evilvampireslut

i like justin bieber and models. this is an rp blog #byE. @lizziemquires

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i moved. bc. well idk

i just did. so, i no longer have just a side blog for rping and i can like posts and follow people without having to clog up my personal. u feel. u should follow me there

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antigone lauren, 20, level 5??? 6?? 7?? idk i'll read up on that at some point

call her tig

actress/musician.

she's that vampire show that is still unnamed and it airs on hbo or something.

but writers strike~

so, she's focusing on music.

1/2 of the ryan lewis/macklemore duo.

she's the ryan.

djs in her spare time and dubstep remixes.

she's from new york (idk, nate u tell me) i think.

stresses the minuscule emotions and tends to ignore the vulnerable/important ones.

idk, what else to put i have nothing. hmu pls.

have a qt quote from tom hardy that describes her feelings - “If people are really nice and happy all the time, you wanna look out for the darkness in them. But the ones that are all dark all the time, you wanna look for the lightness in the middle of them, because they’re probably pretty nice people. So I go around and get angry, it’s because I’m a sweetheart and I want everyone to love me.” 

that's all. bye.

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do i want to make cara a musician or an actress?

tv/movie ideas : an un-named vampire tv series that follows totally not!otp in the form of a a 94 (is my math correct with this i hope i have my dates correct) jewish vampire and an 100 year old ex-nazi soldier vamp. met in a concentration camp. ties in all sorts of really cool history shit and bone chilling flashbacks. parental adversary etc. and an un-named movie project based on some ya book or the femme versions of superheros (supergirl, batgirl, etc) getting real tired of ur shit and deciding to fight crime on their own a la avenger style (but not rrly).

has anything similar been claimed? this tag ... i can't keep up.

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she wants to be left alone. she wants constant attention to prove she's loved.

her mother was bent on not putting forth more effort than her father (because why should it be on the woman's shoulders!!) and he wouldn't budge and tig got caught in the cross fire of waning to do less parenting than the other.

she'll have some founding families plot with at least three other families. one is to be filled with poc 

and a friends sort of plot based off something. - peanuts, rugrats, 90210, 

.....

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“If people are really nice and happy all the time, you wanna look out for the darkness in them. But the ones that are all dark all the time, you wanna look for the lightness in the middle of them, because they’re probably pretty nice people. So I go around and get angry, it’s because I’m a sweetheart and I want everyone to love me.” — Tom Hardy

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got cara delevingne :) xx

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she’s vulnerable. he had never suspected this; he never expected to be the one to figure it out either.  she’s sitting there with her sleek iphone in the palm of her hand waiting.

… the only thing he’s noticed she does almost constantly – wait. for her parents to call from aruba or paris. for her boyfriend to text. for her friends to like her new profile picture. she’ll take attention from anyone. it’s pathetic, heartbreaking and all around sad.

he’s sliding on his beat up leather boots when he realizes a lot of things about her are sad. how she gets high off sugar tablets; which he passes off as e; and practically drops to her knees within seconds offering to deep throat him.

the soggy cereal slides out of her spoon as she taps the phone. her legs shaking her body anxious. does she ever eat? truly eat? he can’t recall; therefore he’s pretty sure the answer is no.

“where are you going?” the brown orbs focus on him just as he’s about to make a getaway. “out” he responds as guilt creeps up on him because he was going to ditch her.

yes, she had been nice enough to let him stay with her. but she was also the one who ran him over (okay tapped him with her bumper) with her pink bmw (how fucking obnoxious).

her eyes roll at the vagueness that surrounds his answer. probably criminal activity she reasons in her mind. a mind filled with sass.

“wanna come with?” because sometimes that god awful pink bmw of her’s comes in handy. and that’s the only reason his eyes crinkle as he smiles when she jumps up as if she’s been /waiting/ for him to ask her.

he doesn’t care if he’s one of the people she’s waiting for. he doesn’t. she has a boyfriend. she’s not his. 

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he was that full feeling

the days spent without solids and food to find comfort

comfort in a stomach that felt hallow and vacant

would be wasted by one look, one touch, one glance

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Somebody Say Something

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he.

with his caramel tinted locks.

green eyes.

and snapbacks                  .

made you feel whole.

he left the most uncomfortably fulfilled feeling.

reason #2018293 why you couldn’t have him.

you deserved, or rather needed, someone broken.

someone who could break you.

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it had always been terrifying to feel whole… full… complete.

it didn’t feel right.

it felt too jolly.

hah. santa.

ha you’re sidetracked

because boring.

normal. average.

everything you strived not to be was taking over your life.

you were an actress. you were a future oscar winner.

those with true talent knew that the best came out when you were on the brink of insanity.

when you walked the fragile rope with complete carelessness.

because god damn it you wanted to fall.

you wanted to be wrecked.

you wanted this feeling of optimism to disappear forever.

for the depths to swallow you whole.

why hadn’t they?

why were you so blessed?

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made a separate rp blog - like not a sideblog.

but also revamped this one.

either way expect cfaf drabbles tonight. bc. hew cares if it's been three days. i have been planning these characters for a while and i have feelings.

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i sort of want my unnamed!scarlet to have a really messy and public divorce. one she ended so haphazardly because she couldn't have kids. and just dramatic and angsty. 

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also thinking of making my scarjo play hannibal on hannibal?????

bc genderbending male lead roles (◡‿◡✿) 

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sOMEONE SHOULD MAKE AN AARON TVEIT!!!

for tinka's brother. 26+. james franco/jonah hill/seth rogen sort of character. they're filming it's the end 2gether bc she lost a bet with him. he embarrass her in public 24/7. they're brit/sweed/scot and fab. he hates how she disappears from time to time. sometimes she sneaks into his apt/condo/house and brings a crape chef to make up for this.