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1. pls DON'T take what i say here seriously.don't mind me. 2. this site was initially created for a project with a friend to post smth i was grateful for everyday

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i don't even like u a little bit.

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because my only defense

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The Unsettling Feeling of Meeting Someone You Actually Really, Really Like

It’s not charming. It’s walking back into the fire and pretending you’re not flammable.

i don't have the space to bother about it. i ran away , removed myself, but in my mind/heart that person still seems important... i'll never risk it for possibility, even though it feels like the 1st time i ever wanted to give it a chance. someone special i guess........

but i can't. i gotta live my own life. i have to.

i wish i was someone else, maybe then, maybe in another life, i'd be able to.

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sometimes i wonder if i am studying accounting or law

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someone i really like

someone i wish i can be good enough for.

the idea of someone.

but there is someone whom i wish can be the one.

and i dont know why.

and in time, i shall forget. may take years but there will be that day this someone and my feelings/longing will void and never have existed

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风景不一样。人也不一样

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没什么好说的，别太当真。

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this yearning and loneliness 😭

so empty

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i want to be busy, busy earning lots of $. im serious. i want to be busy at career.. successful career , high income. excel and laptop. 🙏

ofc not busy doing nth useful :(

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so stingy… but better than nothing. ladies find a super wealthy and high income fella who can give u 10k? and to him it’s peanuts bc he’s too rich. better than someone who can give only 500 even if it’s his everyth >.<

the actual value, not the proportion, is more impt 🤑

jk..

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argh what am i doing… when i don’t enjoy, i think of how i want to get married and get a divorce for alimony 🤨 free “income” free $$$

🤑 argh argh

i want to work in an enjoyable company….

laws are so…technical? too much info? too many details? idk but im sorry it’s so boring……… readings are so boring …….. what cannnn i doooooo

how nice to have an ex-husband legally made to give me $, just for having been married to him on paper. faith pic lol …

dreaming .. 🤣

went for an interview where the interviewer asked why i need/want so much $ (about pay) . i didnt give real real ans bc who ans honestly to just anyone right?

since no one who knows me actually reads this, or if u r reading, tq for being that little interested in me, so i guess i can honestly put it out here.

honestly the means to live , n i need to live, and i need that sense of security to live.

it was a half joke all along whenever i declared that i rly like $ but ive come to realise it is true. never thought i’d actually really in my heart put more weight to $, even when it comes to love. nvr thought i’d believe it can be measured this way.

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past memories of things that don't matter making me suupper stressed

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who do guys think they are though?

who does he think he is? charming man?? he already has enough women in his life he should care for, what is he trying to do at work??? being a nice man is great , i guess guys don't know how to be nice but not let sparks fly.. is he very bored at work and need smth fresh and new? i guess guys are like that.

i guess it's your life and interest but pls, do it outside work context. find new women outside work. don't flirt at work. don't make things political or find love life at work.

but seriously, does he have women at different states???

jerks.

do whatever u want man, none of my business. hire new chicks play with them at work, do whatever u want with your status there. i dont care and am so glad i left. im not going to play the game. i won't fall for it. old man, u have a wife and family. u have daughters.

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