ZichatAmaya

slow mornings, soft thoughts, and a little bit of overthinking. somewhere between reality and a lavender dream. pretty things, deep thoughts, and dumb jokes — all in one place.

[lavenderlogic]

I weirdly feel heard when I read your post

It’s really comforting to know I’m not the only one that thinks this way

[urlocal-alien]

i be like fuck em and start my day

[lavenderlogic]

my biggest problem is that i crave chaos but also complain when it arrives. i want peace, but the kind that doesn’t bore me. i want stability, but only if it comes with dramatic background music. it’s exhausting being this emotionally contradictory but at least i’m self-aware about it.

[lavenderlogic]

Thank you to everyone who got me to 100 likes!

[lavenderlogic]

What is your perspective about Love ? Like any kind of it any version. Especially about what definition of Love we have created in modern times and all.

I think love is complicated it’s hard, messy, and it demands a lot of sacrifice, effort, and patience. But I also believe it’s completely worth it when you find your forever person, because everyone deserves to feel and experience real love.

The problem is, not many people actually know how to give it, and even fewer know how to receive it. In today’s world, love has become so transactional a constant game of who cares less, who texts first, who shows emotion last. Everyone’s guarding their hearts like it’s a battlefield.

But the truth is, love only really works when you give your all. And sadly, we’re such a hurt generation that even though we all crave something genuine, we keep hurting each other because we don’t actually know how to love right.

[vexheart]

[depsidase]

[lavenderlogic]

Thissssss

[poe-eticallyyours]

HELP

IT'S FOLLOWING ME EVERYWHERE AND ANYWHERE!

[songs-of-venus-deactivated20251]

𝚂𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚞𝚍𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊 𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚢

[lavenderlogic]

i laugh too much when i talk about the things that almost broke me. maybe humor isn’t a shield anymore maybe it’s just how i remember i survived.

[depsidase]

[lavenderlogic]

my biggest problem is that i crave chaos but also complain when it arrives. i want peace, but the kind that doesn’t bore me. i want stability, but only if it comes with dramatic background music. it’s exhausting being this emotionally contradictory but at least i’m self-aware about it.

[lavenderlogic]

I don’t want peace. I want the kind of silence that feels earned like I screamed everything out of me and what’s left is just… stillness. It’s not healing, it’s exhaustion dressed up as acceptance.

[lavenderlogic]

Hello there Amaya

Beautiful blog

Awwwn thank you that’s really life of you to say

[thoughtkick]

“Just because I can’t explain the feelings causing my anxiety, doesn’t make them less valid.”

— Unknown

[lavenderlogic]

[thoughtkick]

“It’s important to do what’s best for you, whether people approve of it or not. This is your life. You know what’s good for you.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“Be with someone that requires you to grow, makes you forget your problems, holds your hand, likes to kiss, appreciates art, and adores you.”

— Unknown