quick disclaimer: im very mentally ill and unstable, and sometimes when im going through a crisis i post a lot of like, mentally unwell stuff. if this makes you uncomfortable, please block me
i update this often, so iβd appreciate you checking every so often /nf
1st person pronouns: I/me/myself
2nd person pronouns: you/your/yourself
3rd person pronouns: he/him/himself
tone indicators help me, but please dont use /hj or /silly with me! they just confuse me more. iβd rather you not use tone indicators than use these.
gonna put a separator thing bc this is long and having to scroll past it is annoying lol
in case i get t-worded! https://docs.google.com/document/d/1-MAMZhDakTRUaQmyC54sc-UVygpjGW1XeBMLUJtn-YA/edit?usp=drivesdk
other platforms: (i dont really use these sorry)
pinterest: @liamrandomnumbers
discord: @liamrandomnumbers
this acc will prob be for mostly radqueer stuff
one thing you should probably keep in mind is that im not real
dni: anti radqueer (unless youre being respectful), transphobic, homophobic, racist, ableist, anything like that. i respect dnis, so please respect mine.
there will be no contact stance discord on my blog. seriously, guys.
some of my identities/transids and their definitions:
transgender- im transgender ftm
cisautism- self explanatory i think
aracial- i do not identify with any race
isointersex- not sure whether iβm cisintersex or transintersex bc ive never like gotten a dna test or smth. either way, i identify as intersex
about age, im ageless, and i dont think my chrono age matters. i understand wanting to know it to avoid legal trouble, so if its relevant idm sharing
sexuality: im unsure, but i think im either aroace, straight, or bi/smth similar w a preference for women? idk bc its really hard for me to tell the difference between platonic and romantic attraction. anyways i still want a relationship so⦠message me? /srs
a bunch of cis mental disorders, like depression, anxiety, and i think there might be more but i havent really gotten tested. suspected bpd, and something that makes me have no sympathy but i still have empathy maybe? idk this is hard
oh also i think im physically disabled in some way. whenever i stand up my vision goes black for a few seconds, i have visual static, im very dizzy and disoriented a lot of the time, i cant stand/ walk very long (i sit in the shower and i get SUPER out of breath and tired from just walking to the bus stop and in between classes. pe is literal hell.) and just like, constantly being in pain. i get REALLY bad back pain, to the point where i cant even move sometimes :( idk
theres probably more but i have a horrific memory π
also i have a subsection board thing in here that has some of the stuff i identify with https://pin.it/46L9iYFlq
uhhh some of my interests! art (digital, sketching, painting, sculpting, honestly any type), writing, the life series, vsmp, hermitcraft, tcoaal, danganronpa 1 & 2 (im gonna play the 3rd game eventually trust), omori, vocaloid, pjsk, ddlc, mouthwashing, needy streamer overload, THE CRANE WIVESSS!! peak band, marionetta, hooky, the music freaks, the promised neverland (i read the manga a while ago and liked it), uhhh theres more but again bad memory π
Hello! This may surprise some beings but yes, Im Sealy. Im not expecting everyone to remember me but, those that do. Im sorry for leaving out of the blue. I know i should have handled "leaving" the radqueer space in a more responsible manner, especially because i had a big following, i even knew i had a hold over how someone felt for the rest of the day.
My reasoning for ghosting is because of a lot of things. My home life was alot, i was scared that my old accounts would come back to bite me in the ass irl, Tumblr sniping my accounts, and i also guess a factor of it was that i couldnt wrap my head around on why this much people cared for me and i felt guilty that someone like me was taking fame from way better accounts.
Im sorry that i was coward about how i left, i thought i could be normal after i was gone. It made my life worse, i never wanted help in the first place so i dont know why i even did it. If i affected you with my leave i apologize, if i blocked you on my other socials and you want to be unblocked let me know and i will.
Im coming back because this was the best place i ever was in, i had fun with everybeing , i loved that i could help brighten beings day, i missed helping people.
If you are suspicious of me faking being Sealy, i understand, i dont really get why some being would do that but, i do still have screenshots from past accounts i have, i still have fanart i had made of me, and i could try my best to answer questions concerning my past.
To be honest with you all, i havent been looking into the radqueer spaces at all up till now, so i dont know what drama has transpired, if anything serious has taken place let me know please.
I want to try my best to live up to what i was with everyone. I want to be Sealy again, i want to be the stupid nun i was, and i hope you all arent too mad at me.
Again, im sorry, i love you all, and im happy to be back. If i get a positive response to me coming back then ill make my intro later. Take care everybeing!
ugh i really wanna drop my artfight but im not out as radq to my friends so i cant :( maybe i make a second artfight for radq stuff? i need to make rq ocs!! itll prob have to be for next year haha
how are some people fine with transspecies beings but not transrace beings? i feel like transitioning from one species to another is bigger than one race to another
just to clarify, i support transspecies and trace beings! just smth i notice and find odd
please do this guys /nf i just dont wanna lose any more moots :(
especially if you know theres gonna be mass reporting
also, i think we should all make a google doc that you can link your new profile to in case you get termed. this is mine: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1-MAMZhDakTRUaQmyC54sc-UVygpjGW1XeBMLUJtn-YA/edit?usp=drivesdk
i liked avids character- at the beginning, being the only person talking about vampires and everyone saying he was crazy, and him being very unstable and spontaneous during the series
i like shelby too, sheβs just really kind :) and i love her backstory a lot, i think its really good character motivation that i might lowkey have to steal
i also like cleos backstory and untrustworthy nature because of it. god i love a tragic backstory
but at the end of the day, i think owen & legs have my heart.
i love a character who does horrible things and yet you still root for them
i love a character in complete anguish and regret because of their past actions, desperately trying to make up for it, but the core of that motivation is selfishness
i love a character who has caused so much hurt and refuses to acknowledge it
i love the parallel of owen having killed so many people and continuing to cause so much hurt but never admitting it to others or himself vs the doctor committing literal war crimes and desperately trying to make up for it, clambering towards salvation; not solely with good intent. a lot of people miss that part of the reason legs is trying to make good on past mistakes is because heβs getting older and is scared of being punished in the afterlife
i love them so much aughhhh
i love βwrong person wrong timeβ character dynamics so much can you tell
and to answer your question, if i had to pick one of them to be my favoriteβ¦ i dont think i could π im very indecisive lol
Hi can we stop policing minors from being sexual thanks . im 15 and i get horny , i draw horny shit , i masturbate and i refuse to censor myself . I am not a danger to myself or others I simply am a teenager who gets horny
