respect for my energy

i'm okay i'm not your baby if you think i'm pretty... you should see me in a crown 👑 i'm gonna run this nothing town watch me make 'em bow one by one by one

[lcurenmichelle]

keepupwithkyliekjenner‌:

“Yes! Do come over, Wesley loves to meet new people which makes Stormi a bit jealous since its her puppy but soo cute watching her pout.”

“Aww! If that’s how she reacts to sharing mommy’s attention with a new puppy, how do you think she’d feel about a little sibling? You think she’d be a good big sister?”

[lcurenmichelle]

awgzkrth‌:

                               — Believe me, if I did not have my tour and EP drop going on right now, I would probably find myself pretty down in the dumps because of the free time. I hate not having music to distract me from daily anxieties and such. Have you tried painting or lyric-writing? I have made some pretty creepy paintings when I have had too much alone time. 

“I fucking feel that. Oh yeah for sure, I love both. I’ve been doing a lot of writing while working on my own first full length, and it’s been hella therapeutic for me, don’t know where I’d be at right now if it wasn’t for that. Well that, and weed. Alone time can be a really dangerous thing sometimes depending on your headspace, I get you.”

[lcurenmichelle]

awgzkrth‌:

                              — What has you so lonely lately, dear? I mean, I know you lost your beloved puppy, but did anyone else leave you so suddenly? Anything going wrong with friends or family? If you need to talk, I am an open ear that is ready to listen to you. 

“I think it’s just like a combination of dealing with the loss and spending way too much time on my own or not being willing to get out of my house recently. The way I put it to someone else is like, seasonal depression has left the building and now it’s regular depression. To be honestly I’m probably not really lonely so much as looking for a distraction. Thank you for that reminder love, you know I’m always here for you to talk to too.”

[lcurenmichelle]

mcggiiies‌:

“the queen herself wanting ME to be her best friend?? honestly, how could today get any better?”

“Well, we bonded over food and that’s the makings of a beautiful best friendship to me. If you wanna chill and smoke and maybe fuck around and make some music sometime you’ll be even more well on your way.”

[lcurenmichelle]

Pizza & Puppy Love || Nat & Lauren

[lcurenmichelle]

nattiedyers‌:

Nat gave the other a hug back, smile still painted on her face. Both their lifes had gotten so insane over the past few months they hadn’t had nearly as much time to spend together as she would have liked. “i’ve literally missed you so much! Its nice having you back over.” She gave a small giggle at the others words, a blush on her face. “Well I definitely tried, I didn’t want to smell horrible seeing you for the first time in weeks, it just wouldn’t be a good look.” She took the weed, enhaling the smell of it deeply. “Damn that’s good!” she said with raised eyebrows. “Eh, not too bad I guess.” she shrugged. “How are you?” she asked as Ozzy bounded up, grin growing. “He’s missed you a lot too!” 

"It's so good to be here." Lauren sighed out in obvious relief as she stood back up straight after petting Ozzy and watched her set the weed container down on the counter beside the pizza, just going right back in for another hug from Natalia simply because she felt like it. She just wanted to be close and to feel safe and secure for a moment, and one place that she always had that was in her arms. "I'm... shit's fucked up sometimes, you know? Gets hard to deal. I know you know." She breathed the words out without removing herself from their embrace, still keeping her arms around her as she leaned her forehead against Natalia's and opened her eyes, her gaze lidded and soft. "Thank you for letting me come over. Doesn't feel like it's been forever at all, now that I'm here. Even though I know that it has been... way too long." She was still reluctant to pull away from her.

[lcurenmichelle]

mcggiiies‌:

“fuck yes, we have to get some wings. that is a MUST. normally, i like boneless because they’re a quick pop in the mouth. BUT when i want some extra flavor, i like them on the bone. keeps the smokey taste on the meat.”

“You’re officially my new best friend on these grounds alone. Text me! We’ll meet up.”

[lcurenmichelle]

awgzkrth‌:

                              — Fun fact: you will also get to meet my other dog named Peyton. He is a wee bit younger, and he is very playful. He will keep you busy while Sebastian uses you as a lap chair. The address is sent to you, and I will be waiting on the dog pictures. Fair warning that my friend may try to hit you up for your number; pay him no mind.

“Aw, I’d love to meet all your babies! I’m perfectly happy to multitask with one hanging out on my lap and one needing my attention, will keep me occupied. Shit, at this point I might just end up giving your friend my number for an excuse to have some company, even if it’s just continued company of your pups, I’ve been so lonely lately anyway.”

[lcurenmichelle]

awgzkrth‌:

                               — My heart goes out to you, dear. I am definitely going through some hard times with my oldest baby, Sebastian. He has been going through medical hell, but I assure you that he would love some attention. My best friend is watching him while I am away in London, so just let him know I let you come by, okay?

“Aw! I’m 100% down to go and give your baby some lovin on your behalf while he’s staying with your friend. Plus, spending time with other people’s dog while I’ve been processing has been oddly therapeutic. Text me the address and I definitely will show up, I’ll send you all the pics while I’m there too!”

[lcurenmichelle]

mcggiiies‌:

“my dear lauren, i think this is going to be the beginning of such a beautiful friendship! i’m so down to get pizza. and maybe some cheesy bread too? can’t have pizza without that cheesy bread!”

“I think so too! And of course! Shit, I think we should go all out and get wings too. Are you a boneless or bone-in kinda bitch? I like boneless because they’re like fancy nuggets tbh.”

[lcurenmichelle]

xoxmiley‌:

I’m so sorry baby. You can come over to my house? I’m home. 

“Really? You’re not too busy or anything? I’d love that.”

[lcurenmichelle]

campbclls‌:

“ I can’t even begin to imagine. While her time with you was brief, at least you know she was loved & always cared for greatly. You don’t even have to do that if you don’t wanna, Lo. Max & I don’t need any payment. But we’re on our way now ! ”

“Definitely, that’s for sure something I’ve been telling myself in moments where I just really need the comfort. Thanks so much love, you’re honestly the best, one of the best friends I have in this city and sometimes I think I’d lose my whole entire mind if I didn’t have people like you to lean on.”

[lcurenmichelle]

keepupwithkyliekjenner‌:

Aww, well I recently adopted a puppy, his name is Wesley, he is a Dachshund mix and he is the cutest thing over so if you need some puppy love you are more than welcome to come over and bonus point you get to see Stormi running around the house.

“Aw, I can actually think of nothing I want more than to love on you, your new fur baby, and your actual baby, you guys are all the cutest! I’ll definitely be over soon.”

[lcurenmichelle]

adelehg‌:

That sucks, if I would have known, I would have taken you with me to New York. A friend and I, we toured through all the gay pubs and clubs in the city, we had a blast. What’s been buggin ya? I’m all for gettin ya out of the house if I wasn’t still in New York.

“Just been having a hard time lately I think, seasonal depression is over and now regular depression has reared its ugly head. I’ll be alright eventually though. And that does sound like a really good time, bummed I missed out on that. Next time you’re in LA let’s get together yeah?”

[fyeah5h]

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[lcurenmichelle]

adelehg‌:

Louie could use some loves, even more than I give him if you want? 

“That would honestly be great, you think I can come chill for a little bit? I’ve just been trying to get out of my house more, and not just for stuff that I’m obligated to be at like events and shit you know?”

[lcurenmichelle]

Pizza & Puppy Love || Nat & Lauren

[lcurenmichelle]

nattiedyers‌:

Nat had been keeping mostly to herself for the past few weeks, her anxiety and just all around not feeling too well about anything seemingly doubling even after the nice weekend in Bora Bora, she’d thought it would help and it had for a bit but then coming home to a pretty much empty house had set her back even more, increasing her dependency on certain things even moreso. She’d hopped on the chance to spend time with Lauren, probably her favorite person in the world for just about the past year and she always loved spending time with her, even as sparsely as it seemed to be able to actually happen these days. Nat was dressed much the same as the other, a pair of sweat pants and her old high schools t-shirt on. She threw open the door with a smile. “What’s up beautiful?” she grinned, stepping aside for the other to enter. She’d done a good bit of cleaning up over the past few days and it showed, her apartment was almost spotless, other than the two recycling bins full of bottles sitting by her fridge. “That pizza smells awesome.” 

Lauren felt herself relax all over the second Nat opened the door; the most genuine smile she’d given in  she’d always been such a source of peace to her. It’d been a massive inconvenience that both of their schedules had been so hectic in the last few months and they hadn’t had nearly enough time to spend together, and she was glad things seemed to be changing in that department. She’d been worried about Natalia in the back of her mind since what she’d shared with her that night in Adele’s backyard, and had still made a point of calling and texting her even when she was busy just to see how she was doing. She immediately went in for a one-armed hug with the arm she wasn’t carrying the pizza in, “Ugh, gorgeous, it’s so good to see you.” She breathed her in when she hugged her, the clean smell of her laundry soap a familiar comfort to her, and mixed with pizza it was almost heavenly. “That’s not all that smells awesome.” When she pulled back she went to set the box down on Nat’s kitchen counter top, also setting down the grocery bag and pulling out the two cartons of ice cream and the container of weed she’d brought with her, popping the lid on it and handing it to her so she could preview it, wiggling her brows. “How are you babes? I’ve missed you.” She pulled the lid open on the pizza, and that’s when Ozzy came bounding up to them, her eyes lighting up, “Hi baby!” She greeted him, bending down to start petting behind his ears while also keeping her attention on Natalia. 

[lcurenmichelle]

Pizza & Puppy Love || Nat & Lauren

@nattiedyers

Even if Lauren was on a ‘certain level’ now when it came to fame, she definitely wasn’t too up herself to think that she was too good for Little Ceaser’s pizza, and that along with a couple pints of Ben and Jerry was exactly what she was carrying as she approached Natalia’s apartment. She’d been dealing with a lot of heavy emotions as of late and she could think of no better way to try and ease some of that hurt than to hang out with one of her favorite people, smoke and eat her feelings. She missed Natalia since they hadn’t hung out properly since Bora Bora, and she also had been missing her dog who had recently passed away like crazy. After opening up about that to Nat, of course the other girl had been quick to invite her over and offer up the love of her own dog, which Lauren was quick and grateful to accept. She balanced the grocery back and the pizza in one arm so she could knock with her one freed up hand, standing on one side of the door donned in a casual pair of sweatpants and an old band tee, hair tied up in a loose bun and her face free of any makeup. She never felt like she had to put up some huge front around Nat or pretend to be more put-together than she actually was, and that was one of the things she loved about their dynamic.