You Deserve This.

A Plus Size Model & Artist trying to navigate in a fucked up world

[rosalitadiazz-deactivated202003]

[letsbeclear]

I don’t sleep anymore. It’s a mix of life at the moment. Also, trauma. Trauma has been surfacing for me. Relationship trauma, childhood trauma, just all of it. I watch the sun come up more often now and listen to the silence that used to freak me out. Now I notice birds chirping. I notice how my heart races when I think of something that hurts me currently or from the past. I notice this new me. I’m feeling every ounce of it.

[letsbeclear]

I want it all to stop. I want any pain to go fuck itself. I want my expectations of others to chill. I want to be able to give out the same love I receive. I want to know I’m worthy of the love I give also. I want to lose my fear of relationships. I want to keep evolving. I want to keep forgiving. I want to stop all fantasies of how things could’ve been. I want to be respected. I want to respect. I want to let go. I want to listen to my gut when it’s screaming at me that whatever feeing isn’t being reciprocated. I want to treat people good. I want to be honest with myself. I want to keep pushing. I’m going to keep going. I’m not giving up. Even though some days, I fucking hate it here. And by here I mean earth.

[jehovahhthickness]

You can’t force people to appreciate you.

[jehovahhthickness]

You can’t force people to be loyal to you.

[jehovahhthickness]

You can’t force people to treat you right.

[jehovahhthickness]

You can’t force people to be honest with you.

[jehovahhthickness]

You definitely can’t force people to love you.

[lovelustquotes]

“Repeat after me: I am the woman of my own dreams. I require no validation. My wish is my command. My life is my own. I build it. My voice is my own. I use it. I am relentless in my dedication to trusting myself. I am insatiable in my thirst for the extraordinary, and I do not settle for the mediocre…”

— Robin Lee

[lovethi5]

me, a legal adult: when i grow up,

[lebritanyamor-deactivated202601]

200 + women shout yourself out , drop a photo .

i’m a 230 lb DIVA

[lebritanyamor-deactivated202601]

JOIN ME , LADIES ! 🗣

[jay-t-7]

250 😛😛

[kisssmycrown]

212 🤸🏾‍♀️🤸🏾‍♀️

[lebritanyamor-deactivated202601]

😍😍😍

[therealmsparkerrrr]

339

[lebritanyamor-deactivated202601]

YES , THIGHS 🤤

[cocaonclick-deactivated20190710]

270lbs I think! 😂😭

[chasingvalentino-deactivated202]

[lebritanyamor-deactivated202601]

sooo pretty 😫😍

[honeyricanroses]

[lebritanyamor-deactivated202601]

I just wanna lay my head on it 😫😭

[musinvenusian]

285lbs of pure beef 🐄💖💖💖

[calmvolcano]

5'11 293 elbees

(wedding weekend/bday weekend)

[lebritanyamor-deactivated202601]

GORGEOUS 😍

[morrigansravenwitch]

5'11" 290

[lebritanyamor-deactivated202601]

PUSH THROUGH THIGHS! 😫😍

[himemuffin]

3 more for the 1 time! 😇 268 lbs of love.

[lebritanyamor-deactivated202601]

post as many times y’all want .

IM HERE FOR THIS ENERGY !

[trappeds0ull-deactivated2020072]

Wow 😍

[lilbuttercupp]

[pastel-pwussy]

whew chileeee the absolute fucking beauty i—

[settlethewhoreids]

Big thangs what? 💋🤘🏾✨

[gay--for--her-deactivated201909]

5’9, 220lb y’all. “You don’t look like it” well bitch I am!! Proud of it

[have-mercyy]

Thought I’d add🤷🏻‍♀️200lb 5’8

[lebritanyamor-deactivated202601]

I love how this is still going

[yovanna-loveme]

5’5 200 lbs of softness 🥰

[letsbeclear]

We bad tooo 🤧

[letsbeclear]

what crowd? 😏 (at Rockefeller Center Christmas Tree) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrIiV37F9tA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5xo0nvsvf35i

[illinicoise]

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

[letsbeclear]

Okay, but isn't this artwork I made today such a look on clothing?! I've been a fan of the simpler designs lately. Unisex, colorful, greatness! 🌲🗻🌲 Let me know what ya think and if you want one on canvas/hoodie/sweatshirt/mug/etc you know I gotcha covered! (at New York, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpk7w2QFnDM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1lh2znot8gc7s

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[krockafella-deactivated20220707]

[baewatch-boi-deactivated2018040]

[7thblacksheep-deactivated201907]

I laughed harder than I should’ve

[sweedishcoochiemeatballs]

MY HAT MATCHES MY BAAAAAAAAAG

[candiikismet]

AYYYYYYYYYE

[everybidenjusthavegoodtime]

i romantically stand outside your window and hold up my iPhone to blast our song. a 30 second ad plays first

[letsbeclear]

September 30th, 1994🎈 (at Hudson River) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoWZA_Oj2fv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=m2psx1dxf0oq

[letsbeclear]

VOGUE. Still in progress 🐝 @beyonce #onwednesdayswepaint #digitalart #artistsofnyc #artistsoninstagram #queenbey #beyonce #beyoncevogue #krita #wacomintuos #wacomtablet #macbookpro

[letsbeclear]

sunkissed sissys ☀️ (at Nassau, Bahamas)

[letsbeclear]