth it. he has a long history of girlfriends, its causing a lot of problems with her and her parents, shes losing favor from everyone around her, and shes being dragged into her boyfriends dramas. i wonder why she still decides to stay with him after all that.
as a kid, i remember pretending to have a crush on a boy that my friend had a crush on in my head, so i would play out those dramas. i didnt stick to that idea for more than 3 days LOL i was js doing it for the hell of it. i pretended to do the dreamy looking eyes too!!
im glad i dont feel the pressure to want to love or anything, but when my friends are discussing marriage, i think of my ideal person as a bunch of my interests, aesthetics, and morals glued together. never an actual person. i couldnt imagine that, for some reason. its a collage of a buncha stuff to take the form of the average being.
i can easily create and consume romance media too since im seeing it from an outsiders perspective, but it never really like hits me. its kinda the same logic for asexual smut writers.
if the characters were friends or were like a family dynamic but fell out? im BAWLING ill never recover
the thought of wanting to cry alone in my bed, and someone being there, someone disturbed me. especially when i think of that person being male, for some reason. maybe if it was a woman id be able to tolerate it a bit more???
heres the tricky part. im more comfortable around women than men. i cant ever imagine a future with a man, but i can imagine one with a woman...? i cant imagine being attracted to her though. its weird.
the IDEA of being equal to someone and that someone willing to do anything for you is attractive. the thought of that someone isnt. like the CONCEPT of love is nice, but the idea of me loving someone romantically and them loving me back is so hard to imagine, and feels so wrong.
my ideal partner would be someone with a passion thats as big as my own passions or interests, so we can talk about it together. someone whos emotionally open and honest. stern but calming. and yet, when i imagine that someone as an actual person, suddenly i dont want to have that anymore? its weird....
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Why the tiger has become a transgender symbol in Japan
Gay Breakfast Pin Club writes:
Recently we learned about how some trans folks in Japan like to use tigers as a symbol for the trans community. It's a pun: Tora [虎] is the Japanese word for tiger, and when you sound out "trans" in katakana it basically starts with "tora." To-ra-n-su [トランス].
Toransu is clearly a loan word from English ("trans") that has been adapted to Japanese pronunciation (adding vowels/vowel epenthesis helps you avoid unpronounceable consonant clusters).
