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welcome to the void

apple - muslim - she/her

if i was an apple id be granny smith 🍏

the url is a pun hehe. l'appel-du-vide: call of the void

in the words of sister micheal i despise the french. but i love committing to the bit so sacrifices had to be made lmao.

the arabic is a line taken from the 1971 egyptian comedy madraset al mushaghibeen: no and shes confident in herself too /s

the pfp (vintage plate that reads welcome to the shit show) is mildly off centre and it annoys me to no end. i wont be chamging it

this blog might just become my drafts 2.0 idk

but the idea is to write yap vent etc outside the orbit and gaze of my mutuals. curious to know what ive been holding back. if anything

i love languages and literary devices and learning everything there is to know ever. art and humanities appreciation alongside my undying love for the sciences. fixation zoomies keep me going 🧃

free palestine sudan congo haiti yemen lebanon iran uyghur muslims turtle island and first nations everywhere. zero tolerance for bigotry; zionists terfs racists islamophobes antisemites ableists sanists etc fuck off forever + may u never know peace

tags thus far: #yapple (yapping) #talking to the void (actual writing)

#new blog who dis #l'appel du vide #apple #lol #i wonder if anyone would recognise me from my writing style or sense of humour. this blog is a secret atm so welcome. its just us lol #make urself a mug of something and join me

is it bad that trans women get banned for no reason at all on here? yes

is it bad that racists get banned on here (not that it happens)? no

#yes this is about goose #im finding it hard to care tbh #about her mind you and not the underlying bigotry that fuels this hellsite. riddled with bigots and ran by the worst of them #im somewhere between being queer isnt immunity against being racist so sucks for u ig hashtag deserved and hey thats fucked up #before the racism came to light she was getting harassed for plot reasons iirc which is unforch peak rancid fandom behaviour #bc some people just cant be decent nd respectful at all. now does being proven to be a bad person underneath make the harassment #justified? i dont think so but there could nuance if ur really sensible about it. perhaps. define harassment actually #id never humour a zionist im not about to start humoring a racist #fuck that and fuck her and her defenders #fuck the misogyny also im sure theres no shortage of ppl dogpiling on her for the crime of existing #ignoring the racism tho leaves a bad taste in my mouth #is it my place to talk about it to begin with?#maybe not #yapple

is it bad that trans women get banned for no reason at all on here? yes

is it bad that racists get banned on here (not that it happens)? no

#yes this is about goose #im finding it hard to care tbh #about her mind you and not the underlying bigotry that fuels this hellsite. riddled with bigots and ran by the worst of them #im somewhere between being queer isnt immunity against being racist so sucks for u ig hashtag deserved and hey thats fucked up #before the racism came to light she was getting harassed for plot reasons iirc which is unforch peak rancid fandom behaviour #bc some people just cant be decent nd respectful at all. now does being proven to be a bad person underneath make the harassment #justified? i dont think so but there could nuance if ur really sensible about it. perhaps #id never humour a zionist im not about to start humoring a racist #fuck that and fuck her and her defenders #fuck the misogyny also im sure theres no shortage of ppl dogpiling on her for the crime of existing #ignoring the racism tho leaves a bad taste in my mouth #is it my place to talk about it to begin with?#maybe not #yapple

halfway thru my fuckass dream this morning i opened my phone (in dream) and i was so pleasantly surprised to find new emojis with natural hair??? its was great and the more i kept scrolling the more it just became textured hair art instead of emojis i was screeching and scrolling and ignoring the very real threat of (in dream) horrors to continue admiting the artistry lmao. احلام العصر type shit

#apparently my uni has a shapeshifter problem (they look like amphora accurate gorgons) who were trying to smuggle drugs (caffeine)#to uni students lmfao thru weak spots in the walls were u could hide in the bushes shapeshift and integrate??? it was a whole thing #there was a detective conan esque plot to lure out the bad guys idek it was wild from start to finish #i wonder what melatonin will do to me lol #yapple

im on two active discord servers atm and the whiplash is genuinely killing me lmfao one of them is super sweet theres heart emojis on every message its beautiful whereas in the other one i just called an allegedly cremated foetus cwispy AND IT WAS FUNNY. to me

#i love being unhinged #and being among equally off the door friends 💖#checking out the second server with the cutesie curated calm chill vibes cranks up the chaos of the first server a billion fold in #comparison lmao its priceless and i love it dearly #yapple

shaved my legs for the first time in like 7 years and it feels s m o o t h af

#dont applaud me for the feminism or whatever im just lazy af lmao #i donot care and i never needed to ig. always wearing long trousers at home so its whatever. yes even in summer do not underestimate #my commitment to n having no commitments #yapple #i moisturised too and wow is this hwat healthy skin feels like lol #i hate that knees have hair on them. ur a joint fucking act like one #anyway gym cancelled for today #tomorrow inshallah lol

so much shit happened in the past hour or so alone (probably 3 im very time blind) im going to explode and i dont mean it figuratively

#GIRL #GIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRL #WHAT THE FUCK #i have prided myself for curating my online space on this hellsite via my moots and escaping the bigots and bad opinion havers #only to discover a moot has been on the side of the bigots #god almighty the devastation shot thru me like an arrow #well the good news is theres been a profound change. crazy that im the one to have lit the house on fire after so long. but #butt. it had been doused in gasoline for so long so surely that counts for somehing. well #well well #amends are to be made #i dont settle for anyhting less than that #i take no shit either #this much idve hoped was obvious #but hey i am always reminded of the zionists who saw the error of their ways and denounced zionism for what it was and became #ardent supporters of palestine and the indigenous everywehre #change is possible #however some people will stay batshit crazy and bigoted #aint nothing u can do at that point but pray they improve or otherwise meet a fitting demise for their crimes.#yapple

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mama is mildly concerned im thinking about considering marriage and ive never felt so betrayed lmao do u even know me.

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my grandmother was deeply concerned lmao and mama said dw no ones going nowehere till were done studyinh shes not even interested atm anyway so that makes up for the sting yesterday lol whoohoo

#like ignore the aroace thing ive licherally said it beforw im not fucking repeating the cycle. the thing is mama wont let me either #<- my grandmother wont let us repeat the cycle either lmao #i might cry if i think about it too hard but yeah. motherhood and other milestones should be reache don their own time and not done #out of obligation or pressure bc its ur life and ur living it ppl around u and society at large will perhaps never approve and its their #loss. im not rushing into things nor forcing myself to do anything #it my fucking life i want to and i want to LIVE #yapple

mama is mildly concerned im thinking about considering marriage and ive never felt so betrayed lmao do u even know me.

#like ignore the aroace thing ive licherally said it beforw im not fucking repeating the cycle. the thing is mama wont let me either #bless her as usual but im at the age my peers (mostly graduated lmao) are getting into this phase of their lives good for them #apparently that means im getting knowing looks 🙂 little does anyone know i dont give a fuck lol and wont reconskder till im at least 30.#my twenties are for ME and surviving the academic torment nexus and making stupid decisions and living my life i am NAWT #leaving yall anytime soon i promise you lol. have u seen the economy /hj #yapple

what if were all guilty and going to hell

#alxnakdjdj what am i saying lol #were all sinners here (heh) the difference between heaven and hell is that heaven is for thoe sinners who repent #god i want to get better #yapple

about to go brush my hair pray for me

#multitextured hair girlies rise #watch my hair go from moderately defined curls to unsalvageable poofy bird nest #when i hate my hair i remember mj rocking every hair pattern #and feel a bit better about myself lmao #yapple

🎤HOW FUNKY IS YOUR CHICKEN NOW🎤

#sighs at self

never take interest in someones life (or at least dont become a fan lol) u will end up liking them and getting disappointed in some way or another its not worth the smack to the face honestly.

also its better to distance urself early (but also in general) before shit hits the fan. or so im told. by my brain. ✨pattern recgnition✨

#if u can be level headed about it thats wonderful and good for u #go for it even but genuinely honestly the way fame puts ppl on a pedestal (for better but esp for worse) its easier to forget were all #humans and very flawed and messy ones at that. its also easy to stop seeing that once u form this mental image of a person...#i wasted 15 years of my life yesterday at 2am looking up jackson family lore (including jermaine) lol donot ask me why. its wild dude #lesson learnt ill enjoy the art and move on #<- hm well thats a slippery slope.#yapple #lisa and micheal were so cute together it legit broke my heart a little jkfdl i might read lisas book later. i also spent hours scrolling #pinterest pictures of them SUE ME #exam season behaviour 😔#tldr: paris is supports israel (elizabeth taylor was a zionist too btw. probably not the kosher marshmellow kind lol) janet was racist #to kamala that one time latoyas life is a hot mess its really sad idk much about jackie except hes the eldest and is soft spoken (we love #that in a man) was he the one who chote on his girl? jermaiiiiiiiiiiine #what a guy hes muslim so im happy for him ig like the peace he must have found and still does but his life and that of his family #must be so insane its genuinely tragic. feeling a bit bad for jafar apparently his uncles history is repeating itself already.#randy is a trump supporter hello??? crazy shit.#marlon seems to have lived a quiet life which is impressive #and rebbie too. good for them ig #tito was chill?#joe is a devil katherine is no angel im closing this file forever

pack it up boys weve been found. twas nice whilw it lasted lmao

#hi my moot who just followed me XD #ur 6th sense is sharp as hell im impressed and concerned #did a radar go off was it pure fate and destiny that we crossed paths yet again.....#welcome to my humble very secret blog!!#its actually been a minute lol i was planning on attempting to write a bit. but alas surgery final...#yapple

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#hot girl summer!!#wherein i am hot bc it is summer lol #me core #cant wait for the temp to be fucking 40 in august >:')#summer semesters should be illegal its getting in my way of cosplaying a rotting corpse for 3 consecutive months >:c

does it break anyone elses brain seeing contradicting sentiments expressed with such conviction

#this is about so many things #none of which ill get into #fucking hate it on here #hypocrites lauded as heroes #is it mean of me to be so harsh when its not humanly possible to do everything and everyone justice #(or even the bare minimum without getting crucified for it atp)#sure. but also why are the double standards and the sweeping generalisations pervasive #why are we allergic to nuance. why cant we sit in our discomfort and take apart our biases and be better for it #and accept that seemingly contradictory things can be true. such irony im aware #perhaps contradictory is too kind a word fro the post itself maybe sanctimonious works better #whatever

tomorrow. tomorrow im burning my face off with the spicy ramen and then im going to lock the fuck in for real this time okay. tomorrow

#first thing in the morning i shall give myself an ulcer lmao #that oughta do it #yapple #going to trhow up honestly #why do i procrastinate so close tot he sun #darn u audhd #(peer reviewed)

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