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[letsxoxojess]

I love you. This is the hardest thing I wish I could be in ur arms. And kiss you. But letting you go.is heartbreaking

[letsxoxojess]

To everyone. Our beliefs are just what they are our own. If you like my beliefs that's fine. If you dont that's okay. At any point when you are a dick and dont like the beliefs of someone else their is no possibility of everbeing right to bash them. Its not cool and neither are you. Point blank.I support gay marriage but idgaf if u do. If u got a problem be a fucking adult. If you hate that I can stick a needle in my armwho cares I didn't ask you to buy the dope. Everyone believed something if you dont like someones opinions grow up. Put ur big boy/girl pants on and get over it.

[letsxoxojess]

This feels like the longest ride. Im finally allowed. To go home. But im not sure if I want too.I kinda feel horrible for everything with pushing you away.I dont remember the last few nights. I have no idea just how fucked up I was. But its better if you move on. Because I needed to look in the mirror just to see what I lost.:/my heroin addiction is a problem of its own I justhope that was the last. Of it

[letsxoxojess]

I get the impression that you are or were a drug addict and I've never met anyone on tumblr who was a heroin addict so I guess I'm glad i followed you cuz i was addicted to it for years even though i know i dont look it, but if i made the wrong asusmtion im sorry i guess i was just trying to find someone else

Your right. I struggle with my addiction to heroin. Most people lie about it but why should I I was close enough to losing my life. I woke up in the icu with tubes down my throat my stomachs pumped a bunch of fucking needles in my arm. I struggle everyday with my addiction.its my own fault.

[forever90s]

[letsxoxojess]

Fuck yea

[canyoubreathe]

[letsxoxojess]

Marry me?

[letsxoxojess]

Dont let this smile fool ya. I almost lost my life from six bags of heroin and a bunch of pills last night. So when u see someone whose like fuck it ask if they're okay dont play a role in why they wanna die. And if you see someone fake smiling ask of their okay because they might not be.

[letsxoxojess]

the hospital

Sucks. I woke up here this afternoon. I dont remember last night. My mom said I came upstairs collapsed and started seizing. I overdosed. I read all our messages. And was like damn. Of course I fucked up. I dont even remember the last two weeks. I've been using so much. Hopefully I get out of here in the morning. And try to sober up.the rest because obviously.im a dumb bitch. I wish my mistakes never happened. Sorry.I hurt you. And pissed alot of people off.

[letsxoxojess]

im ready to die

It doesn't bother me I have nothing else. My mom hates me. My siblings hate me. My kids deserve a better life that ill never be able to give them. Bran hates me. And I realised that without me around everyone would be so much happier. My add and my stupid brain let me say and do stupid shit. Im tired of hurting people. And im tired of feeling this heart wrenching pain. I just can't anymore. I can't deal with anything. When you know theirs not a single person left in this world who cares. About you you just give up completely. I held on for so long trying to fix things but only made it worse. So when I leftwork I grabbed some dope and a bunch of pills. The perfect ending to this horrible life. Im so glad that for once im doing the right thing in my life.

[letsxoxojess]

Why

Cant for once you realise yyour the only one I want?

[letsxoxojess]

How can the pain hurt so much. All I wanted wanted was you bran. You made me see happiness and now I see nothing. It kills me that after everything you can't tell my true intentions. I love you.

[letsxoxojess]

without you guys... I dont know where I'd be. ur my rocks beneath my feet. you make me strive to be a better mom.I love you.

[letsxoxojess]

Hah. Ur gonna regret this. Look at who I am. Look.at where I started. Look at who ive become. Gone with the wind.

[letsxoxojess]

I need to change. I can't stand the way I look I need some like extreme weightloss. I weigh 145lbs. why do I feel like I weigh 265lbs. I just wanna die.

[letsxoxojess]

today

my ass just might end up in jail again.ha.I ain't no snitch. I ride or die for my niggas.

[letsxoxojess]

kik name?

I just learned what a Kim is so sorry I dont have one yet :(

[letsxoxojess]

new music video

you think your cool you think your famous...well baby I can't blame ya.