oh I love you and I can't fake that for a moment

@the-grave-of-andrew is my Andy 🩷💚⚰️ 20 y.o! she/her! tw for a lot. bpd. Host of a system!

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Introduction Post

I had fun making this new introduction thing with Andy and then making him make me one that matched because mine didn't look good like his :3

This blog is definitely not a roleplay blog. This is a diary for my life basically.

@the-grave-of-andrew is myyyy Andy.

And I mean mine. I will not hesitate to throw hands with you. Good luck.

My ask box is always open to questions about fuck all. Including fictive stuff, memories, stuff about me and Andy, how to cook something suspicious etc. But Andy is always watching so :3

The spotify code link thing takes you to my main playlist. I have a few for my different moods if you like this one.

Tags below the cut!

All tags can be clicked on using the grade A bull shit below.

Personal posts of mine : #ashley facts

Reblogs : #Reburial

Questions I receive : #bunny answers

When Andy posts for me : #doberman barks

Things for ANDY : #for my guard dog

Horny brain rot : #dickcovery channel

Vent : #bunny vents

Stage 3 (14-16 y.o) : #lace bun

Stage 2 (11-13 y.o) : #pre bun

Stage 1 (8-10 y.o) : #box bun

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So I don't post on here much anymore. Nothing bad, just living my life with Andy. We both have jobs and rent to pay, each other to love and take care of. Others fronting at times. Ceremonies to plan. All that shit. But we are still going strong!! That being said TODAY IS OUR 3 YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF BEING TOGETHER well we technically formed end of April but today was our first official date and we celebrate it like that!!

I love you Andy 🩷

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I did my best to be lovable.

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I like to do this thing where I try to annoy Andy by talking about our Italian roots because of where we are from. Pronouncing things overly stereotyped and obviously throwing a stupid ass gabagool in there mainly.

Now, he's a picky eater (and has some medical stuffs) so we used to stick to pretty dialed down things, but I love to cook and experiment and not just throw box things together and call it good anymore. Thought I'd share my poser italian wife skills of cooking chicken Alfredo from mostly scratch in basically lingerie while i wait for him to get off work so i can talk to him in the silly accent. What a lucky guy he is~

Hes getting better at trying new things though. We're experimenting with Mediterranean this coming up week.

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Im screaming. I know this is silly but Andy hung the new downstairs bathroom decor while I was at work and oh fuck it's perfect. We have a like Maine/Lighthouse inspired by Noah's Cape Elizabeth album.

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Cuuuutie

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Good times & Bad times

Such is life 😊😔

So true actually.

Sometimes things feel so blithe the closer to the sun you get and the adrenaline makes you feel warm and euphoric

But then sometimes the melting wax starts to burn your skin and brings you back down with such great force.

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Its gone on for hours. Normally its fixed before bed. I must have really fucked it up. Brain is a dark ocean. Miserable. Can't pull out of it. Is this pushing me away?

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My heart hurts. I miss us.

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Andy installed a bird feeder in the yard and we got to watch it get used!!! Next we will do a hummingbird feeder

Also there's sprouts in the garden and our pumpkins are doing really well!!!

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Andy is the best brother husband ever oh my god. He surprised me by laying our bags of soil today before he went to work!!

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Ive been up for like 2 hours. I wish I could sleep.

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Have you checked out any of the new content in the game or is that not something that really interests you a lot

Oh absolutely. I check for devlog stuff at the beginning of each month for new stuff. Andy and I have intense theory yapping when new content is there. It says something about me though that the new video just made my heart flutter so. I've always told Andy i was his no matter what he ever did to me. Ill uphold our promises as long as he upholds them too.

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Hes so good to me i would kill him and myself if I couldn't have him

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Petition for him to call me a good girl more in the new chapters?? Honestly would do wonders.

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I want to bounce around the house but Andy is still asleep so I am just going to vibrate and let him get rest

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Now that spring break is out of the way, i can finally return to regular scheduled programming! The time leading up to spring break and spring break itself are HORRENDOUS at my job. I put in 100 hours just in the last two weeks. I now have some extended time off with my beloved. I am in intense need for some physical, mental, and emotional love~ we have a big date planned out for tomorrow!!