The Secret diary of Leila Palmer

nineteen and mean

[leilavampslayer]

[excretal]

you’re telling me a guy who tried to kill himself when claudia left nola and then again when she left paris and when armand told him claudia didn’t love him and who spent this whole season sick with grief for her. you’re telling me this guy sat through that seance heard what claudia said to him and he just chuckled and shrugged all that shit off like it was nothing. in what fucking world

[leilavampslayer]

Cause claudia told him to stop making everything about him and his self pity, he only tried once to kill himself, in nola he was just crying and harassing her calling her every second via thelepaty even tho she said she didnt want anything to do with him, (thats a grown ass woman btw shes not his baby she was like 30 yo at this point) and in SF he tried to off himself only because he thought that claudia wanted him with him, now that he knows that she hates him way more than lestat or even armand, not for his action but as a person and hates him more everytime he feels guilt and use her memory to cry on his terrible life, he's just okay to go out with his husband that loves and support him in the park with nothing bad happening after.

[leilavampslayer]

Type of pics girls will post on here saying shit like I love older men

[leilavampslayer]

Girls I'm bored let's EAT

[leilavampslayer]

i want a boyfriends but boys are too dumb and men scare me.

[riacain]

[leilavampslayer]

Me reading this as a parisian enduring the heat 🧘‍♀️

[leilavampslayer]

i'm sorry girls but if your man does theater as an adult and he's straight/bi he's a whore a demon and a cheater

[leilavampslayer]

Every second of my life even when i'm asleep. In my nightmare, i'm reminded of the deranged way i was born, and in my dream of who i could've been. And i can try and correct it to be as true to who i realy am and feel like i am in the deepest layer of my soul. Which i dream about most night. But it can never be fix and as close i'd get to the benign normality that i aspire there would still be a hole somewhere inside of me that can never be filled.

And i think that i'm coming to the closest thing to "peace" that i can get with that.

[riacain]

[leilavampslayer]

Hi,what's the wildest thoughts came to u while ovulation not only sex but in general my thoughts while ovulation is the wildest like i don't know if it's only me

That's a strange ask idk.

Honestly I think that tiktok, made ovulation into a weird concept which is very far off from the truth, like ovulation doesn't make you a feral animal. being horny and or puberty tho, yea kinda and I've had some thought...... That I'll save for later 😘 (i want to specify that i hate the infantilization and "everything is emotional" for women)

But to be honest because of personal health reason I don't ovulate at all sooooo

[leilavampslayer]

[brainsanalysis-deactivated20210]

Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

[riacain]

there’s this one specific thing about me that i’ve never told anyone about and i don’t think i ever will because it would ruin everyone’s perception of me. deep down, i am a very dark, bad person and it destroys me. you would never even guess what i’m talking about right now and it says something about me.

[leilavampslayer]

I want to have the same relationship with someone that white women have with Shrek

[leilavampslayer]

no i dont care about my law exam result, i'm girlblogging on tumblr.

[leilavampslayer]

Crying, eating strawberry ice cream and watching a rom Com IS the solution to every problem

[buriedintheyard]

tell me when you want it come and get it