WHY ARE MEN SO UGH
so y'all there's this guy who i've been talking to. he spontaneously decided on Friday (its Sunday night rn) to drive TWO HOURS (ONE WAY) at 9 pm to meet me even though the drive was not easy (hilly roads and shit).
we had the most amazing night. we talked, smoked a lil, and had the hottest messiest make out sessions ever. like we didnt even have sex and he was so focused on my pleasure and making me feel good it was just ugh so good. and he spoke a lot about like "oh you should come to my place i'll take you around" and "i'll come to your uni next month for a comp" and all. and like when he was leaving, he was literally like a koala bear like hugging me and kissing me and shit like he DID NOT WANT TO LEAVE.
he had to leave early (like 3 am early) to get home before his mum found out he left (he's younger than me by a year 😭). obv i was worried so i made him call me when he reached which he did. the next day, i woke up and texted him (like 8 am) and this guy replies only at 5 pm cause he was sleeping all day. i reply to this texts, then text him the following day AT TWO DIFFERENT TIMES and he still hasn't replied 😭😭
what is he on. like does he like me or not. chat am i getting ghosted?
TOTALLY forgot to give an update BUT: a lot has happened.
i basically told him that the least he should've done is told me that he didnt wanna go any further then i blocked him 💀 felt bad so i unblocked a couple of weeks later and he called me. told me that he got "scared" of how real it became. he wanted to make it up to me.
so i told him that this time, i'm only going to give him the bare minimum attention till i feel comfortable enough being "needy" or "asking for more". so far, he's been doing a good job of making it up to me.
i'll post another update if something happens (providing i remember 😭)