UNDERTOW.

girlhood is like godhood:     a begging to be believed.

[janeivesarchive]

IND. JANE “ ELEVEN ” IVES FROM THE NETFLIX ORIGINAL STRANGER THINGS.

TELL ME MOTHER  ,  WHICH SHOULD I REGRET   :   WHAT I BECAME  ,  OR WHAT I DIDN’T ?

PRIVATE & SELECTIVE . TRIGGERING / DARK THEMES . PLEASE READ RULES .

[leviathean-blog]

hi everyone ! i hope everyone has a happy holiday tomorrow / day after, whenever christmas / the holidays are for you. i’ve been over on my personal and playing fucking...,, minecraft suhfjsdfujsdf so yeah hmu. at this time i’m still not active on discord, but i will try to be later, so hmu if you want my discord user. i love you all so much and hopefully after the holidays i’ll be back to do some writing <3 

[andromaches]

“So fucking close”

[leviathean-blog]

i’ve got stuff in my queue but im dipping from all social media for a bit. if anyone can reblog my post regarding help that’ll be much appreciated but i just yeah things got really really bad for me mentally and outwardly in day to day life and i just need to… leave. love you all, sorry to leave conversations hanging i just yeah.

[leviathean-blog]

hi just reassuring that i do have replies and metas queued for later. @ friends i am okay, i am, but i wasn’t. i was in a dark place and i still am, but things irl have gotten a bit better aside from parental situation. i got a terrible score for my end of year, but still managed a 63 atar, and that same night i was offered a position in undertaking a bachelor of arts (humanities) at the university of tasmania. i’m also taking a break from seri’s story because some things just... didn’t feel right, and i’m planning a new novel (way less planning bc its not nearly as long as deus which is 3 books) --- called death girl, about modern japanese yokai and a battle between the undead. i promise i’ll be back soon i’m just yeah. kinda doing stuff online without being on tumblr. if you want my personal blog, its possumpiss, and the aes blog for death girl is deathgrrrl, but otherwise i’m not on tumblr unless to do replies, or on discord, or anywhere, until i’m better. <3 <3 <3

[leviathean-blog]

i’ve got stuff in my queue but im dipping from all social media for a bit. if anyone can reblog my post regarding help that’ll be much appreciated but i just yeah things got really really bad for me mentally and outwardly in day to day life and i just need to… leave. love you all, sorry to leave conversations hanging i just yeah.

[leviathean-blog]

i've got stuff in my queue but im dipping from all social media for a bit. if anyone can reblog my post regarding help that'll be much appreciated but i just yeah things got really really bad for me mentally and outwardly in day to day life and i just need to... leave. love you all, sorry to leave conversations hanging i just yeah.

[leviathean-blog]

hi im not here or on discord bc im really not oKaYy mentally like its really bad ngl but hello howdy hi

[leviathean-blog]

i made a longer post for transparency here but i’m in a very unstable situation and i haven’t been able to find a job / welfare application has come to a halt due to needing parents to sign off on things / etc., and i desperately need a little money to support myself in case of bills, food, etc. as hard as it is to admit it, i am an abuse survivor and i desperately need to be able to support myself as my parents, my father in particular is unpredicatable, prone to throwing property around (like the wifi modem, cups if i accidentally leave one around, but he’s adamant on destroying the wifi box violently), and has threatened to hit me, having hit me in the past. i do love them, but i can’t thrive or even survive in a situation like this. i am currently investigating women’s shelters as i have no other friends i could stay with, but the courage to actually apply for one with me feeling like my abuse is justified and i’m playing it up is hard to muster. i’ve attached all details on the post, so please read it. please reblog this if you cannot donate. i do not ask this lightly, as i don’t like asking friends and strangers for money. thank you for reading.

[leviathean-blog]

i made a longer post for transparency here but i’m in a very unstable situation and i haven’t been able to find a job / welfare application has come to a halt due to needing parents to sign off on things / etc., and i desperately need a little money to support myself in case of bills, food, etc. as hard as it is to admit it, i am an abuse survivor and i desperately need to be able to support myself as my parents, my father in particular is unpredicatable, prone to throwing property around (like the wifi modem, cups if i accidentally leave one around, but he’s adamant on destroying the wifi box violently), and has threatened to hit me, having hit me in the past. i do love them, but i can’t thrive or even survive in a situation like this. i am currently investigating women’s shelters as i have no other friends i could stay with, but the courage to actually apply for one with me feeling like my abuse is justified and i’m playing it up is hard to muster. i’ve attached all details on the post, so please read it. please reblog this if you cannot donate. i do not ask this lightly, as i don’t like asking friends and strangers for money. thank you for reading.

[semiotomatics]

there’s something about the sight of steps leading down into the water. it feels like the ocean telling me to come home

[orphicsss]

A serie of small objects,

A dagger for treachery, doubt and passion.

Don’t repost. Don’t use without permission.

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[newtmqs-deactivated20200629]

What satisfaction canst thou have tonight?

[leviathean-blog]

ref (ignore this) 

v.irgin s.uicides

lo.ve w.itch

rom.eo and j.uliet

ro.meo + juli.et

[ladiesofthe60s]

[peelingmandarins]

“More often than not, woman is an afterthought, created as a secondary category following the emergence of man. Her ontological status is therefore not a self-evident or spontaneous fact. […] Two of the best-known examples of this type are the story of Eve in the Book of Genesis and the Greek myth of Pandora, as recounted by the archaic poet Hesiod. Each in its own way conforms to this pattern: Eve is created from Adam’s rib as a companion to ease his loneliness; Pandora is fashioned at Zeus’s orders in retaliation for the Titan Prometheus’s theft of fire. Whether created by the supreme male deity out of compassion or anger, woman makes her entry onto the scene and thereby provides the occasion for an aetiological narrative that tells how through her agency the world was transformed into its present state. Her secondary status operates as a signifier of difference and disruption that brings about the so-called “human condition”. That is, she introduces death, woe, and evil into the world, along with the laborious toil of human existence.”

— Froma I. Zeitlin, Signifying Difference: The Case of Hesiod’s Pandora

[serial666killer]

[homageforsatan2-deactivated2023]

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[leviathean-blog]

i’ll be on discord / etc. later. i’m just here to do an edit or two/answer some asks and then go to bed