I TRUST MY GUT

the one where i actually post ticcimask, pfp - vamp-yro, you know the drill

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the one where i post ticcimask again. Great, okay

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Work is a psy-op to make me too busy to write ticcimask drabbles. mad as hell. more coming soon i just gotta finish my thoughts

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feeling mysterious tonight *twirling my mustache*

mmmm….Waiter waiter, tonight i will have investigator tim. smile.

wat if after toby killed his old man & burnt the house down and went missing, tim was hired much later by connie to try and find him…….cos the cops have basically declared him a dead end. they just think he’s dead! but connie lost everything, she could never ever believe that he’s dead. if he’s dead then that means she has nothing to show for all this pain. & tim is,,,, not rlly believing that toby’s alive. he’s investigating, sure, but nawwwt rlly… could be doing more.

imagine his surprise when he gets a lead though

methinks toby would slip up here and there, cos he’s not actively trying to disappear. he never was!!! he just kinda got swept away,, but sure enough, it…..seems like he’s alive. bizarrely. but it’s not concrete evidence. it’s mainly like… alleged sightings, rlly shitty 2000s surveillance footage, and toby also doesn’t have like. a fake name. he just gives his name out in the rare moment he’s social. so tim’s gotta keep digginggggg

i think he keeps poking too close to the wasp’s nest and he’s none the wiser. he’s not actually that good at his job lol but he’s juuuust good enough to be in the right area consistently. i think that toby would catch onto this.

it’s less of a threat to him and more of a game of cat and mouse. a lil dance between strangers,, he’s actually managed to live a very isolated life after everything. he doesn’t have too many people interested in him, so it’s novelty! a mundane break from the murderer lifestyle

dunno what his end goal would be. it’d probably change depending on the day in all honesty

it’s just a fun little game..,,,, prolly freak tim out rlly bad but it’s okay because he’s also pretty checked out of life so Whatevrr. God take the wheel (except it’s not god it’s actually toby and he’s steering the car right into a tree)

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priest x follower ticcimask save me. Save me…

toby Stop abusing the confessional

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sometimes when i’m bored i spin a wheel in my head and just think about ticcimask as random ideas.., it keeps me entertained.

hitchhiker toby anyone? liek immediately post frank murder? 👀 emotionally volatile toby. Any takers.

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hey its zoe heh. 🎀

hi zoe i love you. hope you’ve been enjoying the ticcimask

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toby would prolly genuinely die if tim wore a white wifebeater . for normal reasons. That have no relation to anyone else.

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i like it when toby is young and nervous and desperate to please. it strikes a chord with me.. he’s cute. i think that he’d totally offer himself up to tim at a completely inappropriate time & tim is HORRIFIED ABT IT. toby’s real bad at reading the room >_> he rlly does think it’s what tim is implying he wants until he looks up & the mans just staring like 😦 LOOOL

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ughfghfhj just had a yummy idea,,, ok, setting the scene:

brian and tim are roommates. they have a strange friendship were they kinda don't like each other, but they're each other's rock, yknow? just,, both of em are passive aggressive. they live together anyhow.

tim prolly makes some sort of comment about how brian keeps going after younger people & that tim kinda thinks it's predatory. brian's peeved. so what does he do?

show up with some new barely legal arm candy, obbbv LOL

the thing is that this new guy he's dating isn't even brian's type. it's actually........pretty spot on for what tim goes after. he's kinda uncomfortable that brian even knows that cos he tries to be reallll private. but he can't call him out on it without sounding like a weirdo, so he leaves it.

toby is obviously brian's lil boy toy hehehhe surprise!!!!

and god is brian being annoying about it. feels like they're always in the living room, huddled up on the couch with brian's arm slung round toby. always sooo pda. they're uh, loud too. walls aren't thick, not by any means.

worst part is that toby's a good kid. sometimes he sleeps over and brian goes to work, so it's just him and tim, and he actually tries to talk to him. not like brian's other lays, not at all.....he's cute and seems to enjoy being around tim. makes it hard to be mad at him cos it's not his fault. and he's just so sweet </3

tim tells toby he should probably leave brian cos he never stays with one person too too long, but toby says he's not going to. not tim's place to push him either. so he'll drop it

brian's still really obnoxious with it, and tim keeps walking in on really awkward scenes. and godddd toby's so loud it's horrible. tim did ask once before that they try to keep it down, and brian ofc was like Oh haha sorry (not sorry at all. not gonna do anything) but toby was so so sooo embarrassed tim actually felt bad until it just kept happening. sounds like he tries to be quiet, but must be prettyyy sensitive. tim doesn't think about that nope not at all ahhaa

yaa he's in his room touching himself when brian & toby fuck . hashtag AWESOME

but on tim's ONE DAY OFF. he's woken up by yelling. he's groggy, not really following, but toby and brian seem to be getting into it? as he's wakin up more, he's realizing it's less a fight, and moreso brian losing his shit on toby. it's bizarre cos brian's not the type to yell, and will usually just be a huge bitch until you apologize or he drops it after a millennia, but he's tearing into toby. tim kinda opens his door cos he's like dude what the fuck . it ends with him saying "when i get back toby, i want you out of my fucking apartment" ignoring toby begging him to just talk (he's soo pitiful and crying here ughdfjghfdg) and giving tim this real dirty look before leaving the apartment, obv slamming the door behind him HEHE.

toby's a mess, and at this point tim likes him. they're kinda friends, but in the distant way you are with a friend's partner, yknow??? but he goes out of his room and tries to talk to toby and get him to calm down cos he's soooo inconsolable. they sit on the couch together and toby's kinda clinging to him. which tim knows shouldn't really be happening, but he's gonna let it slide. poor boy is crying saying he's so stupid, going on about "i don't know why i said that" and tim has no idea what happened.

so of courseee he's gonna ask. and toby's gonna pull back from him and huddle in on himself.

turns out, he and brian were just having a lil playful conversation about "if not me, then who" for dating. it was all in good fun, just kinda talking about their types and such cos they aren't really a match for each other in that department. and toby blurted out that Haha if we weren't together, i'd probably um, haha i'd probably have a huge crush on ur roomie..,. and it was all in good fun, but brian didn't look tooooo pleased abt that which is fair, so he keeps pushing on it. and as it turns out. toby's had a lil puppy love type crush on tim, but swears he does love brian. and brian doesn't take that well, he feels like he just lost at the game he was playing, and it just all blew up.

throughout this explanation, toby keeps saying to tim that he's sorry and doesn't wanna make him uncomfortable, all that jazz, but tim is mainly stuck in the thought process of "me???" and then "God. brian is gonna be a bitch about this for so long" so he's .. not too responsive.

instead of saying it's okay or anything like that, he just sfinally spits out You should actually pack your stuff, brian doesn't say stuff like that for no reason. you gotta leave. AND TOBY IS JUST. A MESS. COS HE THINKS THAT HE JUST MADE TIM SOOO UNCOMFORTABLE AND RUINED THE LIL RELATIONSHIP THEY HAD.

tim tries to help toby pack but he just ends up standing awkwardly in the room while he grabs stuff from brian's room.

at some point toby sits on the bed & is really just openly sobbing. he feels so horrible about so many different things, and everything's a MESS. so tim sits down next to him and starts talking about how it really isn't toby's fault, and that brian probably only really got with him as a gotcha to tim, so on and so forth. obviously tim leaves out the "he only dated you cos you're my type and he's an asshole" part. toby's pretty upset at the idea, not really wanting to believe it cos brian was sooo good and charming when he wanted to be, but it does make sense....but then he asks why him specifically Sniffle like why would brian pick himmm. and tim does kinda gotta tell him LMDSALML

somehow the conversation gets a lot more quiet especially once toby's stopped openly crying and they're...close. they're having a moment. and it naturally develops into a kiss, lil bit more.,,, ufghfjhg yum.

tim's brain catches up eventually and he's reminded that this is hypocritical of himself and WRONG so he pulls back about to say sorry but toby's coming on strong asking sooo nice/pitifully for tim to please keep going.,,

they have sex on brian's bed. basically. and umm. haha. HJKAEHRKJLH mayb toby sees tim every so often now.,, brian will get over it eventually

who loves cliche plots more than me? cos i feel like it can't be many

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i’m still here. i’m still thinking about this. i think it’s maybe one of my fav drabbles

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housemate pulled a tarot card for me that basically said "WRITE. WRITE YOU NEED TO WRITE WHAT YOU WANT TO NOW" and so i'm writing a Little

cowboys

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the card drawn btw

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housemate pulled a tarot card for me that basically said "WRITE. WRITE YOU NEED TO WRITE WHAT YOU WANT TO NOW" and so i'm writing a Little

cowboys

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just read that ticci toby story you folks are sooo interested in. don't get it. Where was tim

ok sorry i'm done posting bullshit

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Thoughts

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sawry that i keep half of my drabbles in the comments of my drabbles but if i reblogged with every thought i’d have, no one would ever see their other mutuals

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i should write…simple cowboy piece. for fun. mainly cos i’m thinking of that one drawing i did where toby tied tim up LOL

ughjfjg. it’s not even outlaw x sheriff it’s just like,,, outlaw (bad) x outlaw (good) . neither are wanted by the community per se but amongst themselves there is still not quite comfort to be found… tim rlly doesn’t like toby here. and on the other side, toby is infatuated with tim. thinks he’s so curious. why’re you sitting loyal to the people who outcasted you cowboy? he can’t understand it.

he keeps shoehorning himself into whatever tim’s doing and it gets really frustrating at some point LOL like god leave that man alone he’s trying to help.

toby is very foxlike here. sharp tongue, witty, charming, and soooo playful. it’s really a game for him at the end of the day. it’s why he can’t fathom why tim is so serious & trying to do good when the people around this part would rather him in the ground. just wants to get a look in that head.

and in all honesty, toby’s gotten rather lonely riding solo so long. cos he used to have a lil pack of people with him, but it’s been a long time since then. this may be him and tim’s only similarity- not that he’d ever find that out.

he’s gonna wrangle that cowboy and save a horse in the process

secret between you and me, i think that tim likes the thrill toby provides. it’s why he let the lil bastard tail him for so long without putting his foot down. gotta keep himself entertained somehow

toby’s a lot here. he’s sharp but he’s also got a pretty bad temper sometimes, mainly when it comes to the townsfolk. people treated him pretty badly as a boy & it really came out to this ugly resentment that festered and he’ll take it out on any place he winds up at. don’t think he stays too close to home. was probably always one place or the next up until tim rlly caught his interest, then suddenly, he was just wherever tim was.

two wandering cowboys

they struggle to have a productive conversation at all at any point. toby gets so frustrated with tim because he’s too willing to show his soft underbelly to the people who’d gut him. tim just wants to be good, but he will never be seen as a good man. not as long as the story of what happened to “that other fella” is circulating. and then tim doesn’t put up with toby’s berating. he doesn’t need that.

the company is nice anyway. they’ve both been lonely men; unpleasant company is still company.

lotta opportunities for really cute scenes here too… taking a pit stop on a journey to wherever whenever in a long stretch of field. it’s nice, and tim’s letting his guard down. because he knows toby isn’t a threat, even if he’s unpredictable from time to time. so he sits down, hat over his eyes, stereotypical cowboy- just missing that piece of straw.

but of course toby isn’t one to sit and enjoy the scenery. hell, he didn’t even wanna stop, but tim insisted on it. so he’s definitely stealing the hat. just walked over and plucked it straight off his head. and tim’s actually tired, not feeling up to the chase, so he sighs and doesn’t make effort to chase him. at least toby’s standing in front of him, so he’s not grumbling about the sun. he cracks an eye open at him, & y’know what. the sight isn’t half bad. ‘s cute, even. he always has super mussed up hair, really looks like someone always just tousled it when you weren’t looking; sticks up and out of the hat in a way that’s overall charming. and, oh man, he’s staring down at tim with this crooked grin and crinkled eyes, he looks so proud of himself.

“real funny,” he’d gruff. probably close his eyes again. he’s keeping the imagery at the forefront of his mind though. toby would quip something back here, maybe “don’t i know it” and probably plop down beside tim. and tim becomes a very disgruntled old man because now that toby isn’t standing in front of him, and the lil bastard stole his hat, the sun is staring him right in the face. cue snickers from the peanut gallery.

ohhh it’s good. it’s so good.

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lately been thinking about slendermansion ticcimask. because it's fun & easy to think about.

current thought: toby still being very new to it all, on a mission with tim, & tim gets very injured.

i think it's fun. i think his empathy is a little skewed, sure, but i also believe that toby would latch onto tim rlly hard initially, never really grows outta it either. they have a weird relationship where they're both really harsh with one and other, but ultimately they're still sticking around each other. careful ladies, people might go around thinkin you like each other

but yeah they're on a mission & tim gets seriously injured. like he's-going-to-die injured LOL and going really slendermansion compliant, they're just gonna wake up back there no matter what. but this hasn't happened on a mission with tobes yet. he knows logically that he's gonna be fine, but he's also kinda frozen. deer in headlights staring at tim slumped on the ground against this tree. just to please my brain, we will be putting this injury nicely in the stomach. stab wound? bullet? dunno. something in there though. but it's a lot of blood. staring at tim and he's just frozen because surely the man's saying something to him, prolly telling him to get a move on, but he's just. wide eyed.

eventually kinda snaps out of it, but not really. it's like desperation taking hold. he's new to this all, he's really caught up on the what if of if tim doesn't come back for whatever reason. and so obviously he's dropping to his knees in front of tim- who is still trying to talk to him, but it's kinda just static in the wind for toby LOL doesn't help that his mouth keeps filling with blood. so toby surely knows first aid, i'm sure that was drilled into his head as an accident prone boy, but he's panicking. hands desperately trying to apply pressure, ignoring the way tim's hissing and cursing him out because surely it hurts, but toby can't sympathize! he's afraid, he's so afraid, probably mumbling under his breath just completely frantic.

he prolly tries to press his hands underneath tim's jacket to apply direct pressure, and i'm sure tim's pushing his hands away, & it's A MESS. i think toby might cry under the pressure here, but he's also really mad. "just- just let me help you, please, i want to- i want to help, please, please, please," desperate. voice cracking. he's quite young here, it's hard to not feel bad about this.

it's at this point where tim does get ahold of toby's hands, holding both by the wrist and kinda bringing them up so toby has to look up and look tim in the face, kinda. that fucking mask is still on. i think he kept it on because to die in front of someone is a whole lot of vulnerability. so toby is panicked out of his mind, and tim tried to ground him here, but they don't know each other enough for this. not even slightly. telling toby that it's okay & that it won't be permanent isn't enough, & he just keeps replying i know, but what if- and it's not an easy battle.

it's honestly both a mercy and curse that the mask is still on. the sight of tim bleeding from the mouth would definitely not ease any nerves, but also it feels so distant from tim himself, that it's hard to get any comfort from what he's saying.

i think he eventually gets him to calm down, kind of. not really. but they sit side by side, shoulders touching. toby is still freaking out thinking tim's going to die, but he can't do anything about this. nothing meaningful anyway. so he's sitting there and digging his nails into his hands, trying to not think about it.

tim, through some pained breaths, is telling him how to get back to the mansion (lol), but toby cuts him off hissing out that he won't drive that fucking car. he won't. and tim would usually put up more of a fight about this, but he is kinda actively bleeding out, and feels a little for the kid, so he goes Okay. and after a second repeats it to himself.

tim eventually does bleed out and there's not much fanfare for it. i don't think they'd be talking here. it's just,,, coexisting in a really bad spot. but yea tim bleeds out, and obviously he does somehow end up back at the mansion later but toby isn't going to know that. he stands up after some time, just staring down at tim. he might lift up the mask here, not that he'd tell tim that (cos he'd get MAD), and just look at him.

he knows how to get back on foot, and he does think about it, pacing. but he keeps stopping in front of tim, nudges him every so often too. but there's nothing.

i think he's still paranoid about tim not coming back, but he's just. very drained at this point. it's been a lot, this experience. i think he'd leave it up to the gamble of if the operator does really bring you back. slice his stomach open horizontal, tugging his sweater down to cover the wound, and sitting back down next to tim in silence. it's a lot quicker considering how big he made the wound, but he pretends that it isn't there. he closes his eyes and pretends that they're sitting in the sun on a rest break after a long car ride.

obv he does wake back up, and tim is like Why did you do that , Are you stupid. you could've just gone back. & toby is having a lot of feelings on the matter so he doesn't give him much of a response.

fun. fun fun fun. kinda sadder than anticipated, but it's okay. they will love each other eventually

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ticcimask fanfiction with warrior cars. i'm thriving. i did this same song and dance like 11 years ago