Que.Tea

A glimpse in the life of tQ. I'm a Mother. I'm a Poet. I'm a Student. I'm Evolving. I'm Free.

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Mommy & Me (In Paris)

[teewsbliss]

I will never stop praising God.

[ashstfu]

forever rooting for sensitive girls!!!!!! you have big hearts and a poet’s soul i love you

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Tea Parties with my mini

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[stressedboyz]

[feastuponthis]

[netflixandnudez]

the key to my heart.

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Life is interesting lately. I’m learning rhythm.

Learning how to make the most of the time I have with my children.

Learning who I am when I am not filling a role for others.

Learning to date again. Learning what I want out of that and what parts of me I’m willing to sacrifice for love.

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[scorpionlafemme]

Real

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Sponsored R&R day Sunday and Date night Monday

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[weltenwellen]

Devin Kelly, from “All That Wanting, Right?”

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[semiotextiana]

what im learning is that you cannot avoid your way into a life you enjoy

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Accepting that I was playing a placeholder role

This weekend I went back home. I was able to connect with someone I consider to be one of my closest friends.

We had a night on the town and, as he does often, he told me and my homegirls how much he loves me and that I’m his soulmate. He’s married.

I usually ignore him and the advances he sends my way bc he only does this when we are in person which is rare since I moved away. This time I felt so gas lighted and used emotionally.

It’s been a tough 2 years for me emotionally and I felt like one of the individuals that I feel the safest with was attempting to use me physically. I cried y’all. Right in the middle of a strip club and this man kissed the tears off my face and repeated that he ‘loved me’.

I blocked him everywhere and told him how I felt. I’m feeling grief because I realized I’m really in love with this man fr and I know he knows that and I no longer want to be a placeholder in his life.