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hellooooo my legacy loves !! i hope life’s been treating you all well ! i know right now things are still pretty difficult ( as been all of 2020 tbh ), so i just wanted to flood the dash w a little positivity !! you know, sometimes i feel bad because it seems that i can’t connect with everyone as much as i’d like, and it sucks !! but between my spotty activity at times and bad response times i didn’t want you to think i loved you all any less. so !!! below you will find a love letter to all of you lovely muns as well as some individual comments about my favorite thing about your muses everybody ! also, if you have lgc friends who aren’t really dash scrollers feel free to share this with them so that they can see !! anyways, go ahead and enjoy 😇💖

#this took SO LONG my arm hurts iojooijoi !!#anyway ... hope u all enjoy !! <33 #ily all sm !!! <33 #( as told by jada :: ooc. )#( this is our page :: bookmark. )#this is queued bc i'm not home but i'll be on later uwu !

my loves !! you’ll want to read this one. <3

#( as told by jada :: ooc. )#( this is our page :: bookmark. )#no tags no tags don't overtag it w ooc notes jada don't do it #ilyilyilyilyily

“ backpack ? ”

“ check. ”

“ belts ? ”

“ check. ”

“ notebooks ? ”

“ mom, there's no way i’m gonna need those old notebooks anytime soon. they can stay here, with the rest of that junk. ” carelessly, max tosses his high school notebooks to the side, only to be promptly scolded by his mom. that’s one part about moving away from canada he’s not going to miss, and starting tomorrow his mom will be off his back for good.

#( and so the tale begins :: development. )#oiedjfiojefoiwefqiojdo #brain empty no thoughts #i sorry #ily guys tho in case u forgot :)) <33

ok so um hi !! this isn’t going to be your typical development para because since i’ve been gone for literally what seems like ages ( do they remember jada exists ?? probably not ) but uhh tldr ; i’m incredibly tired and sad BUT uh i just wanted to clear some things up about where my kids stand rn before i get moving again !! sort of an update ~

how his past is affecting him: max is still dealing with the past fallout regarding his mom and his dad basically shunning him for now, since he’s dropped out of college. the lack of true independence he’s had thus far is really hurting him, and with most his relationships shifted in ways different than he’s used to, he’s incredibly off balance. friends of max might notice he's lost his natural “ flow ”, lacks the amount of carefree charisma he typically has, and is overall upset given he’s sort of living in the past. his rocky encounters with his best friend, hunji, also has him reflecting on the past and how he could’ve done better as a friend. without realizing, it’s certainly helping his sense of empathy and leading to - dare i say it - a fully caring and empathetic max ?? baby steps though. max has also been unusually nostalgic about life in canada - the weather, his friends, his carefree life. part of him really wants to travel back, just for a little bit, but he knows he can’t.

what’s going on in the present: max is basically, as we can say, going through the motions. if you know max well, it’s a little strange - he’s still trying to be upbeat, but there’s a definite robotic nature about his actions. max is, for one of the first times ever, trapped within his own head’s thoughts, and kind of blocking everyone else out so he doesn’t have to deal with it. it’s making him a better performer technically, as he’s less off task and more focused on performing well. but in turn, a bit of his natural stage presence is loss, as he doesn’t show the same vigor we’re used to seeing from max choi. he’s not used to taking the burden, and rather puts it on other people so he can live freely, so it’s evidently putting a damper on his personality. max has also been reaching out to those around him, trying to become a better person, so chances are your muse will get a call talking about old times or maybe even a subtle apology for what he’s done wrong.

what i see for his future: honestly, max is pretty bleak right now, but i see hope for his future. the main problem is the lack of relationships i’ve allowed him to have, but his level of emotional stability is largely dependent upon validation and a study emotional support system, so i think now that he and i are back he’ll start to knock himself back into who he once was, without this mechanic energy we have going on right now iojfoijeoief. his career trajectory is very unpredictable butttt i see max gaining more of a meaningful passion for a career as an idol in general, so i think it’s going to improve his ability to handle his problems, i also think, in general, being surrounded by people filled with ambition will definitely help him out !

and that’s all for now :))

sorry guys for disappearing I’M BACK I SWEAR but i think this needed to be cleared up !

#( and so the tale begins :: development. )

lgcmax

& rendezvous.

𝐒𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐖, 𝐌𝐀𝐗 can actually call their little adventures a date. if he’s being honest, all the way back in february, giving her the the chocolates, he’d have thought anyone who told him they’d actually become a couple was crazy. because despite him swearing he wasn’t made for a long-term relationship, here he was. hand in hand with yeseo, giving the cheesiest grin as they their feet strolled against the rough terrain. what town were they in, anyways ? he’s not sure, but he doesn’t even care, as they’d taken the weekend to go far from seoul and all it’s chaos for a little peace of mind and time together.

now that they had more on their plates, doing typical ... “ couple things ” had become less and less feasible. without much time to see each other, and extremely limited interactions since they’d begun under lgc boys and lgc girls, they had to make do with what they had. and before lgc girls japan and future dreams went into full swing, max wanted one more official day with the girl who’s been on his mind since february.

“ this is ... pretty exciting, don’t you think ? ” max asks as he turns to her, eyes wild with childish mischief. he’s done some ... pretty daring things in his day - mainly just stupid - but this adventure has filled him with energy few other things have. “ it’s like ... we’re on a secret mission or something. the cool guy meets the beautiful girl, and ... they .... they take over the world ! yeseo - ” in sync with the call of her name, he takes her hand to lift it in the air, their couple watches tapping against each other. his eyes meet hers, and when they do, they travel across her face with a heightened sense of affection. with yeseo’s smiling face illuminated by the street lights, and under the night sky - max starts to believe in the possibility of destiny.

“ - we’re like the modern day bonnie and clyde ! ” and where, oh where, was this grand adventure max was so enthusiastically describing taking them ? the long and treacherous journey to the unimaginable - on their way to experience the traditional date of stargazing, in new couple fashion.

@lgcyeseo

lgcmax

𝐘𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐎 ::

she lets go of his hand, both arms coming to wrap around his arm as if she’s some sort of koala hanging on for dear life. her eyes soft and focused on one thing and one thing only: max. ‘‘doesn’t this make you have a little flashback to a few months ago, though? the sky wasn’t as pretty and all that, i’m pretty sure we couldn’t even see the stars but it makes me think,’’ her focus is on their surroundings for a quick second before going back to the male. the amount of affection that she has for him is pretty evident, even on the way she smiles and looks at him as if he’s some sort of precious gem. the only one in the world . ‘‘exciting but also nostalgic, in a way?’’

𝐇𝐄'𝐒 𝐃𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑. usually, in order to save both of them, max tries to act nonchalant around his girlfriend publicly, as a survival tactic and nothing more. if he lets one smile out, there’s a dozen more that are bound to follow. but when it’s just her and him, max feels like. he’s basically in the palm of her hand, and can’t imagine a reality where he’s not head over heels for her. so much for keeping the cool, unobtainable image.

sometimes, he trails behind her to catch a glimpse of the shin yes when she doesn’t know he’s looking. other times, her voice causes him to perk up, speeding to meet her face-to-face once more. as she mentions his own rebellious nature, he nods, stride in sync with her own. “mm,” he agrees sheepishly, turning to her with an upturned grin. “ you’re probably right there. but all the fun is in risk, right ? ” he tries to keep a straight face ( he really does ), but even now, he can’t help the way her compliments instantly morph his cool facade into a dorkish sort of affection. “ you think i’m handsome ? ” he remarks - half in shock, half for her confirmation to stroke his ego once more. but part of him truly is surprised, for as long as they’re together, there’s a glowing nature about yeseo that has him still questioning how he’s managed to win her over.

the couple’s growth would be apparent for anyone who saw the mess they’d been just months prior. because where the old max would’ve froze on the spot had yeseo done the same thing, he now has newfound confidence. but if yeseo would hear his heartbeat, she’d once again find it sounding as if he’d run a marathon. leaning into her grasp, his eyes trail up to the sky before coming back down to her. when they do, they shift - from his standard smile to something more ... sentimental, a smile reserved just for her. “ you’re gonna embarrass me, i was so cringe back then. i told you we could go on a date in the trash, ” he notes, the memory already making him recoil. however, it’s bitter-sweet, as he also found their awkwardness to be endearing, in a way.

“ but ... you’re right ! do you know how different we are now ? career-wise, and relationship-wise ... ” although he still lets her hold onto his hand, the male turns her so that they’re face-to-face. “ we’re better because of it - and it’s exciting. but ... it’ll be a while until we see each other again. ” though he’s tried to avoid the subject, the looming thought in his head won’t go away. a few months ago, just as they’d made things official, they had to leave each other as quickly as they’d come together. “ i just ... i dunno. ” he doesn’t want to allow this date to be a sad one, so instead of expressing all the thoughts in his head, all he can do is shrug. “ it’s just that i don’t want to leave you again, you know ? it’s not fair. ”

#( rendezvous :: threads. )#for some reason my posts aren't cutting ?? i'm trying to fix it sorry dash #this is SO ugly my writing sucked here i'm so sorry wpojtopwejpfo #buuuuut ! here u are #lgcyeseo

jjsungie

bezaubernd adjective: 1. adorable 2. charming

#( can't recognize my reflection :: mirror. )#u ever have to like ?#look at ur muse's fcs face to recenter urself w them #that's me rn #and i'm glad i found this bc it's such a max vibe ? they really all are #let's say it together - a b a b y

lgcmedia

[ LGC TRAINEES PRESENTS NORAEBATTLE EP. 5 ]

OUR REGULAR HOST PARK SEOJIN MEETS CHOI MAX.

#oh my goshhh how cute #me w everything max & seojin but n-e-ways #lgcseojin #( don't wait too long :: queued. )#( we goin' higher :: career. )

𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐉𝐈 ::

. . . hunji turned his back to the hall to put on the oven mitts again to check the sweet buns. he spoke before he turned around, “you know if you wake up this early you gotta help me with the christmas breakfast, right, max? maybe you should go brush your teeth to buy time.” two more minutes.

𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐌𝐀𝐒 𝐈𝐒 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 made every year gain purpose to max. understandably so, as it’s his favorite national holiday - besides his birthday, of course - of the whole entire year. since he was little, he spent it surfing down the stair railing, tumbling himself into yet another year of dozens and dozens of presents just for him, with no siblings to share it with. last year had been his first christmas outside of canada, and boy, was it rough. without his parents’ company and the usual attention put on him, he’d been a grumpy mess, the first time max had let scrooge’s spirit overtake him amidst such a cheerful holiday.

this year, however, max vowed it’d be different. after all, he had hung by his side, and though there had been noticeable changes in their friendship the past few months, he was incredibly grateful the older always opened his home to him. despite his bravado, max has ... humbled himself in a way, lacking too many expectations and simply wanting time with friends and family. after all, it wasn’t like his family was too welcoming of him right now anyways, and he always knew he had a second home in the chwes.

so his excitement gets the best of him as he runs, like a puppy not yet used to their paws, nearly tumbling over his own body toward the kitchen. but before he speeds past the fridge and towards hunji, the sight of his friend makes him slow down. a sentimental smile fills his face as he watches the other, his first feeling of normalcy in a while - without their conflicts, relationship drama, or any bad memories. for a second, it’s just ... max and hunji, the dynamic duo, once again. ah, this is nice. i miss this. can’t we stay like this ? plea -

“ right, max ? ”

hunji’s words push him out of his thoughts. for a minute, he’s scared he’s spoke his thoughts aloud and hunji’s responded to him. shaking it off, his lopsided grin returns, and by the time hunji’s turned around, max has him in a tight side hug, squeezing only on the side where hayun was not, as to not disturb her. “ merry fu - freaking christmas ! can you believe it's here ? ” evidently, he has to get used to readjusted to filtering himself around the kids, but he’ll try his best. “ no can do, though. ” rejecting hunji’s offer, he takes a sip of the older’s coffee, only to quickly recoil in disgust - he’s never been a coffee person. “ as resident second oldest brother and foodie, it’s my job to taste test everything. ” nudging hunji gently, he gives him familiar teasing grin. “ what, did you think you’d get through this morning without me to keep you company ? ”

#( underneath the tree :: threads. )#lgchunji #ok this is so so late i sorry #but i did this one first bc i need good vibes heehee!!!#i will format it after work heart heart

if you’re seeing this it means that it’s christmas time aaaaand i’m consequently a year older because it’s my birthday too !! ^^ hope you’re all doing amaziiiing and whether you’re spending this day with friends and family or riding it out solo, i hope you have a blast doing it !! <3 know that i care about you and am giving you all allll my love !! ^^

#( as told by jada :: ooc. )#( don't wait too long :: queued. )

& the late night duo

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐅 nighttime can practically be felt on max’s fingertips as he steps out from the comfort of the dorm, and into the brisk cold of the outdoors. two seconds outside and max is freezing his ass off, and even his canadian blood isn’t giving him the protection he needs from the cold. but he’s in need of an escape from the quaint dorm, and even if he can’t go out, stepping out into the small rooftop will have to do. future dreams meant a lot of time in tiny spaces with a lot of other people, so even the socialite has to catch a break.

however, he’s not in complete solitude. as he looks out, he spots a familiar face who’s beat him to the rooftop, prompting a lopsided grin to appear on his face. “ jongsuk-hyung, what’s up ? ” though his usually refreshing candor remains, his words are slowed, evidence of the fatigue all the practice has brought his body. “ what are you doing out here ? trying to steal my spot ? ” max jokes, just as he approaches the other. he let his arms dangle over the railing - almost dangerously so - anything to give himself a little thrill since all the restrictions put upon them.

“ nah, i’m kidding. did you have a rough time sleeping, too ? i always have the hardest time getting to bed, but it’s like it’s even worse now. ” the confession causes max to frown, as he knows the real thing that’s been keeping him up - his thoughts. only months prior had been a utopia, effortlessly discarding anything that brought him stress. now, though ? he was plagued with unavoidable stress, and his lack of preparation caused his anxieties for the future to reach an all-time-high. he’s grateful for jongsuk - although they’ve not known each other well for much time, he’s already ruled him a good companion to have amongst all the chaos. “ i don’t mind staying to chat for a bit, ” he proposes, nudging the other in the side. “ maybe the cold air and talking will make us sleepy, y’know ? ”

@lgcxjongsuk

#( the late night duo :: threads. )#hope this is alright !! :')#lgcxjongsuk #( don't wait too long :: queued. )

hi everyone !! i’m gonna be offline today and tomorrow, probably for all the day, so this is just a message that my blog will be running of a queue for right now ! sooo replies, posts, and all that will be queued. thanks and hope you’re having a safe and happy holiday ! i’ll talk to u all after ! 😌💖

#( don't wait too long :: queued. )#( as told by jada :: ooc. )

𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐎 : tell your parents you’re a failure.

max presses search. it takes him to some bogus article about accepting your flaws and how to let your parents hear your point of view from a fresh perspective

but you aren’t getting the point, max complains as he closes the tab. they don’t listen.

#( and so the tale begins :: development. )#this is likeee part 1 of th #is it's too hard to fit it all into 1 thing ok SCREE #max's mom is boss battle

ji-sungs

warning: instant high dose of serotonin boost ♡

#he so cute :’) but i feel so icky :’(#bc i have like ... no motivation for anything uggggg #hopefully this passes soon :(( i will get to u all v soon !#sorry for my negativity i will depart noww~~~SJSJSJSJSJ is #( can't recognize my reflection :: mirror. )

& rendezvous.

@lgcyeseo

#( rendezvous :: threads. )#lgcyeseo #here u go una my angel !!#even i could not hide my sarcasm at max's overenthusiasm i am so sorry adsifdjoifd #get ready to join the embarrassed train w me CHOO CHOO #* sidenote this is backdated before fd & all that ... idk when tho i'm lazy RIP #if u saw what this starter was before NO U DIDN'T

lilmissvirgo-deactivated2022070

me watching my own snapchat story: she is so damn funny i love her

#( filling in the gaps :: musings. )#so sleepy :’( im not gonna make it past 1 loalalala #i will finish up what i owe

pinkmatters-deactivated20220507

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bonus: mood

#look how ~hAnDsOme~ my child is #n-e-ways he's not a blonde anymore but the progression from 1st to last slide is such a max vibe not taking anything seriously lmAO #( can't recognize my reflection :: mirror. )

i am having a game night uhh at a very important business meeting about business so i will be on later !! heart heart to you all, pls take care of yourselves !! also i want to talk to more of u ooc or plotting whichever’s cool i swear i’m trying to get better w messaging oijowwjoij !! so if u ever want to slide me a msg or get my twt feel free <33 anyway off to my business meeting to do business wheeee !!!

#i’ve been consistently getting to messages but it’s taking forever :((#( as told by jada :: ooc. )#love this gif to pieces

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