lex

certified loser girl

[lexalith]

about me ⋆˚࿔

she/they. spanish. 23. virgo. infp. princess of the losers. coffee addict. big fan of literally everything. jikook biased. top's lovebug. deeply in love with a purple haired devil.

i love reading, yapping, playing videogames and writing fanfics ;) i also really enjoy editing! you can check out more of my interests on my tiktok editing account: luvrsouls

i only write about my hyperfixations: weak hero class, bts, squid game and bigbang. i do not take requests.

all my works are considered 18+, so please read at your own risk and be mindful of the media you consume online. every fic has warnings listed so you know what you’re getting into—make sure to check them out! :)

let’s be friends!! my inbox is always open, send an ask or a message whenever you want <3

my anons: ✨, 🍒, 🍎, 🌊

masterlist below!!

𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 ⋆˚࿔ ⠀

—𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐒𝐮𝐛𝐨𝐧𝐠 (𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐬)

FRIENDS

SOUR

ROOMMATES (smau!)

STUCK WITH YOU (smau!)

—𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐒𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠-𝐇𝐲𝐮𝐧 (𝐓.𝐎.𝐏)

HIDDEN

HIDDEN pt.2

INTERTWINED

—𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐠𝐲𝐮

APRICITY (smau!)

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STUCK WITH YOU (smau!) pt.3 || Choi Subong (Thanos)

warning/this story contains: 18+, female reader. dating app au, random text messages, explicit language, some typos, discussions of toxic relationships, mentions of physical aggression and emotional cheating, trauma dumping, flirting (of course, it’s subong we’re talking about), slow friendship development? maybe?

a/n: yes, part 3 is finally here, i know, i know… aaaand part 4 will have a narrated part teehee. sorry if the quality of this one sucks, i edited the images on my ipad and i think it messed the quality up, sigh… anyway, enjoy!

part 1 || part 2 || part 3

more under the cut!!

taglist: @pepsicolapussi @mielarossa @emsydash @turtle-top @shcherbadoll @nothing-is-real-inmy-world @zybkr @ivelyy @xosydxo @sherxoo @moon-topttt @sherxoo @gregalution

[lexalith]

posting stuck with you part 3 in a few hours💗

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I MISS U SM <33

AUGHHH IT’S BEEN SO LONG BUT I’M BACK!!

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Hope you are well x

i’m doing pretty good now, thank you anon!!💗

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✨ Me and my tattoo artist manifest good fortune to you and your family ✨

thank you sparkly anon, ily💗 we’re all good! so yay! i hope you and your close and personal tattoo artist friend are doing good too🙂‍↕️

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HII WELCOME BACK ARE YOU OKAY????? MISSED YOU SO MUCH OMG

YES I’M OKAYYYY!! missed you too🥹

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Omg girl you’ve been through a lot things will get better you’ll see don’t forget to take care of yourself ! We’ll always be here waiting for you <3 -🌊

i love you🥹 thank you so much my dear ocean wave. things are better now, you were right! i think i just needed a bit of time to focus on myself, but i’m back now!!

as a little life update that nobody asked for, i got a nintendo switch lite for the first time in my life (i was holding on strong to my nintendo 3ds xl lmao) and i’ve been playing life is strange, which has been really healing. i also watched if wishes could kill and i LOVED it!! jaewon was so😽😽😽 i’d been craving a good kdrama to disconnect from reality for a bit and it was literally perfect, i was hooked the whole time. i totally recommend it!!

i hope you’ve been doing good my love💗 i’m always super happy to see you in my inbox

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did you delete part three of namgyu's smau or am i crazy?

you’re not crazy, i never posted a part 3😭! but i’m working on it, pinky promise

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U should totally come back

i’m back queen

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hey………. how y’all doing..….

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Heyyy u ok???

hi love!! well i kinda took yet another unannounced break bc i fear the writer’s curse has finally gotten to me🫩 my dog had surgery these past weeks so i’ve been taking care of her, and then this week my grandpa had to be hospitalized. on top of that, work has been stressing me out and i’ve been dealing with a coworker being an asshole to me for absolutely no reason💀 lmao. so yup! that’s my life rn

but aside from that, i am doing okay. a little better now at least. i’m planning to start posting again next week and finally catch up on my inbox too. thank you so much to everyone who’s checked in on me and asked about my fics, ik i’ve been terrible at replying to asks lately, but i promise i read and appreciate every single one. they’re the reason i always come back!💗 love you all sooo muchieeee!! and i’m sorry if i worried you

[lexalith]

pt 3 sorry pt 3 sorry sorry pt 3

are we talking about swu or apricity

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thinking about subong whenever i listen to bella kay like he’s my ex bf or something

[lexalith]

APRICITY (smau!) pt.2 || Namgyu

warning/this story contains: 18+, female reader. university au, business major au, black cat!namgyu x golden retriever!reader dynamic, text messages, swearing, more toxic ex boyfriend drama lmao, friendly bullying, mentions of smoking, rumor spreading, reputation issues, namgyu doesn’t know how to comfort reader but he tries, developing friendship!!, namgyu being emotionally vulnerable (rare event) and simultaneously avoidant despite having anxious attachment tendencies, namgyu struggling with self worth (wbk…), insecurity, fear of rejection, overthinking, difficulty expressing emotions…

a/n: part 2 is here!! yayyy!! and the plot slowly thickens😼 i hope you guys enjoy<3

more under the cut!!

tags: @pepsicolapussi @emsydash @mielarossa @turtle-top @shcherbadoll @nothing-is-real-inmy-world @zybkr @ivelyy @xosydxo @readysetnamgoon

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hey queen came here to ask when is the part 2 namgyu smau coming out?😍 (take all the time u need queen 🫦)

hi lovely! i’m posting apricity pt2 later today🙂‍↕️

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do u have a bias wrecker in Bigbang?:D and what's ur fave song from them?:)

YES!! my bias wrecker is daesung <3 gosh i love him so much

it’s so hard to pick just one song!!😭 but i can tell you some of my favorites! fantastic baby has to be on the list because that’s the song that got me into bigbang, so it’ll always have a special place in my heart. i also really love lalala and lollipop with 2ne1! then tonight, haru haru, fxxk it, crazy dog… all of them, no specific order :) and from gd and top, my favorites are zutter (OF COURSEEE) and oh yeah with park bom💗 i had that one on REPEATTT last summer and it’s still one of my faves, you will never catch me skipping it fr

wbu lovely??