You can say I'm a little bit homesick.
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@lexcommunications-blog
You can say I'm a little bit homesick.
indie/fashion/boho
I love you very much. I really do ❤
It's been so long since I've done what I needed to for myself. I think it's time to regain my strength -start writing again, reading more, doing yoga and running again, hanging out with the people I love, exploring new places. I've been lazy. I think it's time to wake up again and tell myself that I can do it because I know I can. Hello again, Tumblr.
Come back home please
Is it normal to like someone this much? I don't think this is okay, but my goodness. I really fucking like you.
Ten years from now, make sure you can say that you chose your life, you didn’t settle for it.
Mandy Hale, The Single Woman (via sophistickittty)
“HALE MARY”
Stay strong - even when it feels like everything’s falling apart.
Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
Hi love,
Just wanted to keep you updated. Thanks for visiting last night. I miss you dearly. Thank you for sending me some amazing people to be silly with. I accidentally called Nancy, Caca, when I was falling asleep on the phone with her the other day. And I said “Peace out, A-town,” to one of my interns and stopped myself. And I was kissed on my tattoo of your name today. And I always think about how one of the reasons I continued to work so hard was because I wanted to make so much money one day that I could give you all the money you would ever need. And I keep your pictures everywhere. You know, I miss calling you and just putting you on speaker phone as I drove home from work so you could keep me company. No one comes home anymore and it’s so lonely here again. I was so excited to have you move in and I miss you so, so much.
It is so hard to not just give up. It really is. But I know I am strong. We taught each other to be strong. I am constantly reminded of you in everything I do. Singing reminds me of you. Dancing weirdly reminds me of you. The hospital reminds me of you. All of our friends remind me of you. The clothes I wear remind me of you. Even putting my contacts on in the morning reminds me of you.
I can’t believe that it’s been almost 5 months since you’ve been gone. Your 19th birthday is coming up and I wanted to do something really nice for you since you were supposed to be living with me again.
Matt Stewart gave me some advice about going to therapy since you used to be a huge outlet for me and now I don’t have you to turn to. My god, I miss you with every single bone in my body.
Can you still be my maid of honor someday? Haha we all miss you so much, sweetie. Sometimes, it’s hard to tell if I’m losing motivation because I miss you so much or if it’s because of my own personal work ethic. I’ve got some pillow eyes right now. Can I just bring you back? Fly to heaven and bring you back home? Make things normal again? I feel like I’ve lost all sympathy for babies at work because nothing seems as bad as losing you. “I had a dream last night and everything was alright.” I had a dream last night and everything was alright. I wish I could have taken your place. We didn’t show it all the time, but I loved you soooo much. Sometimes, I imagine that you’re sleeping next to me in my bed like you did before you passed away. Sweetie, I miss you so much. Rest, rest, rest. Ha, take a breath of fresh air, and be grateful for the time that we spent together. You were one lucky sister, Lex. Be calm. You are still here for a reason. Francesca did what she needed to do here. Continue. Continue. Continue. Keep getting kisses on your tattoo. People will know your sorrow and you will succeed because of your strength to push through it. Do not give up on yourself and do not give up on the people that need you. Embrace me, please, and give me strength <3 Love you, Caca.
Love your big sister, Lecki
Stream of Consciousness
I miss watching movies with you. I wish you were here.
I’m really starting to like you.
Year 2
What does your mind wander to when you are alone? Do you think about an ex? Do you think about how you feel like you're not good enough? Do you think about a loved one? Do you dream about the future?
I dream of you. I dream of being successful in the next few years. I dream of having you around again. I dream of being a top Regional Consultant in the nation. I think I'm going to start blogging and journaling again. I asked one of my interns if there was anything he felt that I could improve on to be a better RC, and he said, "Since you want us to do something fun for ourselves, I think you should do something fun too. Lead by example." I'm really enjoying being a leader to these students. It makes me happy to see the kind of influence that I am making. Much better than last year's. I know I can do well and I'm excited. It was great to know that my interns were happy to see that I was going out today. It's a little bit funny actually. To more new and exciting adventures.
There is very little in life that drops my heart into an abyss. Yet, my heart still drops for you. It is very difficult to know that you aren't around anymore and to be honest, it still seems unreal. I try to remind myself of you everyday so that it will get easier and easier. And it does. You are in my heart every single day. You are the one that I miss most. You are the one I would give anything for, and I miss you with every single piece of me. It is very difficult for people to speak about losing a loved one, so I thought I'd write this to you. So many people miss you. You are so loved. I always thought about who would be my maid of honor when getting married and I told myself that you might not be the one because we weren't as close when I moved away, but I know you would have been if you were still here. I wanted to be successful at work so I could just drop $1000 on you for all of the help you would always give me. I would always bother you for help because you were the one I knew I could always rely on. I wish I spent more time with you when you were sick and I'm so sorry I didn't because I really, really miss you. I know we'll be together again someday, but it's hard to imagine the rest of my life without you. You are my heart and love and strength and I hope to be yours for all of the people in your life that need it now that you're no longer here. I will be strong for you so that they can be strong. I know Mommy misses you a lot. I know we all miss you a lot. I said good things for you at your memorial service so that everyone could be happy for you. I know I'm happy for you. Though I wish you were here with me. Jordan reminds me of you so much. You taught him well haha. If I could give it all up for you, I would, but I know I can't. I know I'll be with you someday. I walked in the water for you. This summer, I will visit you. At the end of the day, all I wish is that I get to see you. Sometimes, I'll watch your videos and look through your pictures so I can hear your voice again. I picture myself living a long time and that makes me sad because I want so badly to be reunited with my baby sister, but I know I still have lots of work to do down here. I will laugh for the cries that your friends have and I will laugh for the cries that our family has. I will be strong for you. I will be strong for you. I will be strong for you. Kisses and love to the woman I love most and the baby sister I will forever have heartbreak for. Be strong for me up there as well so that I may have strength to let you go everyday. I carry you with me and always will. Send me your love baby girl and I will spread it for you. Forever and always, you are my love and I will be yours. For you my love.
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His Mother Must Be Proud.
Some of you may have come across the name Julien Blanc in the past few days. For those who haven’t, Julien Blanc (also goes by the name RSD Julien) is a pick up artist who works for the company Real Social Dynamics.
I first encountered Julien over the summer when we matched on Tinder.
(Credit: tinder)
This was a part of our conversation:
(link to the full convo bellow)
You can see our entire interaction here: http://tindersfinestbachelors.tumblr.com/post/94731409650/just-discovered-that-julien-is-julien-blanc
By the end of the conversation I came to two conclusions: 1. Julien is a creep with LOTS of issues. 2. Julien is a man (I use the term ‘man’ lightly) who REALLY hates women.
A few weeks go by and my roommate receives the same opening message on OkCupid! Several weeks after that, a friend of mine comes across a screen grab of the exact same message posted on Facebook, but in Hebrew!
It was pretty clear that there was a site where “men” were getting these pick-up lines, so I decided, as any human with internet access would, to google Julien’s ridiculous message. Let’s just say I was not prepared for what I found.
That’s when I discovered his full name, Julien Blanc, and the RSD community.
The more time I spent researching Julien, the more angry and upset I became. Here’s a quick look at the conversations Julien has with girls on Tinder. Taken directly from his Facebook page where he flaunts his ability to pick up women:
Here he is lying about the death of his Father:
(Credit: RSD Julien’s FB Page)
Exactly. Why would someone lie about that!?
Here you can see how he uses a fake rape story to gain women’s sympathy:
(Credit: RSD Julien’s FB Page)
*PUKE*
This is clearly all one big joke to Julien. He can behave this way because he simply doesn’t see women as human beings.
Some of you must have come across the Buzzfeed article published about Julien this week (Written by Mark Di Stefano). if you haven’t - it’s a must read.
Aside from harassing and violating women, we learn that Blanc is also a racist:
(Credit: Buzzfeed)
I can go on for days and days about how horrible Julien’s behaviour is, but instead, I thought I’d let his work speak for itself. Here are some tweets that I gathered from Julien’s twitter feed: (@RSDJulien)
Still reading?
#NotFunny #RapeCulture
#ThatsWhatRapistsSay
What about now? Still reading? Upset? Furious? Unfortunately, there’s more.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTFFFFFF
CANT. EVEN.
EVERY.SINGLE.FUCKING.TIME.
I think It’d be easier to castrate you.
… and that’s Julien Blanc for you.
Julien’s minions will claim that he’s OBVIOUSLY kidding! OBVIOUSLY!
I think any sane person will think otherwise.
After reading Julien’s tweets, you’ve obviously asking yourself, “what can I do to shut this fucker down?”
Well, you can join the #takedownjulienblanc movement, started by Jennifer Li (@JennLi123) and help keep Julien out of your hometown.
So far, Julien and his RSD minions have been banned from 5 different hotels, all thanks to the uproar caused by the hashtag. The website Event Brite has also cut its ties to Julien Blanc and Real Social Dynamics.
I have one last thing to say to Julien. From me, and from women everywhere.
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Some people are disgusting.