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“I wish I could do whatever I liked behind the curtain of “madness”. Then: I’d arrange flowers, all day long, I’d paint; pain, love and tenderness, I would laugh as much as I feel like at the stupidity of others, and they would all say: “Poor thing, she’s crazy!” (Above all I would laugh at my own stupidity.) I would build my world which while I lived, would be in agreement with all the worlds. The day, or the hour, or the minute that I lived would be mine and everyone else’s - my madness would not be an escape from “reality”.” - Frida Kahlo

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The wartime selfie

I AM SO TIRED OF LOOKING BACK AT OLD PHOTOS AND REMEMBERING MY MISTAKES remembering my self-sabotage remembering my unreasonable fears remembering how I was getting in the way of myself remembering how I was making things way more complicated ruining good seeking bad I AM DONE

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The Wind Rises (2013)

Everything is a lot quieter but at the same time heightened I can't help but think when I pass couples - what problems are they having in their relationship that they are addressing and what problems are they having that they aren't addressing - is this going to be a night they remember just like the nights with you that are burned in my memory or is it going to be a night that they'll want to forget I hate the societal constructs that don't let me be able to talk to you I think in passing, what are they hoping for? - what are they hoping to find - when they find it what do they want to do with it - when its found, do they even want it anymore? and then when passing edlerly people that are alone I can't help to think are they missing anyone - what moment in their past are they reminiscing about - when I'm old and walking alone will I be thinking about these very moments It takes about two weeks for a snake to shed its skin Twenty-eight days to become a butterfly I am a kettle of boiling water on a slow heat constantly whistling jumping pitches