well-adapted nightmares

Leech Therapist. dysphoric and mentally ill. paras are parasites. the only solace/dread is the constant idealization/fear of one day becoming a writer.

[undercover-toewrangler]

Me shedding my human sack of flesh to take my true form as a grotesque spawn of Satan

[fuckinmiki]

Chinese Black Batflower

[fuckinmiki]

[leechtherapist]

maybe i should love myself, the things, and people i have now instead of getting painfully nostalgic for who i used to be and what i used to have. i should cherish this moment instead of idealizing an impossible future. i should work with what i have now instead of what i used to or what i believe i will have.

[danger]

[books-n-quotes]

“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”

— Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell to Arms (via books-n-quotes)

[danger]

[sxcietyfeels]

[sleepbby]

life cleansing tips:

- delete conversations between people you no longer talk to. its healthy to let go of the past and not letting yourself dwell on things.

- say kind things about people you like. say good things about yourself. don’t speak or think about people you don’t like.

- look in mirrors. you shouldn’t be afraid of facing yourself.

- clean sheets make clean sleep make clean minds

- allow yourself time to feel and grow. don’t be too hard on yourself for crying, you need to vent in order to move on to better times. even rainy days work towards sunny days.

- if things don’t work out, stop forcing them. there’s no reason for you to keep working and failing if there’s other places/people for you to excel and be happy.

- kiss your body, caress your body. make yourself feel loved.

- running away doesn’t always solve everything. sometimes, the reason that made you run will still be with you. focus on freeing yourself before starting anew.

- a glass of water and a good nights rest can go a long way

[plantoverlords-deactivated20190]

probably my favorite thing about witchcraft is how diy it is. like, I used to be catholic and it was like “this has power because it was anointed by a priest” and witchcraft is like “fuck that. anoint it yourself. you have all the power of the universe in your little hands” and I love it.

[brokenightlight]

[rooteatingwyrm]

“Of course it’s exhausting, having to reason all the time in a universe which wasn’t meant to be reasonable.”

— Kurt Vonnegut

[rooteatingwyrm]

[teenagerposts]

the fray: where did i go wrong….. i lost a friend…..  somewhere along in the bitterness….. and i would have stayed up with you all night……  had i known how to save a life……

12 year old me:

[sweetcheeksaremadeofthese]

the highest intelligence is empathy

[realfootage]

[leechtherapist]

Me @ ladybugs

[realfootage]