vagaries from psyche

unpredictable stories ; est 11

[libaymyside]

I don’t want happiness, I want joy.

[libaymyside]

Always tired

(but never of you) bec of you

[libaymyside]

Hindi ka ba marunong makiramdam? Ayoko ng makita ka Ayoko ng makasama ka Ayoko na sayo Gets mo ba?

[libaymyside]

Going after what truly interests you is a good thing to live by

[libaymyside]

hirap na hirap ka na sa buhay mo pero biglang mangungusap si Lord sayo Thank you po

[libaymyside]

looks like I’m undressed, but I’m not lol

[libaymyside]

When you feel like you’re a failure but here comes another one who thinks he/she’s more failure than you. Ganyan talaga ang buhay, yung feeling mo sobrang aping api ka na sa mga nangyayari sayo pero no, kasi may mas worst pa sa sakit na nararamdaman mo. 

[libaymyside]

Sa sobrang bulag mo hindi mo na nakikitang nasasaktan ka na pala

[libaymyside]

down  on my knees I bow oh how great Your love  is for me

[libaymyside]

look what I’ve got

[libaymyside]

One thing’s for sure  is that I love you

[userparamore]

paramore @ blaisdell concert hall in honolulu (23.02.18)

[libaymyside]

I’m not the same kid you’re using anymore.

[libaymyside]

Trying hard for that “Street ass fit”

[libaymyside]

Pag hindi ka nag-eexpect, dun pa mas nakakakuha ka ng blessings. I never asked him to give me  material things. As in never. Sa tagal naming 3 years, wala akong na receive na kahit ano sakanya (except letters) I remembered when I told him na saka mo na lang ako bigyan ng kahit ano kapag sariling pera mo na, kasi humihinga ka pa lang naman from your mom and dad. Nasa mindset ko na yun, kaya hindi talaga ako nageexpect. Pero etong kaibigan kong isa, kinuntsaba niya. Naguusap pala sila lagi ng hindi ko nalalaman. Haha. So ayun nga, kahapon, ordinary day lang naman, walang something special. Nagusap lang kami nung kinuntsaba niya sa labas ng room tapos nag ikot ikot sa school. Pagkabalik namin ng room, kinausap ko si nel sabi ko bilhan mo ako ng choco mucho tapos ang sagot niya “Eto oh”

Isang malaking explosion box na punong puno ng fave ko. Choco mucho, fudgee bar, and dutch mill. Feeling ko baboy tuloy ako. Pero shet, I feel so loved.

[libaymyside]

I’ve waited you for so long sang all your songs danced to your beats screamed till I couldn’t cuts and bleeds you’re the reason why

I’m living I’m the happiest but I’m not able to see my love I’m crying I’m dying

Paramore.

[libaymyside]

the bitter-sweet aroma, pouring stirring craving for  a cup of coffee