i kinda want to find a girl whos nervous and skittish and obviously into me so i can string her along for a while, give her some thinly veiled advances and weirdly strong compliments and overly familiar touches.. but never actually stating my intentions outright.. in the mind of a girl so neurotic, that leaves just enough room for some sense of plausible deniability, enough room to make her venomously insecure.. maybe im just being nice, maybe im playfully flirty with all my friends, or maybe i really do feel the same way.. eventually with enough ruthless teasing ill have her grovelling and begging me to break the tension, to drop the act, to finally just take her.. content, ill give her my biggest shiteatingest grin and tell her "no :)"..
either she snaps completely and resorts to raping me or her spirit is crushed and she limps home to cry wank to a candid of me.. i win either way!!
