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hello new account !!

this is mostly to post and archive my love and deepspace and infinity nikki stuff :) im mostly a lurker otherwise so yeah dont mind me im just a lil guy

might be multifandom every now and again outside of those 2 though

#i am a tumblr veteran tho #if you cant tell by the way i use tags LMAO #but i made my og acc when i was 13 and uhhh #13 year olds are not very good at internet safety! lol #i havent interacted very much with fandoms since then tho until now #i only bit the bullet now bc ive tested having a public account on twitter for a bit and its been ok so far #so yeah :D #also minor note i am autistic and very anxious thats why i mostly lurk #im hoping to get the courage to interact with things more but yeah orz

hunterrami

pov: you're on a date with fem!caleb

hunterrami

fooling around with fem!caleb

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cat fight (ft. fem!caleb and fem!zayne)

finished the 2.5 main story last night! some shitty pics below and some yaps

i wish i had more pics (esp of medael) but unforch i have a laggy laptop so almost every time i tried to take pics it was too late LMAO

i like the plot of this storyline far more than 1.0 in terms of interest, however there are sooo many glaring issues still. my big issue is that they consistently make nikki this sort of mary sue. i do think its slightly more justified here bc of the idea of "oh the saintess' soul has been in me this whole time" is better than just nikki appearing in wishfield and having the power to save everyone lmao

my friend narra1212 plays SN so i hear a lot of the lore on there from her and the writing is so nice and meaningful. i don't know why they retconned so much for infinity nikki other than maybe outside/corporate influences forcing it? i rly dk bc the people who play SN stay for the story (tbh i do often think about moving over to SN but when i tried it i didnt really enjoy </3)

this main story was actually mostly meaningful moments for once, though it feels like a slap in the face with how god awful the stories have been recently. if this quality becomes consistent then i will be happy, but even in the last chapter it began to become ass for me again so :/

anywho. good work in this update infold i love this dragon archery ability and the story please do more shit like this. i only felt enamored with a story in this way back in blue tears and danqing so pleek

#inikki #also i know nikki is meant to have that power from the start to save everyone but its so like... weird with no context #and her not showing any signs of missing her family even tho she was isekai'd? or was that retconned back in 1.5 idk #just give her back her character PLEASEE

i'm ngl i'm really enjoying this infinity nikki update but the way they continue to write nikki in the most mary sue way is pissing me off

#like idk how but mc in lads has MORE personality than nikki and mc is actually meant to be a self-insert 😭😭😭#wdym nikki can just move bones and cure parksolians #tbf im not done with the story but girl ?#inikki

This is meant to be my lads/infinity nikki account but im heavy into markiplier and iron lung right now but i dont wanna make another account or return to my original one AGHHH

#im someone who doesnt super care about multifandom accs #but my old tumblr acc is over a decade old and it got cluttered over the years which is why i made a new one #so im kinda like. trying not to have that happen again #ik sideblogs are a thing but theyd still lead back here which is frustrating

i got diagnosed with autism a year ago! although i've had suspicions that i was autistic throughout most of my teenage-adult life, being officially diagnosed changed a lot for me, mainly it allowed me to be much kinder to myself :)

though it's also brought a lot of hardships to my life. unmasking and learning to cope with my autism in a healthier, less tiring way has changed the way a lot of people treat me i think. especially within my family, i thought the one member who would understand became a lot more ableist and hostile towards me for being more open about my needs and boundaries,,, i was able to go back to college but i had to give up most things i enjoyed to be able to handle going back,,, it's just been hard despite the positives the diagnosis has brought

anyway i'm yapping about this here because, very genuinely, being hyperfixated on zayne at this time of my life has been very helpful. the guy is just so autism-coded and he's also a doctor and he's so gentle with mc,,, everytime i found struggles with not being understood as an autistic person i coped with thinking about zayne and how he would treat a partner with autism, or how he would deal with similar problems,,, like it literally happened while i was drafting this post too LMAO

it feels kinda stupid to say but like idk i know he isn't written on purpose to be autism representation but he's the only character i've ever related so much to and projected my autism onto LMAO and idk,,, i just love him so much (｡⁠; ⁠ω ; ｡⁠)♡ thank you zayne for being there for me (and being so autistic lol)

#hes in this outfit bc we r working on his obsession with shades and his fuckass default black outfit #although its very relatable too LMAO #zaynie

2nd wife !!!!!

#thank u netherlord everyone else is so behind from zayne bc i hardcore focus on him loll #sorry kuya i dont have ur wedding outfit #2nd wife for a reason #but AAA im so happy #kuya caloy

my friend sketched the zayne art for the merch and moved on to caleb and she simply flipped zaynes art and mildly adjusted his features and suddenly it looked like caleb im astounded

#i mean i know ppl have a hard time telling them apart sometimes #but i truly thought it was a “just at a glance” thing #but witnessing that happen in like the span of a minute was crazy #zaynie #kuya caloy

Dabawenyo and Filipino LADs players !! Would you guys mind answering this survey on which Davao-based universities each of the LIs would go to? My friend might be making fanmerch based on it :3c (and we're just curious lol)

if the lads lis studied in davao, what school would they go to?

#also if di kayo taga-davao i think you guys can answer based on their counterparts in manila/elsewhere !#like upmin = upd or upm #addu = admu #mcm = mapua #off the top of my head #love and deepspace #love and deep space #lads xavier #lads zayne #lads rafayel #lads sylus #lads caleb #lads philippines #i'm a little scared because i try to stay out of main tags lol

yay 🥹

#yes my bday is april fools day...#zaynie #kuya caloy

caleb discourse on twt, theyre calling him nothing but fetish and porn slop now but i really only think that's true if you don't understand the pseudoincest trope,,,,,,

#like i kinda get it if u see it as nothing more than a fetish #but like to calebmc that's literally how their life played out #they fell/were forced into the role of family #and now that theyre free from that theyre free to date #but it doesnt erase the years of being family ykwim #i dont even personally enjoy the gege/meimei trope that much other than as nicknames #but like irrevocably they are like siblings. at least best friends that are basically siblings #i think too many ppl on twt rejected that concept with the en loc #and now that infold has been bringing it over to en loc they just see it as gross #sorry i just kinda needed to yap and i dont wanna do it on twt lol #gege lebleb #kuya caloy #<- been thinking abt changing his blog tag to that for a while

lesbianzayne

i accumulated 4 crates from standard banner and i finally felt comfortable enough to use them. so i unlocked relentless conquerer and got both foreseer and farspace colonel to R1 >:3c

lesbianzayne

R2 foreseer so soon yay !!!

#zaynie #pls help me beat orbits good lord

mourning

#glad i still had this outfit in rotation #looks kinda wonky riding but its gorgeous in photos #would like to try retaking these on pc though i only have time for quick playing on phone rn 😔#inikki

i got so lucky with this banner,,, i might pull more just to finish the evo for the 4 star, but damn

#at first i was fine with not getting any evos #because rly i only wanted the ability not the outfit #but then people started styling the dress and i actually like it quite a lot in black #but i need 2nd evo for that and thats another 110 pulls when i already have the full outfit :((#idk im just thinking #inikki

i accumulated 4 crates from standard banner and i finally felt comfortable enough to use them. so i unlocked relentless conquerer and got both foreseer and farspace colonel to R1 >:3c

#im a “holy trinity” enjoyer but sylus never comes home during gacha lolll #so lowkey i got forced into caleb being my 2nd. and then i got obsessed with him anyway so it worked out #but yay i finally have a sylus myth !!#zaynie #gege lebleb

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