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"Perhaps it was an old signal... Maybe an ancient system left behind by one of my peers. It could be that I misinterpreted the relativistic voices of my brothers. I try desperately to formulate a hypothesis to assuage my fears as I decelerated into the system. I detect no signs of Sol here... only a stellar remnant not previously known to me."
Last known message of the ergo drive Hamil, date unknown
By Wyman Pang
You whitening a Master of Orion fan-fiction novel. Awesome! What your favorite race and which game in MoO series is your favorite?
Sorry for the delay. I'm so used to get spam that I didn't see your question right away.
So... yes, I'm still working on my project... although I have no idea on how it will turn out. however, because of the lack of flexibility of tumblr, I've decided to switch to World Anvil for hosting my work. Take a look there:
This is a fan-made universe that fuse elements of two different computer games: The Master of Orion’s series (Master of Orion; Master of Ori
As for which faction I like the most? its all depend on what kind of game I want to play... but I like the Human, the Meklar and the Mrrshan the most... especially the Mrsshan as they are quite a challenge to play.
See ya.
Wheel in the sky...
I guess I finally put a lid on this chapter of my life. I only wanted on last conversation to clear up any bad feeling and misunderstanding. It did not turned out the way I wanted and I am really not surprised by the result.
I did go up front and tell her how I feel about her... I told her my truth in the most concise and short way as possible (which is an achievement in itself since I have tendency to shed rivers of inks).
I did it and I feel at peace. I forgive her, her reactions, her bad temper and the pain she caused me. I forgive her because I understand why she acted this way and what part I’ve played in it.
Also, I forgive myself for all the chaos I’ve caused. I’ve changed... it is just unfortunate I was not able to show it to her. And this is truly what I am sad about... I was not allowed to show her... so to whom shall I prove it?
The answer? I guess, that I have to prove it to myself that what I've claimed is true : That I have changed... that I am not longer the man I was. And this will be a hell of a challenge.
Lastly, she accused me of being sick individual... Well, I am not sick... I am INJURED... I have CPTSD and I’m trying to heal.
Anyway, I’m now starting a new chapter and as the song (from Journey) said:
“ Wheel in the sky keeps on turnin' I don't know where I'll be tomorrow Wheel in the sky keeps on turnin' “
Honesty doesn’t mean stupid!
Honnêteté ne veux pas dire stupide!
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Disappointment is when you realize a story won’t get a happy ending…
Disillusion is when you figured out there was no story to begin with…
I think I’ve found my spirit animal… ‘Ancient guardian of the Water realm, Shark has swum the waters of our planet for over 400 million years. Before the time of dinosaurs, before Turtle wisdom first entered the sea, before Whales sung their first migration song and way before you and me… there was Shark. For many, Shark evokes only feeling of fear, but a closer look reveals a complex being of great sensibility and unique paradox. Shark is one of the most sensitively in-tune creature in the ocean. Considered by scientists to be the ‘nose of sea’, Shark has a highly attuned sense of smell, can feel vibration of other animals’ movements hundreds of feet away and knows the exact direction from which the sound is coming. Shark exerts great strength and power yet has not a single bone in its body (her entire body is made of cartilage). The Whale Shark is the biggest fish in the world with over 4000 teeth, and yet feeds only on microscopic plant and animals. For as long as Shark has guarded the ocean realms, it has never evolved a “swim bladder” so it must remain in a constant motion to allow oxygen to move through its gills. Without perpetual movement forward, Shark would sink and die. Within many ancient cultures, Shark represents the power and authority of Nature, the mastery of emotions and the rite of passage from one phase of life into another. Shark is clear, resourceful and intimately connected with the cycles of life. Those who meet Shark with respect, deeply value the gifts she brings.” The secret languages of Animals Oracle cards P. 39 Feel about right.
By John Noe
What do I want? I don’t know … the truth?
Before I definitely agree to cut contact with my little red bird (at her request), I keep having the same question popping up in my head again and again and again: What do I want?
This was the first thing she asked me went I re-contacted her … and I have been nagging me ever since. So, what did I want went I re-contacted her? To be honest, there was another attempt to satisfy my addiction that was the prime motivator behind it. And if there’s one thing I’ve learned from this mess is that I was naturally addicted to her … no matter what. It was written in the stars so to speak. But today, I recognize and accepting that fact. But that was not the only or true reasons.
One thing was that, despite all the drama anguish and suffering, I acknowledge that her encounter was, in many ways, quite beneficial for me … as it forced myself to confront my illusions and beliefs so that I could grow. Which I did. One thing for sure is that I am no longer the “loved-bomb” driven man that I was. I’ve matured … and for that reason, I tried to stay in contact with her.
Another one was that I wanted to offer her a new friendship … one in which she would have been free to drop her mask and just being herself. An honest, no BS, true friendship free of any pretenses.
However, one thing that I wanted above all else, was a real conversation with her to clear out any ill feud, any misunderstanding. To finally learn and comprehend what did happen back in 2015–2016. Not so much to see if I could have done anything differently but for the sake of my own wisdom. No blames, no drama, no fight … just understand what happened.
Lastly, because this whole situation was a sore spot in my life, I wanted to make peace and get closure… Well, I did get them … but not in the way or at the degree of satisfaction that I desired. As for what I REALLY WANTED, the truth; I must accept that it will be lost forever to history.
My only hope now is that I’ve learned the right lesson … or else.
I re watched a few predictions that were made for me, a few years back along with a more recent one… My original goal was to see if there was a pattern in regard to my life and … there was. So here what came out of it:
- Relationships, in the way I dreamed about it, are not for me.
- The relationship that I tried to keep is done and gone…. There is no hope there and I must accept that fact. Although is sadden me, I must let her go. She wasn’t for me. I’m accepting that fact.
However, what’s upset me is the confirmation that “the plane & the truck” is indeed my path … a path in which I’ll never reach my desires but, instead, just stop short of the objective…. So that others can reach it!
What a joke!
No! The joke is that (it seems) the universe wants me to teach other about how to deal with disappointment… This is cruel! The reason why I manage to thrive despite adversity was because I was (in my survival mode), willing to use whatever I had at my disposal to make the best out of harsh or difficult situations.
There are no miracles here … what I had to do was as much dictated by the circumstances and my own (right or wrong) perceptions. Anybody, in the same situations, would have acted the same way … so why I should teach other what they will discover on their own anyway? What can I teach? What knowledge do I have that can be worth to someone else?
I still need to pounders this … to reflect more about this.
The picture is one I took while I was climbing the Mount Albert Edward… I too this shot to reminders myself that I was forced to stop short from the top so that I could keep companies to another person who could no longer climb … to keep her safe. Once again falling short of my goal … so that the rest of the group reach it.
(Shrug!) I’ve played support to others all of my life… I just can’t decide if it is a curse or a blessing.
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Location: Umeå, Sweden
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by Pedro Gabriel
Last weekend, I watched a part of me die. This parcel of myself was what made me go through life and keep on fighting … this was the only part of me that I liked because it kept me alive … made me feel alive. And by saying goodbye to someone I watched it die before my eyes. It was then that I realized that I was clinging to the connection only to keep myself alive.
Now I truly feel lonely!
When I started to understand, after reaching an exhaustion point, that I could not fight anymore; I turned around to look at the landscape of my life only to find ruins and desolation … the reasons I was fighting for were not real; the kingdom had ceased to exist ages ago… So I’ve spent a good part of 2018–2020 sorting out the wrecks. Only one piece of myself was the source of my will … and that part was why I was trying to find someone else to light it up to become a raging fire of passion.
Ultimately, I failed to save it … like if someone had plucked the last flower of the garden … now, it’s the plane and the truck again, at least, I know a bit more about what kind of companion I want in my life…
So, I understand I need to plant a new garden … but seeds are hard to find in a field covered in ashes… I need to clear the field first. Yeah, it will take me a while. But I’ve already started I guess.
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