Lemony Smut

"There is a tide in the affairs of men Which, taken at the flood, leads on to fortune; Omitted, all the voyage of their life Is bound in shallows and in miseries. On such a full sea are we now afloat, And we must take the current when it serves, Or lose our ventures." - Julius Caesar 18+

[mae-martin]

Are women more important than God? What if we discover one day that we were always the ones in charge? Just, no one told us. 

[virtuallyinsane]

Диана Дунаева

[sportsandlaughs]

[flyingiseasy-landingnotsomuch]

[lemonysmut]

Gosh this place is a time capsule

I started on here over a decade ago. My thoughts, dreams, fears, and ramblings have preserved. Look at how I’ve grown! How life changed! How I have and have not changed!

Recently I’m more on here due to nostalgia. How this place made me feel safe to explore. In several ways I’m arguably more me than I was before. I don’t take shit. I set boundaries. I believe in myself.

Some things though. Some things are still for me to work out.

Feelings for a guy that’s unrequited. Though we differ in many ways so may be for the best.

The lack of kinkiness in my life. Self-inflicted but hard to turn around (or well put myself out there type of thing)

And a sense of alone-ness. Not lonely per se (yes sometimes) but more of a ‘I want to expand my friendship circle but don’t know where to start’

[lemonysmut]

What once was will not be again

It’s easy to think about the good times and filter the bad through rosy glasses.

I wasn’t that lonely

I wasn’t that poor

I wasn’t that sad

I wasn’t that depressed

I wasn’t that insecure

But I was

And you can remember the good wíth the bad.

I had some great social events but in between I often get lonely

I appreciated being close to a major city centre though was limited in my ability to enjoy it to the max due to the financial situation

I experienced high highs, wins, and love while also missing key people in my life

I had good days, I had bad days. In the background there was always a mist. A veil. One that has now finally been lifted so I can see how bad it got at times

I felt confident in certain areas but I refrained from speaking out lest someone disagreed with me or would challenge me.

The things you learn are valuable. They set you up for the coming days. Yes, the past had beautiful moments but the future will too. I promise

[aaresx]

John Steinbeck

[rxnn-deactivated20230610]

Source: 𝑷𝒂𝒖𝒍𝒐 𝑪𝒐𝒆𝒍𝒉𝒐, “𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑺𝒑𝒚”

[aestum]

(by Christian Garcia)

[lionfloss]

by mauro_roberto__

[femmepuppie]

i wanna hear someones sleepy rough voice in my ear while we snuggle, my fingers tracing their soft skin and their hands petting my hair

[petaltexturedskies]

Emily Dickinson, from the complete poems of Emily Dickinson

[simena]

Herbert James Draper - The Golden Rays (detail)

[catscafecomics]

Perfectly Comfy

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[luluthings-deactivated20250621]

she thinks a cup of coffee will get her life together. i am she