live, love, teach.

Hi, I'm Lauren. 29. Female. Southern California. Second grade teacher.

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[purplebuddhaproject]

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prints US | prints EU

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The poison leaves bit by bit, not all at once. Be patient. You are healing.

Yasmin Mogahed (via casaofjules2)

[lessonplansandwine]

Keep Tahoe blue.

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[lessonplansandwine]

I would rather force myself to happy with nothing

than force myself to be happy with something.

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[canadianbeerandpostmodernism]

[househunting]

1906 church. spiral staircase in bathroom. holy shit.

$1,700,000/3 br/4 ba

5700 sq ft

Denver, CO

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[lessonplansandwine]

I hate how much I want X (polyamorous dude that’s fucking 4 women) to pay attention to me. I knew where he stood from day 1 and I knew I’d feel like this when number 2 (and so on) came into the picture. But I carried on anyways because I’m weak and seek validation from the wrong sources. Ugh.

Even though sex has been removed from the equation, he’s still trying to be my friend. He just appears to be so much less interested in my life. Probably because sex has been removed from the equation…. so that stinks.

I hate that I continuously put myself in these types of situations with men. It never works in my favor and I know it’s bad news before it’s even started. And then I beat myself up when it blows up in my face.

[lessonplansandwine]

Update: the sex has been readded to the equation and I’m still miserable. 🤷🏼‍♀️

And I'm going to Chick-Fil-A.