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ABOUT I've been writing since I was a kid as it's more of an external part of me that I decided to put on paper and share. Enjoy writing a lot w/ my main focus on relationships, identity, healing, & the environment. Maybe this resonates with you & if you’re enjoying what you read please consider sharing, following, likes, etc. ⋆✧ It means everything!✧˚⋆

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Got rejected from a residency so that's great

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as my new life of uncertainty waits for me I'm not waiting on them anymore.

Not waiting on people, other human beings who technically are suppose to be there for me, actually be the same people I can rely on. I've depleted my energy and kindness for those who publicly show myself and others that I'm just a small speck in their main character syndrome. I'm not as important as I thought when I was younger. To them I'm the peacemaker and the one who takes on the disappointment with sympathy and energy that vampires deserve to drain.

A new life is waiting for me I can feel it and have before I got sick from this pattern of disappointment and disregard, but I'm not giving up on a life I want even if it's unclear or scary.

In life there is always a new day that's unexpected even when expecting the good or bad. Seeing the same pattern of disappointment and entitlement from those who refuse to hear my voice or expressions of hurt on my face deserve all of the silence I'm willing to give them now. It's different but necessary and I'm my own person not a burden that's only needed to console or celebrate them. I deserve more than empty hugs and broken promises.

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Why would I risk my well being just to say I have a prince?

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No one ever says it. But I'm extremely proud of myself for coming such a long way in my life. I didn't think I'd get to be the person I am or accomplish challenges I didn't expect to achieve or understand especially with very little help unfortunately in my real life, but I'm thankful for those I could help and learn from even if they are no longer in my life or have passed. I still don't feel great about a lot of things but I've tried and pushed hard in this life and am proud. Even if no one else is I know I've done more than enough and deserve to be happy and loved without ulterior motives and expectations I'm no longer interested in. My younger self would be proud and so I am proud as well.

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Cinco De Mayo

You may be gone from sight But in my mind you are a delight. I hear you eco loud and clear, and we all know the fiesta is here.

Flowers fall in your memory but your spirit still stays with me. I hear laughter as you walk out the door. Your presence is forever more. A beautiful treasure for all to remember Thank you for living within us forever.

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Journal Article  ✦ Alone in a Convenient World ✦ We can still be smart people who come together instead of letting manipulative techniques from technology or another outside source dictate how we operate. ©lexfrazi All Rights Reserved

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✦ Ashes ✦

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Journal ✦ being sensitive is human ✦ That word normal is one of the most delusional methods to describe someone. Everyone is different in some ways and similar in others. Everyone has their own life path and being normal ain't one of them. ©lexfrazi All Rights Reserved

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old notes found again. not sure if first part is from him but the second is. -Ned Vizzini

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Looking at graffiti

I actually really like looking at graffiti in different places because it's like looking at different peoples sketchbooks. That's a very vulnerable thing to me. I rarely show anyone my own sketchbook so to see so many people express themselves no matter how big or small the scale of their work, tags, expression, or message is it's really amazing to see someone make something like that. I've done it once for fun and loved it but to see people share that and do it so beautifully is grand to me.

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being sensitive is human

Growing up I was always ridiculed for being too sensitive, for not enjoying jokes that were hurtful, or allowing people to hit me as to somehow signal that they were friendly. Feeling unnatural in that environment surfaced words like weakness as a default to my character, and so I slowly refused to share my concerns appearing cold on the outside. Forming a sarcastic behavior and a fight or flight response.

As an adolescent I learned that being sensitive was exhausting for others to take into consideration. Having this characteristic was an apparent downfall to those around me, as their actions were manipulative trying to take advantage of me. In the end I identified as being a complete bitch who felt unappreciated and lonely. All of that over such an innocent word directed in a way to make me feel small.

Once I left high school and family to steadily become an adult it let me in on a little secret. That being sensitive… is completely natural.

WOW! Who knew that having a different personality wasn’t my downfall after all. In fact I met several people who welcomed my sensitive tendencies and felt that I was safe for them to come to if they had a concern.

Thinking about this lets me realize that the world will always try to make people feel wrong for just existing. That the word normal is one of the most delusional methods to describe someone. Everyone is different in some ways and similar in others. Everyone has their own life path and being normal ain’t one of them. Being sensitive is not a burden, it’s being someone with a human experience and unique emotions from the majority. Not someone to cover up with a fake persona or silence. Sensitivity is delicate like a flower and if a creation that small can be admired, soft, and stand tall than so can I. Accepting that has let me accept who I am and try again.

I am sensitive and I am human.

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Journal Article ✦ Comparing Yourself Taints Individuality ✦ How comparison affected me and what I’ve realized. Comparing my life and work to others paths and social media posts poisoned my mind. ©lexfrazi All Rights Reserved

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✦ Garden of Sorrow ✦ ©lexfrazi All Rights Reserved Original work - Bruised Wings

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Just got 250 likes!!

Really thankful so many people like my writing and it's been nice interacting with the few that I have as well. My goal is to keep going ♥︎

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