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This user has ED but supports and encourages recovery

i love romanticizing things in my life that absolutely should not be romanticized.

I want to get off work jfc 😃😃

#sideblog #p #still 3+ hrs left rip #and I came in to work like 1.5hr earlier than my shift since another girl asked me nicely to cover her lol #so it’s my own fault for doing a 9.5hr shift today but still #it’s nice to complain

I feel like such a bitter ass but someone in my apartment block has been laughing loudly and somehow ?? super annoyingly for way too much of this evening

#sideblog #p #and it’s already past midnight #no but like I think there’s a small get-together or party or something #but I can just hear that f cking laughter and #I rlly can’t 😃😃

Food log (28/06/2023): I’m so bloated these days (probably because my period is coming up), I say as I’m chugging 1L of energy drinks everyday like who am I kidding 💀💀

#sideblog #tw food #food log #the only thing consistent in these is my inconsistency #always I’m skipping between days of full-on binge and days where everything makes me want to 🤢🤢#anyways*#God I hate it #also my blood sugar is acting up atm so half of the nights I’m stuffing my face w food to stop passing out #which is sh*tty since I’m pretty sure it’d stay okayish if I just ate smaller meal at regular intervals #but that sounds like another type of hell like damn no

rivercreature

unappealingcore. offputtingcore. unusualcore. what the hell is that core

#sideblog #what the hell is that core 😭😭#sis’ is this a play about us

About to fight God because I’m hungry 🙂

#sideblog #p #it’s that or eating #and it truly does feel like I’ve done nothing but eat today

Why the f*******ck is my exam at like 4pm today

#sideblog #p #that’s such a sh*tty time #and it won’t be done until 8pm like f*ck that #I’m royaly screwed no matter the time but at least I could come home and sleep sooner had it been earlier #I’ve only slept 3hrs the last two nights and my body is screaming for some good 12hrs if sleep #also I’m prettt sure I’m going to fail this exam and I gotta retake it in august but I can’t rlly afford not to go #like even a crap grade is better than a retake at this point lol

I think I’ve gained recently like 💀💀

#sideblog #p #it makes sense but come on #🙃🙃

letusshinee

I got an eating disorder I say as I’m currently shallow frying some frozen dumplings

letusshinee

Okay ngl they tasted rlly, rlly good

#p #they were w bulgogi I think #too bad I only had like 3x left in the bag #and they’re rlly expensive for some reason so guess I won’t be having them again for a while 💀

I got an eating disorder I say as I’m currently shallow frying some frozen dumplings

#sideblog #p #if this doesn’t satisfy my stupid body I’m about to flip #I’m so stressed about this exam but I can’t concentrate for sh*t

why the f*ck do I need to eat multiple times a day like let me live in peace 🥹🥹

#sideblog #p #my body and I can’t rlly seem to agree on this one #because I rlly can’t deal w the stress of finding and eating something I want all the time #but then I feel physically so bad lol #🤡🤡

How nearsighted I am?

Oh, just about the amount where I’ve been living off Loperamide while cramming for an exam and now *insert surprised pikachu* gets to experience the joy of my bowels trying to deregulate themselves

#sideblog #p #is this a new thing #God no #but I’m not sure if it’s because I never learn or I just never seem to learn to CARE in the moment #anyways rip my stomach

cannibalchicken

#sideblog #I want to cry it’s already half past 5 in the morning and I’ve been absolutely unable to sleep a wink #and ofc the last band I want to hear today won’t even get on stage until a quarter to midnight so 💀💀

Omfgggg why can’t I just f king fall asleep like be for real 😃😃

#sideblog #p #I was too tired to stay for the evening concerts #and I was too tired to study well this evening (/at all)#and now I can’t sleep #and tmrrow I gotta study and attend concerts and like DO STUFF #but it’s already half past 2 and I’m just #tired #but not falling asleep #like be ffr

Food log (15/06/23):

+ 2x plain tortilla wraps (each: 71 kcal | 2.2g protein).

+ an another ice cream 💀💀 (225 kcal).

+ (another) can of Monster (11 kcal).

+ a couple of sips of rum & coke (I dunno, but ~50 kcal).

Total: 1,230 kcal | 27.9g protein

TDEE (Fitbit): 2,500 kcal

~ am I officially back on my clownery? Not rlly, maybe, who knows - I honestly just miss making food logs lol

#sideblog #p #tw food #food log #since I forgot to take pics of half of it this honestly looks unappetising af #anyways I’ll never get back to doing this if I wait until a day where I actually take pics of my stuff so like whatever #with that said #I completely forgot how much I’m walking while I’m attending a festival so there’s that #almost 19k steps today and I didn’t even stay that long since I was tired and kinda stressed about the amount of ppl #(even tho everyone is super nice)#I’m supposed to be studying rn instead but 💀💀

letusshinee

Ugh I got like 900 Anki-cards to work through and it’s already past 11pm (guess who got an exam coming up in like 3 days rip) and all I can think about is the rlly good tortilla crisps in the cupboard like 💀💀

letusshinee

Ate some crisps but at least I’m almost halfway through this flash card hell

letusshinee

And an ice cream

#p #throws myself out w the trash #wth

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