[deadtree]

Farewell, Ayumi...

[lematique]

Text removed as I am sick of these scam bots.

[lematique]

[weak-intention]

DIR   EN   GREY  『目黒鹿鳴館GIG  (Meguro Rock-May-Kan GIG)』 Child   Prey  →   京

[lematique]

I am so sick and tired of people and their "healthy" lifestyle. Sugar is treated as poison. Salt is treated as poison. Canned veg is treated as poison or is "so much worse than fresh". "I can't find any canned veg without sugar in it" - because there is sugar in vegetables?! And people just agree. People are _afraid_ of food. That's not a healthy lifestyle. Fighting the wind.

[weak-intention]

DIR   EN   GREY  『目黒鹿鳴館GIG  (Meguro Rock-May-Kan GIG)』 Child   Prey  →   京

[lematique]

Something I bought last week (second hand, including BotW - super deal):

I must admit I'm a bit excited to be back in Hyrule after so many years. 💕 Last Zelda game I really played was Majora's Mask. I never finished Wind Waker or Twilight Princess.

[lematique]

My demons are overwhelming today.

[yourfantasyparade]

[weak-intention]

DIR EN GREY  『朧』  pv 京

[lematique]

[tobiasrieper]

Sea of Thieves scenery   •   [25/?]

[lematique]

I don't get tired of this, it's just too good.

[lematique]

We're not even ten minutes into the game, just handed in our first treasure chest:

They set our ship on fire and sailed away with it. 😂 (We did get it back)

[eeyore-bell]

Because there were discussions if Kyo seemed happy at the talk events…

For the most part definitely no, in the reports fans described him as unenergetic, in a bad mood and spacing out in between apart from all the funny episodes and cute remarks. He obviously got tired of the repetitive questions, especially the food questions. For example when manager Fujieda asked him during the event on 4/6 how the Rock May Kan show was Kyo said “[fans] are only interested in what I put in my stomach, when I looked through the questionnaires there were only questions about food, they are not interested in the songs [from the Rock May Kan show]. So I don’t want to talk about the live, it’s taboo.” (I’m quoting the same report from ai4710a3 from Twitter from last time)

This is not meant to add drama or something. Most people on here have been following DEG for years and we already know that Kyo doesn’t like this kind of exposure when he’s not on stage for the purpose of singing and expressing himself artistically. So it shouldn’t come as a surprise that he felt uneasy at the events.

[lematique]

[lematique]

One thing I've been thinking for a long time, but now has finally reached my mind: I don't necessarily miss the games themselves, I sometimes only miss the fun I had with people. Even when things ended pretty badly, I still have many good memories. Like my first helicopter flight in Arma III, it was absolutely hilarious and was even being recorded, but of course I can't find the video anymore. Maybe it has been removed. In the end there was a lot of drama involved, everyone was hurt, everyone could've handled the situation better (including me). My point is, I do not miss Arma III, not at all. If I would want to play, I would re-install and play it. That's the case for every other game as well.

I always thought I had to "fight" nostalgia coming up. I was angry at myself for thinking of the "good old times", but on the other hand didn't want to start playing game X or Y again. It felt like a dilemma, like I have to take action (playing again). I couldn't sort these two different feelings. I finally realised: I don't have to fight nostalgia, nostalgia is nothing bad, I can just enjoy the memories. :)