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i have freaky ass dreams when i take tylenol PM

#🧃#i barely even remember them i just know theyre freaky #as in troubling #and bizarre

i wish i could involve myself in warrior cat rp without having to write i wish i could just draw and that be it i am not a writer but i love a story

#🧃#and i love drawing Cats... naturally #ive just been wanting to Really Make something lately #but i know i wont... i cant commit

every time someone online says "YOURE BLACK?" or "Omg i forgot you were black" to me i stab myself in the stomach

#🧃#it hurts #black people can be in fandom too guys #even if its like self harm

if i drink from a cup without rinsing it first it feels like im cursing my entire bloodline

#🧃#i dont want to swallow a bug

shirt that says CLANGEN ADDICT in big bold red letters with an arrow pointing to the collar

#🧃#incredibly zoned in on warrior cats lately #its awesome #im having so much fun #ive been considering catchinf up with the actual books

tapped on my blog and laughed out loud its incredible obvious i have worse-than-mild PMS symptoms

#🧃#that shit kills me #and then when i start bleeding living becomes manageable again #almost makes me look forward to it

i feel so pregnant when im on my period Caressing my hard round belly

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i hate being in pain all the time i hate being poor i hate being mentally sick i feel like such a burden its so annoying

#🧃#i will be trembling in bed scared to move because everytime i move it hurts #and i have to psych myself up to ask someone to make me soup #because im scared theyll get mad at me for asking #like im being unreasonable for being hungry and wanting help #but its all the time. i kind of am being unreasonable #i havent done anything to deserve help #i want to be Healthy

been listening to underscores nonstop and staring at walls

#🧃#its all i can do without wanting to throw up or hurt myself #dissociating to lovefield the way god intended

i feel so sick but it doesn't count because im the only one who can feel and see it

#🧃#or in shorter words That one penelope scott lyric #it feels silly to want help for problems that are ultimately probably my own fault #or maybe im just unlucky #vomit count today: 5

I cant do anything without being in so much pain that i throw up

#🧃#But maybe if it gets worse i can afford to go the hospital about it #Miserable. every Day its something New #the lump in my neck is seriously unbearably painful

mitski i understand what u said about small towns cause why my abuser just gave me my little Caesars pizza

#🧃#shit isnt even scary anymore its just so nauseatingly awkward

its so hard for me to draw a face that doesnt Really have any prominent wrinkles. Wheres the rest of ya!!!!

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i like soundcloud more than spotify (cheaper subscription option) but oh mmmmy god theres So much ai in the autoplay shit. Is that just happening to Me

#🧃#its really annoying #but i guess maybe its training my ears to be able to hear when its ai...

i dont like omegaverse... but i like what they do with ""nesting".... cute.. i dont mind when its that and not the sexless porn

#🧃#surrounding yourself with things that smell like ur lover #curling up into a ball with a bunch of blankets #Resting........ when you dont feel welll.... thats all #thats the appeal #sleepy always and often sickly <-

do the emoji pop to hollywood forever by underscores

#🧃#aaaaand post

How To Be A Human Being always finds me when im kind of a little bit manic

#🧃#im thinjking. pork soda thangyu #CRINGE. but so so free... fawwkk....

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