Insects! BANG!! Vermin!! BANG!! Delusional fucking pissants!! BANG!! BANG!! BANG!! BANG!!! Byproducts of a sick society, scurrying like arthropods through a catalog of generic compulsions! Feigning altruism and morality. Feeding off the rehearsed compunctions of their peers to regurgitate a response that only mimics morality!! click-click-click You think I don’t see?? -clink- You think you can fool me with your fake laughs and practiced mocks; your sorry attempts to divert attention from your bumbling conclusions? -clink-clink-clink-clink-clink- Your brainless –BANG!!– conniving –BANG!!– generic –BANG!!– transparent LIES!!?? BANG!!BANG!!BANG!!!
I know what you want them to think… I know your little Song and Dance. Pasting a fake grin over face to brush me off as if I’m out of my mind. As if I don’t know… But I see the terror in your stare. No… You’re not afraid of me… Your afraid of them. You’re afraid that the rest of the world will see you for who… for what you really are. click-click-click
But they won’t, will they? They don’t want to see… Because they’re all just like you. They all play the same role… tell the same lies. They’re all just as terrified of the truth. And that’s why you hate me, isn’t it? Because you see the truth in my eyes. You see what I see, reflecting back through glossy disgust; frothing fucking hate… -clink-
But I don’t hate you. -clink- I… I envy you… -clink- For your lies… -clink- Your false pretenses. -clink- They are your shiny golden ticket to ride the Happy Social Train; your Hall Pass to hang with the in-crowd. -clink- You see, there IS something wrong with me… It’s that I don’t belong… -tick-tick-clack- These eyes see apes and vile beasts where they should see people. My heart screams for equality while drowning in an unjustified Social Hierarchy. My mind whispers words like “logic” and “reason” and is answered with ignorance and selfishness and dismissal… -hhhhhhhhhh-Â
Six bullets left… Hammer cocked and ready to deliver the retribution our society denies. The hand of justice… as steady as the base of a mountain.Â
… Written off as a disgruntled, instable, desperate-for-a-voice-lunatic who couldn’t make it in the Real World as soon as my six metal friends meet their mark… “He lost it” they’d say… “I always knew there was something off about him”… “He was fucking crazy!! hahaha!! He never made any sense!!”
No… -ca-clunk- You’re not getting off that easy, World. I’ve got too much to show you… You may not hear me now… but one day my words will find their home in the minds of those ready to listen. And through my suffering… this planet will be a better place.Â
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Blowing Off Steam by You Know Who. (You do, don’t you? Me, godamnit… Christ…. lol)Â
Sound effects index: Bang!! (duh). -Click- (think u guys can figure that one out too.) -Clink- is my attempt at the sound the bullets make going into the revolver. -hhhhhhhh- is an exhaled breath. -tick-tick-clack- Is the hammer pulling back. -ca-clunk- is our character setting down the gun on the counter.  And clop-clop-clop-clop is… not a horse… lol It’s supposed to be the sound of his white collar business shoes stepping off into a better tomorrow. Transcendent, I know. =PÂ
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PS. I was fired from my day job last Saturday, so the art wasn’t the only thing inspiring this one. =/ (but honestly, it’s a fucking blessing in disguise. It’ll give me the time I need to really focus on catapulting my career.)
photo manipulation by –> StepanKuc
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