a schizo man with a schizo plan

vent // trauma // mental health blog. there will be triggers, most likely untagged. 

[cdxxblazeit]

[mallgolfs]

[breakup]

[lazyschizo]

this will never change and i will die because of you and you will die because of you. im so tired of getting my hopes up for you. i feel sick. i love you with everything i have stop making promises and backing out of them i cant do this anymore everything aches. 

[manicfather-blog]

[traumartist]

[leafsea]

i can’t believe you did that to me // 4.11.2017

[kirinbooth-deactivated20210914]

Nicole Dollanganger - Angels of Porn

[lazyschizo]

EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES I SEE HIS DEAD BODY ON THE FLOOR! HE LOOKED LIKE HE COULD HAVE BEEN ASLEEP BUT HE WAS BLUE AND COLD! I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER MY FATHER LIKE THAT! 

[lazyschizo]

i should sleep but everything is so loud right now and i dont know why

[book-caps]

[hoidiza]

[brexkmyhexrt-deactivated2015061]

[jodiefoster]

i’m not sleepy in a cute way but in a chronic depression and insomnia way 

[lazyschizo]

me, drinking an entire bottle of wine in less than 30 minutes: im here for a good time not a long time.

[lazyschizo]

nothing makes me excited anymore :)

[actuallyborderlinee]

loving me must be so fucking hard i am so fucking sorry