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Riz,

This is probably my last letter (or the lack of it) to you. I need to move on; writing letters doesn’t help anymore. To be honest, I don’t have a lot to say, except-

1)I miss you, but I don’t want you back.

2)Loving you has become exhausting, I’m loosening my grip now; i should’ve done that earlier.

3)A part of me will always love you, and I’ll let it. I’ll love you, from a distance. In that distance, we’re still us-we will always be.

4)I’m happy to have known you, to have loved you, to have been a part of your life. But I deserve more than “have been”s and “used to be”s. I deserve more than the remnants of your presence.

5)I don’t blame you. Things end, it’s okay.

6)I hope your heart heals.

7)I will remember you as a bittersweet memory. I’m thankful for both, the ‘bitter’ and the ‘sweet’: they’ve taught me a lot about loving and being loved.

8)You can knock on my door but don’t expect to find home. It’s not the same anymore.

9)Doing this is hard but my heart needs it.

10)Goodbye, finally? Finally.

Yours no longer,

Larmy

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I may not be everyone’s cup of tea, But I am somebody’s double shot of tequila. (at White Beach de Boracay Station 1) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClM1FpYydga7TPuJmrWm0H2y_057KHl6E8MQ4M0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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😎 (at Station 1 Beach Front, Boracay) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClKT9vZSZpVLEhkrdYtRLmR3jp9SdOPCROAokg0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Sometimes you stumble, sometimes you fall. But no matter how lost you feel if you stay true to yourself, the path will always find you again. (at Boracay Island, Philippines) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClIAMCLJlMwwkImxe5BXZN3iucOobiuXram8gI0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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My standards are high because I can provide what I require. https://www.instagram.com/tv/ClC7m-hpYTkegJd0aGNjxnEbKWsuJDd5gqKtXw0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Hoping the tides turn to my favor now. https://www.instagram.com/p/Cky1U9VBPNIMpb-sk2CTcAXECHGFcLJ4_bWEEE0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Whatever it goes, just stay solid and never fold. https://www.instagram.com/p/CkcIRXSvRP5ndzvSLhcevpjlG0DgiDY4hvODH80/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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However it goes, just stay solid and never fold. https://www.instagram.com/p/CkcIGBaPS2tVI-tkqjDYPDzhpMMfAaftFn3ZJc0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I have late night conversations with the moon; He tells me about the sun and I tell him about you. https://www.instagram.com/p/CkXAZK8P7Y7_clxIKgW2u5nz4ZrV9jElwFTC6c0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Where in this for the long haul. https://www.instagram.com/p/CkMSrrlJ1QcFwKD1SCXeEilQqA09-SDJUFYZdU0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I’ll never walk in Cornelia St. again. https://www.instagram.com/p/Cj_U4jkBaH1TzBzlDQvEM-m-ky-n_BPsKWW8hg0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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But never have I been a calm blue sea, I have always been a storm. https://www.instagram.com/p/Cj822tIhSv35qo53xP_A7RCmwSzyvm6x7Jg5hw0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I don’t know about you, but I prefer a little bit more sunshine. https://www.instagram.com/p/Cjarshop7IrgZT7chTQaV-NMCAV9CE6E51A1LA0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Ice is cool but I’m looking for more. https://www.instagram.com/p/CjaWIPHpSJgI37fzKm4F4qftxWZQA6A41nfPb40/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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And if we ever stop talking and you don’t know how to comeback, send me a song. https://www.instagram.com/p/CjPo1brJes8I8MUEDmHeHvUFlz6bisi-SoACDQ0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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And if we ever stop talking and you don’t know how to comeback, send me a song. https://www.instagram.com/p/CjOljfzJN-Z9-5B_PsKIWmR1zF-zIogcMtsH8g0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=