( 𝗐 𝗁 𝗂 𝗌 𝗉 𝖾 𝗋 )

❝ 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗌𝗄𝖾𝖽 𝗂𝖿 𝖨 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝖾 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗒 ❞

[lichtgrau-old]

This is now an archive! As of 11/2025 I have moved blogs under the same url to get working tags back & clean some stuff. I re-followed all those I've actively rped with. If I didn't & you wish to keep in touch. Feel free to refollow.

#𝗅𝗂𝖼𝗁𝗍𝗀𝗋𝖺𝗎 ; indie, crossover friendly & semi selective original character multimuse roleplay. supernatural & crime focus, but not exclusive to it. mature themes are present. replies are mainly queued. please read my intro first.

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                             yapped by Roh (they/them) ; thirty-plus ; ©art

[lichtgrau-old]

[lichtgrau-old]

Gin would positively assure you how much he enjoyed this peculiar skill development. And who knew when being tiny could come in handy! But to see Arata indulging in the dragon’s silly antics was his favorite part, a sound similar to a purr erupting his new form. He lifted his head to peek at the kamaitachi, chirping with joy. Snacks from Ta-kun? “Yes please!”

"I knew you would say that," he teased and leaned over. Arata always had some snacks standing around suspiciously close. He could eat a lot thanks to his sheer level of energy and with that level of workout schedule, weight was never an issue. He opened the box of small crackers, breaking them apart and offering the little dragon one, wiggling it cutely in front of his boyfriend.

[lichtgrau-old]

It took Gin a lot of practice and frankly, other dragons wondered why on earth he would want to master this form but his reason was as simple as it was complex: to cater to his lover’s needs. Before he could even flop into the open arms of his boyfriend on the couch, he poofed and seemingly disappeared in dark smoke when flapping sounds were audible and a mini dragon landed on the kamaitachi’s chest. He could speak, surely. But what could be cuter than a tiny dragon squeak?

Arata was very confident that Gin was enjoying this almost as much as his boyfriend, looking at how much effort he spent on mastering this ever since their first time together. Maybe it was like for bigger shapeshifters with cute and floppy ears who loved the scratches behind it, it did not matter they were humans. The kamaitachi lazily lifted up his hand and started to do just that around the tiny horns, the same way he would do whenever his boyfriend showed them on his human form. "Do you want snacks?"

[unfinishedjulyrain]

"The ramen it is," Haru concluded. Between all the teasing and curious thoughts, hunger remained predominant when you exhausted yourself after a nice afternoon at the swimming pool. And more than often, food was the best way to get to know others, a meal shared could be a welcomed ice breaker. As the swimmer walked next to Ema, he studied the man's features, seemingly intrigued by his handsome looks. Why would Haru deny it? Nonetheless, he refrained from making any further comments as their conversation gained a comfortable note. "Oh, that's quite the career path! You're doing an important job, I believe so." Meanwhile, Haru thought hard about finding his own path after ending his professional swimming career. Perhaps meeting Ema was fate's hint to take action at last. "I must evoke a certain level of trust if you share such details with me," he chuckled. "Is there something you'd like to ask me? Ah, we've arrived!"

[lichtgrau-old]

"I guess it depends. I work for a private clinic, and it is not rare for people to say it is rude I'd choose a better-paid job over the sake of working in public where staff is always too short for all those reasons." He did it for several years, and the health conditions, along with the payout versus the hours one truly worked, often made it hard to see why one should spend the rest of their life that way. It was something that many overlooked when judging healthcare workers. "Mh, maybe as a nurse, I like to think I have developed a good instinct with others," he joked. There also was that weird animalistic instinct he could not describe but that had no alarming feel with Haru either. He swore it was all that and not maybe a secret fan crush or something. "Ah, I am happy just to have a conversation!" he promised, opening the door as they chose a simple table in the middle of the place. No reasons to hide.

[sturmboe]

If they were alone this could have gone on forever, not even too intimate, just kissing until their lips felt numb and tongues tingled. Whatever this pull was between them, the spark had not left from the very first moment they started going out. Sei would never want to miss even one second of this which was why despite a busy schedule, he would always find time for his lover. Even as they parted to take pictures it felt like no one else was around them, nothing else mattered but capturing his boyfriend's utter stunning beauty while showering him with genuine compliments. Arm settled comfortably on Isagani's slim waist, held him close as they captured this memory together in between whispered confessions and soft laughter. "Then it's all mine!" Not like that wasn't already established. Still once their eyes met he stole a few more pecks, photos taken all throughout but the phone lowered when the young man felt the grip on his body tighten. Once it was slipped back into the little pouch he wore his other arm could join in holding Isa close, cheek pressed to his head where he had buried away. "Mn, I'm not going anywhere." Wherever this came from didn't matter, Sei's smile didn't even disappear as instead it mellowed. Something like this seemed to be a moment of vulnerability, one he would guide Isagani through with a sweet hum and loving hands that stroked over his back. "Look, I'm right here holding onto you. I'm stubborn like that, you know." A hand carefully guided that pretty face away from his neck to have a good look, meeting his boyfriend with a big, confident grin to hopefully instill security within his lover that Sei had no plans of going anywhere. Not without Isagani anyway. "The fireworks are about to start, we should get away from the tree to see them better."

[lichtgrau-old]

"I know, you are my personal anime superhero after all, and while they are a little late at times, they always come. I will always count on you, and Sei-kun will appear to save my day," he said with a cheeky smile, but it was not really wrong. He knew the younger would do just that, no matter what would happen, and with that sheer endless amount of luck he seemed to possess, Isa was sure it never would be a worry. To give Sei so much trust was also a way for the man to show his love because he grew up in a world where you never really could be sure. His stomach told him Sei would never fail him.

"Mh ~ You are indeed the second most stubborn man I know, and somehow, you make this seem rather hot," he breathed, the smile on his lips growing and matching the fondness in his eyes as their gazes remained entwined like that. Time went on, he tried not to slow it, as much as he craved for some moments to last just those 14 seconds longer. "Ah, we should!" He laughed, then made two steps forward, holding Sei's hands tightly as he pulled him along a little further to the edge of the spot as he knew others would likely come to join them any moment.

Isa sat down, waiting for Sei to follow as he gave him an almost innocent smile before relaxing his head against the other's shoulder, somehow managing easily despite their shared height. His hand gave the other's a soft squeeze when his brown eyes finally wandered up to the sky, and for once, even Isa managed to be quiet as bright lights started to paint pictures right into the sky.

[unfinishedjulyrain]

The dragon ached for a release so he could build it up again. Arata thrusting into him with such devotion made him wonder what else they could do, exploring together such a priviledge. For a moment, he closed his eyes, listened to their ragged breathing, the pounding obviously consisting of wet skin on skin. As if his lover was the air Gin needed, lips sought him and tongue craved the taste that he could never get enough of. Always more of Arata, the dragon was greedy like that. Arching his back, sweet cries found their way into the kamaitachi's mouth with Gin so utterly close to a release - he had never been this responsive before. Not like this.

The pause gave him the chance to observe Arata, cheeks flushed and eyes clouded yet always on his boyfriend. A loud gasp then followed as the other continued to pound into the dragon hybrid, Arata's name moaned in such delight. "Mmmh, the feeling's mutual," he whimpered, throwing his head back as Arata was marking him. "You feel so good, I need more..." Gin tightened, quite enjoying the sensation of his boyfriend's dick buried deep within. He was at Arata's mercy and what kind of mercy this was! His hardness needed attention, he knew that but oh how splendid did the dragon feel having his lover take him from behind? A part of him felt embarrassed to make his desire so visible before he realized there was no need to. Arata loved Gin. And Gin loved Arata. "My love, I'm close..."

[lichtgrau-old]

Arata wondered why people always had to announce they were close and never just came. He did not feel like there was a need because you mutually agreed to have sex, so why the worry? Pleasure was all about letting loose, enjoying yourself, and being in the moment. He wanted the dragon just to embrace that alone while feeling safe with his partner. Of course, he knew the older likely did, but the sweet sounds felt almost like a promise that one day, Gin would truly just take in the joy with all the greed given in a sexual encounter.

The kamaitachi let their bodies flush closer together, enough for the friction of his boyfriend to be captured while he was somehow still managing to keep the lower half lifted enough to effortlessly go in and out. The thin layer of sweat didn't make it too hard to be like that, and the younger praised Gin's many efforts with sweet moans that were lustful sounds rather than words. Each trust and muffle an invitation to let go and cum whenever he was ready to. Ta would fully embrace it, being close to deliver to him once more as well. The exhaustion was kicking in, he was ready to fall back with bites and cuddles.

By his own thought, the kamaitachi came, with no warning. A release in which nothing was mysterious or magical like the sinful stories humans liked to read, a reaction of his body captured in a kiss with the man he loved the most.

[unfinishedjulyrain]

"Oh! Apologies, I didn't mean to assume and yet I did." A different place and different culture; no matter how old you were, you could always learn something new and Idun lived by that. She shook her head at her own ignorance but did not dwell on it further - there was a difference between genuine self-awareness and the one for show. The blonde's gaze wandered behind him to spot the few locals ( according to Kichul ), acknowledging them with a nod. "Kichul..." Eyes wandered to his name plate, then to the pillar, head tilted as she was wondering what the sigh seemed to be for. "My family name is... Odinsdottir. But Idun sounds nicer so I often introduce myself with just my first name. I can't help but wonder, what's the sigh for?" The soup was long gone, a sign that the blonde had enjoyed the spicy dish to the fullest, tugging at all the right taste buds.

[lichtgrau-old]

"Nothing, just a very passionate regular who sometimes has a little too much enthusiasm to try and make the place famous when it's the last thing we want," Kichul replied, not going into detail that it had to do with the secret business branch of smuggling, mainly weapons. "I am not too keen on finding us on the list of the influencer tourists, if that makes sense," he waved his hand, and this too was true. Kichul was already strange himself, considering he was not a local as well, but since the owner had been around for so long, people did not care too much; they came for good prices and tasty ramen. "Would you like something more refreshing to deal with the spice? We have a few good soda drinks, or some freezer sweets, if you do not mind them."

[unusual-suspects]

[sturmboe]

Rendered speechless now, Nat's lips simply parted with a breathy chuckle, clearly unable to find any fitting words. Hands comforted him so perfect as did those lips seeking out his own. Now there was no way of talking himself out of it anymore yet he clearly stalled as hands raised to stroke over the younger man's head, down to settle against his jaw for a moment as he leaned in. Using his charms was not the purpose of the kiss he stole, lingering yet tender, loving even as for a moment it was used to relax himself and the racing of his heart. Unfortunately it did very little. "I'm worried you'd leave me." Finally came from the older much more quiet than he had been earlier, dark eyes looking into beautiful light browns before eventually his gaze faltered down. Be it out of shame or more of that bubbling worry in his throat. "That..if I told you all of my worries, you'd think I'm crazy and leave. It's happened before." Nat wouldn't mention Akihisa, nor would he mention Ishii's own vulnerability to the supernatural. Maybe it was fine then to open up about it.

[lichtgrau-old]

Ishii let the kiss linger for the duration which seemed comfortable for the other man. He knew that to Nat, it seemed to be a very emotional moment and he tried to be a little more mindful and less tough with it. He knew sometimes, he could overlook meaning and change the topic without ill intentions but give others around him the feeling he had no care for their troubles. "You are voluntarily dating a gay host, most would say that is crazy enough, so there is not much more that can go wild." Ishii had many dating attempts and affairs in between but the truth was he knew many of them flopped instantly because of his job and the refusal he would have to give it up for romance, not only because he didn't exactly have too many talents to make a living by. One arm moved and he poked his cheek: "We already agreed on being too selfish to go anywhere anyway, so!" Handling emotional situations calmly and sensitively was never his skill; he was a great listener but not good with comforting words, so there often were more playful words accompanied by gentler actions, like the way he looked at Nat.

[weltenwellen]

Kathy Fagan, from "The Light in Autumn"

[lichtgrau-old]

[antioceas]

"Everyone has a side. Even if it's just your own. You act out of self interest," the room around them stopped in time a second, only returning to normal when the god spoke once more, "That is not judgment. It is nature... You act out of self interest. That is a side and it may not be the one I wish to support."

Tea. Tea. Tea.

The word echoed around the room and all of those scrambling around the impossible landscape stopped for a moment to stare at Hanae. The scent of an herbal tea filled the air, warm and cozy, and suddenly every member of the crowd was wearing some form of knitwear - including Hanae with a multicolored scarf.

"Tea would be nice. What is your favorite kind?" The Sleeper moved in closer, face shifting in shadows and angles until settling into something almost mundane. A young man in his twenties with curly hair that fell into his eyes and a sickly posture.

"...Why are you impatient? How much time do you have?"

[lichtgrau-old]

"I did nothing but act upon the intention of my purpose for such a long time. You know how, at one point, eventually, one steps out to do it differently. Most of my actions serve the hidden supernatural; this being is not a human, so one might mingle whenever or not it's self-interest or a payback with a cause."

He remained very unfazed about the changes around them, his gaze ever so focused on a specific spot, but with an expression that seemed like the one you'd find on a way back home after a long and nice day out. "Too kind to ask. I'd say huangshan maofeng tea, but any but Earl Grey is quite enjoyable to me."

He clapped his hands together and smiled: "Ah! The favor is a timely manner I'd require now, and the person who wanders is very keen to avoid paying me back. Coming here likely is a test to see if I'd go as far, taking the risks wandering borders has for me."

[sturmboe]

No surprise to him about how energetic the older man was, those rolls of his hips easily met with Aran's own that soon found their lengths brushing as his hardened with each new sensation. Regardless of their conversation he leaned in like he was following the request for a kiss yet it was only a brush, soft lips hovered while dark eyes gazed down to the older man. Palms stroked along the arms holding onto him, only to tear them away from his waist and pin above Hanae's head. "I sleep with plenty of rich men, pathetic men, needy men..yet no man as strange as you." Not to mention how the surgeon was plenty odd himself with his obsession for his craft above everything else, even human life only taking precedent in his moral because losing a life meant failure of his skills. At least the other had his attention now was Aran made no further attempts to leave the bed for work, eyes not even giving a glance to the clock as instead they raked over that alluring body underneath him. A steady rhythm built of driving their cocks along one another, teasing the way he felt those eyes always did, Hanae's mere presence a kind of sex appeal even someone as narcissistic as Aran himself could not resist. There much be great experience behind it all. Finally he did lean in once more for a kiss, one that took whatever he wanted when he wanted it like the tongue he wished to feel inside his mouth.

[lichtgrau-old]

"I am strange indeed, considering I very joyfully run a convenience store, not quite the career path most would choose," he teased while his lips trailed along the perfect jawline, regardless of the desire for proper kisses. The answer was given purposefully; both of them knew exactly what kind of strange Aran was picking up on, but it was not a worry for Hanae. In the endless identities he craves over the millennia, many of them are purposefully so, a little odd, leaving one to wonder, but most of the tim,e never feeling that quiet sensation of threat.

Lips were chssed after now they were so close and his tongue knowingly pressed in. The song of a body moving in desire was one of his favorites, going by a melody nobody seemed to hear most of the time. It happily entanled into a dance, brushing against the other, a smacking sounds whhen lips and salvia mixed together, eventually relaxing his body back just enough to capture Aran#s tip between his lips, a teasing suck and his hips that eagerly grinded up with perfect balance, the weight of the other man no problem at all as he brought more friction to their hardf cocks, completed with a sweet moan.

[titsay]

[sharpsuite]

So, so unhelpful. Then again, these things rarely were easy or else anyone would be doing it. Sort of. Information gathering at least - MEDICAL WAS ANOTHER BEAST ENTIRELY. The plus side? Chishiya was never short of work if he chose to take on certain clients and create a careful patient list. Those deep in the criminal world would avoid a proper hospital as much as possible. And thats where he thrived. But getting certain materials was an unpleasant hurdle from time to time. Like now.

" I don't care about personal. " Chishiya replies, voice calm and unchanging even with how he shrinks from the winter wind. " The more personal things are made, the messier it tends to get regardless of what the subject matter is. " HUMAN EMOTIONS. They were suck fickle, volatile things. Pluck the right strings and you could puppeteer a person towards their own demise without hesitation. They could strengthen people, but it could also lead them to the slaughter with betrayal and vulnerability.

THE INVITATION COMES AS A SURPRISE. Chishiya had more meant for future interactions if they should occur. He hadn't expected it to be taken in the moment. It's such a mundane invitation and activity that Chishiya considers it solely to humor himself and see if it is as dull as it seems or if there's something more.

He falls in silent step beside the other, like a ghost on the quiet streets. He lifts an eyebrow slightly at the comment. " That sounds like something that someone spontaneously deciding to murder someone would say, I hope you know that. " His lips move just slightly at the thought.

[lichtgrau-old]

"Only if it's purposeful. Some thrive simply by feeling like it is personal, although it's much closer to simply being a way of means, to create an atmosphere that gives you such a sensation and so on." It was one of the best ways to receive information, hence why Isagani specialized in receiving it from what many on top of the chain considered 'the ones from the very bottom', always underestimating just how much they knew. Pride often loosened the tongue on every level, whether it was a simple street gang or something with a higher profile that most avoided at all costs.

"There have been several attempts on my life, so I have no doubts about that," he sounded almost cheerful when he replied. The doors opened, and other than the greeting that had likely been forced into the young woman's head, with sleepy eyes trying not to let her university students be too obvious on the counter, there was only the sound of the refrigerator. They seemed like most of the other customers who came in the late evening hours, lacking the usual corporate appearance that was still so tightly connected to this city.

Isa grabbed a basket and started to toss some things inside: instant ramen, snacks, bottles of water. He skipped dinner almost daily, excusing it with protein drinks, and most wouldn't expect it considering his build. "Meeting that person might be in a spot like that, and you might not immediately know it is that person. It's a good practice," he hummed without glancing over to Chishiya. One of the phones in his pocket was buzzing but he pretended not to hear it. Not being too eager was important, don't let people know how badly you needed them as a contact.

"I take it you do not mind it too much, tho."

[lichtgrau-old]

Something cute for Asa! ( Wow we keep up the bunny theme )

"Mh, if that isn't my sweet bunny," Asa hummed. No, she no longer had cringe, and yes, she thought older people could use all the silly and cute pet names! "So cute! I need to bring him a treat later," she looked at the photo, tapping an index finger against her cheek before grinning. "Hah!"