emmeline lovecraft

𝔬𝔯𝔦𝔤𝔦𝔫𝔞𝔩 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔟𝔶 𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔬𝔫𝔦

[lcvecraftian]

❝ I HAD TO KNOW EVERYTHING.

                          IF I STOPPED FOR EVEN A MOMENT...

                    WE WOULD HAVE DROWNED. ❞

𝖑𝖈𝖛𝖊𝖈𝖗𝖆𝖋𝖙𝖎𝖆𝖓 ;

independent 𝖜𝖊𝖉𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖉𝖆𝖞 original character with 𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖆𝖉𝖛𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖊𝖘 𝖔𝖋 𝖘𝖆𝖇𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖆 lore. highly selective. mutuals only. all follows will come from @antoniwrites

a study in: defiance, religious trauma, survival, fighting against misogyny, "knowledge is power", revenge, finding yourself again, self-discovery

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[lcvecraftian]

mmmm i'm getting back in a wednesday rp mood with the seasons changing.

anyone wanna rp some wednesday threads with me ??

[lcvecraftian]

𝔬𝔭𝔢𝔫 𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔢𝔯 | | 𝔴𝔢𝔡𝔫𝔢𝔰𝔡𝔞𝔶 / 𝔫𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔢

" N-No...you-you don't understand, I can't stop! " Emmeline said to the other, in a panic. Her chest started to feel heavy. " I-I have to learn more and...and be better. Because if I stop then he wins! " She clutched the books in her hands as the other tried to pull them away from her.

[woednesdayaddams]

𝙹𝚄𝚂𝚃   𝚃𝙷𝙴   𝙰𝙶𝚁𝙴𝙴𝙼𝙴𝙽𝚃   𝚂𝙷𝙴   𝚆𝙰𝚂   𝙳𝚈𝙸𝙽𝙶   𝙵𝙾𝚁.   deep   down,   hidden   in   the   darkest   corners   of   her   soul,   she   despised   the   ephemeral   nature   of   living   things.   time   was   ticking   and,   had   emmeline   stretch   that   plan   of   hers   for   a   longer   period   of   time,   it   arose   the   potential   of   dissipation.   wednesday   did,   however,   appreciate   the   death   reference,   however   it   wasn’t   soothing   enough   for   what   macabre   ideas   had   borne   in   her   mind.   ❝   first,   tell   me   what   strengths   this   individual   holds.   ❞   she   must   learn   how   to   turn   those   into   weaknesses,   after   all,   ❝   though   i   suggest   you   strike   first   and   show   no   mercy.   ❞   her   own   perception   on   warfare   seeping   right   through;   if   she   knew   how   to   handle   those,   why   let   the   other   waste   precious   time?

[lcvecraftian]

𝕰𝖒𝖒𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝖍𝖆𝖉 𝖙𝖔 𝖆𝖉𝖒𝖎𝖙 that Father Blackwood was the Headmaster for a reason. He had plenty of strengths. ❝ He is 𝗣𝗢𝗪𝗘𝗥𝗙𝗨𝗟. He has much knowledge in the art of witchcraft which includes spell casting, potion making, and demonology. It seems he does lack in the art of herbology, though. He is a master at manipulation and influence. ❞ Emmeline rested herself on a tree stump that was close by. ❝ Like a cult leader who is really old. Potentially 200 years old. ❞

[lcvecraftian]

𝚁𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝙱𝚘𝚛𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝚂𝚗𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚆𝚒𝚣𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 𝚅𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚎

Emmeline was born to two Slytherin alumnus, not dark wizards or Death Eaters, but they did subscribe to that mindset. Being sorted into Ravenclaw, she was reserved to snide comments and remarks at dinners during the holidays.

Growing up with her backstabbing parents, she always longed for the truth, no matter how hard it was to get it. She loved learning, everything she could, so that she could always be prepared. Her and Hermione often shared notes, recognizing each other as people who loved to learn.

However, unlike Hermione, Emmeline was willing to do whatever it took to get the information, even if it is knowledge about dark magic. She did, after all, learn from her Slytherin family.

[munchmemes]

hozier lyrics, unreal unearth edition

❛  your reflection can't offer a word to the bliss of not knowing yourself. ❜

❛  no closer could i be to god or why he would do what he's done. ❜

❛  what you live in, it finds a way to live in you. ❜

❛  your heart has such darkness. ❜

❛  i wanna be gone. i wanna run so far, i'd beat the morning. ❜

❛  before the dawn has come, i'd block the sun if you want it done. ❜

❛  let all time slow. let all light go. ❜

❛  i don't need to know where we begin and end. ❜

❛  i'd still know you, not being shown you. ❜

❛  the first time that you kissed me, i drank dry the river lethe. the liffey would have been softer on my stomach all the same. ❜

❛  some part of me must have died the first time that you called me baby. ❜

❛  some part of me came alive the first time that you called me baby. ❜

❛  these days, i think, i owe my life to flowers that were left here by my mother. ain't that like them? gifting life to you again. ❜

❛  oh, to share the space with simple living things infinitely suffering but fighting off, like all creation, the absence of itself ... but anyway. ❜

❛  some part of me stayed alive each time that you called. ❜

❛  whatever keeps you around, it keeps you around. ❜

❛  when i was young i used to guess, are there limits to any emptiness? ❜

❛  how could you think i'd scare so easily? ❜

❛  my life was a storm since i was born. how could i fear any hurricane? ❜

❛  i would do it again if i could hold you for a minute. ❜

❛  what good would it be on the far side of things? ❜

❛  i would not change it each time. ❜

❛  heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i. ❜

❛  i feel lighter than i have in so much time. ❜

❛  how could i fall when i am lifted by every word you say to me? ❜

❛  if anything could fall at all, it's the world that falls away from me. ❜

❛  if you need to, lean your weight to me. ❜

❛  if we fall, i only pray, don't fall away from me. ❜

❛  i'm starving, darling. let me put my lips to something. ❜

❛  you can't buy this fineness. ❜

❛  we can celebrate the good that we've done. ❜

❛  we had nowhere to go and every desire for going there. ❜

❛  i heard once, it's the comforts that make us feel numb. ❜

❛  it was just our turn being blamed for a world we had no power in. ❜

❛  i haven't felt it since then. i don't know how the feeling ended. ❜

❛  i know being reckless and young is not how the damage gets done. ❜

❛  we knew what our love was worth when we had nothing. ❜

❛  i miss when we did not need much. ❜

❛  you were steering my heart like a wheel in your hands. ❜

❛  all i needed was someone when the whole wide world felt young. ❜

❛  hold me like water or hold me like a knife. ❜

❛  you and i burned out our steam chasing someone else's dream. ❜

❛  how can something be so much heavier but so much less than what it seems? ❜

❛  you only feel it when it's lost. getting through still has its cost. ❜

❛  if there was anyone to ever get through this life with their heart still intact, they didn't do it right. ❜

❛  we didn't get it right but we did our best. ❜

❛  knowing that everything will end should not change our plans. ❜

❛  all things end. ❜

❛  there are some things that no one teaches you that come natural as a dream you didn't know that you were in. ❜

❛  the awful things we do to make the head go quiet. ❜

❛  you may never know your fortune until the distance has been shown between what is lost forever and what can still be known. ❜

❛  i don't wanna be anything but i would do anything just to run away. ❜

❛  go look another way. ❜

❛  look, i wanna be loud. so loud, i'm talking seismic. ❜

❛  i will not be great but i'm grateful to get through. ❜

❛  the memory hurts but does me no harm. ❜

❛  the moment i knew i'd no choice but to love you. ❜

❛  there's a part of me, i'm afraid will always be trapped within an abstract from a moment of my life. ❜

❛  you know, the distance never made a difference to me. ❜

❛  so, i thought you were like an angel to me. ❜

❛  it ain't the being alone. it ain't the empty home. you know i'm good on my own. ❜

❛  so much of the living is the being unknown. ❜

❛  do you know i could break beneath the weight of the goodness i still carry for you? ❜

❛  there are some people who are better unknown. ❜

❛  darkness always finds you either way. ❜

❛  after this, i'm never gonna be the same and i am never going back again. ❜

[antoniwrites]

hello!

i am returning to rp things so like this if you want me to hop in your dms for some plots or return to some threads that we had in the past!

[roshale]

     HOW SHE managed to make it home without destroying half of the towns on the two hour drive back to forks was a mystery to rose . though , she quickly realized , they had no proof that she hadn't caused destruction . rosalie pushed that thought aside for the time being , focusing on the current concern ; undeniably , they had a newborn on their hands .      ❛ come inside , now .  ❜ her words were firm , yet not quite demanding . carlisle would need to be informed , though she was sure by now her family would be able to tell that a new scent had wafted into their territory . the aroma of a newborn was familiar , and concerning . rosalie wrapped her arm around the other girl's . ❛ being out here -- being so exposed -- will only make it worse .  ❜

[lcvecraftian]

Emmeline nodded as she stepped inside of the Cullen home in the woods and thought about everything. Everything was coming to her head. "Satan, there's so many thoughts running through my head. Is...Is that normal? Just...so many pictures and thoughts running through your head?" Her hands clamped around her hair and her eyelids shut around her new red iris'. "Rose!"

[woednesdayaddams]

“precisely.” simple response vocalized whilst both of her hands collide, fingers intertwining. wednesday would be lying if she admitted interest hasn’t swept its way within, burdening her tiny black heart. “i’ve always been fascinated about the apocalyptic mentions in the bible, world burning ‘till there’s nothing left but ash. i reckon it’d be only fitting to see this man burning at stake. especially if he’s the one igniting his own grave.” helping those in need never resonated to this degree before, the promise of pyromaniac tendencies being fulfilled and seeing the agony of burning alive enthralling. “i’m willing to offer my help, if you promise me a seat in the front row at his own trial.”

[lcvecraftian]

Listening to Wednesday, Emmeline thought it over in her head. What she was saying about the worship book of the False God. Crossing her arms, she squinted her blue eyes at the hatred she had for that religion. Her mind flashed back to the day that the angels attacked her old school. "I'm dying to hear your ideas. We'll have to play the long game. Are you prepared for that?"

[lcvecraftian]

@roshale continued from 𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊

When Rosalie had noticed that something had changed about her appearance, she put her face in her hands. ❝ I-I don't know...I- ❞ Shaking her head, her hair shook off her shoulders. ❝ I...I was going to Seattle for some supplies and was coming back and getting gas when...when I was 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘥 and left on the ground. ❞ Lifting her head back up to close her eyes shut and placed her fingertips against her temples.

❝ I hear 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘. ❞

[woednesdayaddams]

a light nod is given in response, she takes all the information in and processes it thoroughly. it seems the world’s still plagued by irredeemable monsters. perchance, there’s still hope hidden in corners of the world after all. “never been a fan of biblical tales ever since monarchs used it for their own benefit or when the bible changed verses to fit society norms. though i admit, your nemesis does follow in monarchs’ steps.” her hypothesis correct all along, history ought to repeat itself when lessons are not learnt. “tell me, do you know the foremost practiced punishment against witches during the infamous trials?” one brow raises up, rims of crimson stained pout twitching to form a grin.

[lcvecraftian]

❝ He's smart, too. He's always thinking of something new to keep an eye on the coven, another precaution. A unique curse or enchantment that existed 500 years ago that no one uses now. ❞ Emmeline said as she nodded and agree with Wednesday. Blackwood was smart, so smart that she had to devote all her time to be even a little ahead of him. As the other spoke, the corner of her mouth upturned to a 𝖉𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖍 grin and let out a chuckle. ❝ 𝕭𝖚𝖗𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌? ❞

[blumengeist]

@lcvecraftian con. [x]

❝ I have had my fair share of 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖊𝖘 that ended in the power shutting down, but those don't really happen anymore ❞ Emmeline joked, but it was a very real thing for her. ❝ I've been here for almost two months now. ᴘᴜʀᴘʟᴇ is very much my color, 𝖗𝖊𝖉 and black was the color of my old school. ❞

"We didn't have these-", Elora gestures towards her new school uniform, "At my old school. Things were a bit different there. But I am getting used to it." Her right hand wandered across the fabric, mind still occupied with this weird feeling of belonging. No wonder uniforms were used in such different ways all over the world. "I think it suits you though, the purple. Two months enough to feel like you know the place? I could very much need some warning labels before I stumble into a feud."

[lcvecraftian]

❝ Neither did mine. We just wore red and black clothing that we had. Not a dictated uniform like these. ❞ Emmeline said as she motioned to their uniform. ❝ Two months is most definitely not enough time. Not to truly be comfortable. Just to not get lost. I figure in two 𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮 months is when I can feel more comfortable here. ❞

[lcvecraftian]

@iceruned

Emmeline couldn't do the rituals that she wanted to do at 𝖀𝖓𝖘𝖊𝖊𝖓 𝕬𝖗𝖙𝖘, it was too risky to do them with all of Blackwood's cronies around. At 𝕹𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖊, she had to still be careful, but there was less risk if she got caught. A ritual for Hekate. She needed healing after all that she'd been through and to find a love for magic again. She started the ritual with all the elements in place, lighting the fires with a simple 𝖎𝖓𝖈𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖎𝖆.

❝ Hekate omnia meae virtuti ac virtuti tuae dedico. Da potestatem pro meo immortali servitio tibi. ❞

Is what she kept repeating over and over again. After the witch felt a ᴅɪꜱᴛᴜʀʙᴀɴᴄᴇ in the atmosphere, in the area, she quietly stopped. Quickly locating the source of it, she cast a spell to appear behind him. ❝ Lanuae magikae. ❞ Looking at him from behind, she cocked her head to the side as she looked up at the ice-haired boy. ❝ I'm not sacrificing anyone, if that's what you're wondering. ❞

[lcvecraftian]

@woesdayy liked for a starter !

Emmeline was performing a dedication ritual to Hekate in the woods of 𝕹𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖊 𝕬𝖈𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖒𝖞. She had gotten word that her old coven had rededicated themselves to the goddess after Father Blackwood ᴋɪʟʟᴇᴅ the majority of the coven. Some family members included. Putting on a 𝓫𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓼, she started the ritual with all the elements in place, lighting the fires with a simple 𝖎𝖓𝖈𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖎𝖆.

❝ Hekate omnia meae virtuti ac virtuti tuae dedico. Da potestatem pro meo immortali servitio tibi. ❞

Is what the witch repeated over and over again but stopped when she heard a crack of leaves, making her open her eyes. Not seeing anyone at first, but she felt the energy of the person that was watching her. It was familiar. Rolling her eyes, she relaxed her body.

❝ 𝖂𝖊𝖉𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖉𝖆𝖞. You can come out now. You're lucky I wasn't ɴᴀᴋᴇᴅ. ❞

[woednesdayaddams]

malignant stare shifts behind the other, eyes defocusing. she’s paying close attention, a small nod exhibiting proof of that. “revenge suits you well.” an opening statement hinting at appreciation at the other, “hypothetically, i’d carefully arrange multiple plans to take down the master of my demise. though i’d opt out of playing the robin hood act. what targeted me fuels more than what targeted others. but i wouldn’t make my move if i were you…” a pause commerces, obsidian hues eying the other up and down. “in chess, like in real life, no action should be done unless it’s strategically thought of prior. please, elaborate.”

[lcvecraftian]

❝ No Robin Hood act here I just- ❞ Letting out a sigh, she rolled her eyes a bit. ❝ He believes that women are made to be beneath men, to serve them. Under the Dark Lord....𝕾𝖆𝖙𝖆𝖓....or Judas...or what ever male figure he wants to worship now. ❞ Giving a nod at the raven-haired girl, a small smile tugged at her lips as she recognized the compliment given to her. Even if it was a small one. ❝ That horrible man ｒｕｉｎｅｄ my life. I made it my mission to never know less than him. Than anyone. Because of that, I made myself a target to him and his cronies. I...could have been put to ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ if I didn't come here. To 𝕹𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖊. I can't get revenge on him if I'm dead. ❞

[lcvecraftian]

like this for a: i'm doing a ritual in the woods of Nevermore Academy and your muse catches mine in the middle of it starter

[woednesdayaddams]

“actually,” she begins, obsidian hues narrowing a tad more than a moment ago, “questioning everything is the proper course of action to be taken so you won’t be easily manipulated.” pout curls to form half a smile, which disappears as soon as it appeared in the first place. “pray tell, what are you planning to do?” the devil’s advocate inquiries, curiosity piquing within. now she has to know what the other was up to.

[lcvecraftian]

❝ Question everything until you find out the answer yourself. Rules I've lived by for nearly ten years. ❞ Granted, it was mostly out of survival, but she lived by it nonetheless. ❝ Tell me something, 𝖂𝖊𝖉𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖉𝖆𝖞. What would you do if the person responsible for destroying your childhood was walking 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝑒? Convinced your parents that it was for your own good. Living under a tyrannical rule and terrorizing women and children? ❞