Bluebird

“If you remember me, then I don't care if everyone else forgets.” -Murakami pinterest : https://pin.it/4OldOxw

[pretty-bluebird]

Welcome to my blog!

𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐈 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞:

ꜰʀᴀɴᴋ ᴏᴄᴇᴀɴ 🌊

ꜱᴀʟʟʏ ʀᴏᴏɴᴇʏ ⭐️

ᴘᴏᴇᴍꜱ 🤍

ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ 📝

ᴏᴠᴇʀꜱʜᴀʀɪɴɢ 🫂

𝐀𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐞:

ɪ ᴘᴏꜱᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ. ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴍʏ ʙʟᴏɢ ꜱᴏ ɪ ᴘᴏꜱᴛ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴᴀʟ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏᴜꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʙᴏᴏᴋꜱ ᴏʀ ᴘᴏᴇᴍꜱ ᴏʀ ᴡᴇʙ ᴡᴇᴀᴠᴇꜱ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ꜱᴇᴇɴ. ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴇꜱᴛᴇᴅ, ꜰᴇᴇʟ ꜰʀᴇᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜰᴏʟʟᴏᴡ! ɪ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ꜰᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ɢɪʀʟʙʟᴏɢ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ꜰɪɴᴅɪɴɢ ɴᴇᴡ ᴍᴜᴛᴜᴀʟꜱ.

ʟᴏᴛꜱ ᴏꜰ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ʙʟᴜᴇʙɪʀᴅ xx

Thank you @uzmacchiato for the dividers! I'd been looking for some everywhere to make this post, so thank you for making this easier :)

[pretty-bluebird]

You kept asking me if I was going to the party and I kept saying no, so you kept asking until I said maybe and you smiled and of course I knew I loved you, but I didn’t know what to do with it. I didn’t go to the party, but my friend did and she told me that you sat at the door, waiting, for about an hour before just leaving. You left all your friends, and everyone in that room, because you were waiting for me. I felt so bad when she told me. I loved you and I thought you knew. I really thought you knew. I would’ve come if I had known.

[vilea777]

sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

[pretty-bluebird]

[silkangelkisses]

[pretty-bluebird]

I fucking hate it when someone looks at what I'm typing when I'm literally typing a fucking password?? it's such an invasion of privacy and its obviously so fucking weird bro, and even more fucking weird to comment on my password after. fucking irritation piece of shits. the fucking guy that did this to me had the fucking nerve to say 'wow you have such a long password' after, and I just looked at him with disgust bc why dont u mind your own fucking business bro??

[saltair-and-webweaves]

burn lake - carrie foutain/the beauty of the husband: a fictional essay in 29 tangos - anne carson/ @ojibwe/ bigger than the whole sky - taylor swift/the basil and josephine stories - f. scott fitzgerald/lies about sea creatures - ada limó/zami: a new spelling of my name - audre lorde

[pretty-bluebird]

feeling like the worst woman in the world rn

[pretty-bluebird]

I don’t miss anyone anymore so I don’t know what to write.

When did I become so boring?

[junewasneverhere]

the most gentle song i can think of is the sound of my own blood travelling in my own body

[pretty-bluebird]

That gentleness keeps you alive

[pretty-bluebird]

The world felt like it was ending when I was 15, and surprisingly it didn’t and I just became an adult. I obviously think it’s silly how I felt about things before, but then I remember that was all I knew at the time, and it’s no wonder I thought it was the end of the world. It’s comforting to know that I will get over things, even when I think it might be impossible to, and I’ll only get better and better.

[pretty-bluebird]

if u get lonely...think of me only <3

[saltair-and-webweaves]

the days I don't want to kill myself are extraordinary

hammond b3 organ cistern - gabrielle calvocoressi/heavy - hieu minh nguyen/ @alecstasy (x)/to begin with, the sweet grass - mary oliver/don't hesitate - mary oliver/ @sunrisethoughts02/a good day, kait rokowski/hammond b2 organ cistern - gabrielle calvocoressi

[pretty-bluebird]

I spent so much of my teen years crying, like why was I so miserable when it felt like everyone else was having all these crazy and happy teen experiences?

[ethereallmonkey]

thank god ill never be 13-14 ever again

[pretty-bluebird]

I was so horny at 14 I became obsessed with a guy just because I liked the shape of his nose

[pretty-bluebird]

things I'd never say out loud:

1. how much I hate myself without makeup on

2. how much I wish for someone to truly understand me

3. how often I do tarot readings on other people