Lost, Obnoxious

I finally learned that it wasn’t my fault that some people didn’t want to understand my constellations.

[aseaofquotes]

Courtney Peppernell, Pillow Thoughts

[feelingsoftheday]

Can I just sleep and ignore the world?

[classycookiexo]

[dumblr]

This energy!!

[affectioncore]

[stay-close]

“So, if you are too tired to speak, sit next to me because I, too, am fluent in silence.”

— R. Arnold

[feelingsoftheday]

I miss you but I'm keeping it quiet

[feelingsoftheday]

I keep too much inside

[feelingsoftheday]

i hate it when i can't control my tears

[feelingsoftheday]

I hate how simple thing hurts me a lot

[wierdtreesstuff]

It’s becoming too hard to exist 

[just-shower-thoughts]

Sometimes big boobs are great, sometimes small boobs are great. Boobs in general are great.

[creatingnikki]

I do this thing. I don't stop loving you. But I stop letting you love me. You know how? I cut off your access to my mind. And my heart. If you don't know what I am thinking, if you don't know how I'm feeling, if you don't know me, you cannot love me. I will still smile when you say sweet things and laugh at your jokes and gush and tell you about the random details of my day. But there will be filters. My heart would be locked. My mind would be stored away. And you'll never be able to tell. See, I do this thing. I let everybody think I am candid 24x7. Neither my face nor my voice are poker ones. Expression pours out from me like sand from fists. Inevitable. Natural. But it's me, I'm the source. So I can decide to cut you off. See, I don't get angry. I don't want revenge. I don't want to say harsh words and make you feel guilty or like a loser or a shit person. I withdraw. I will continue loving you. But I will not let you love me. Maybe I deem you to not be capable of it anymore. Maybe I believe you find it burdening now. Maybe you hurt me so deeply, without even realizing or caring, that all there is left to do is withdraw. See, when I do this thing, it's not to hurt you. It mostly just hurts me. I keep giving you whatever you want. Whatever you want but me. And I take nothing. I ask for nothing. I seek nothing. I do this thing. I never stop loving. I only stop people from loving me.

[borderlineangel222]

i don’t understand how i crave and dislike intimacy at the same time

[this-is-good-bye]

[netflixandnudez]

Me to me

[caats]

Cutest thing ever

[this-is-good-bye]

[9710144]

[im-perfectly-unique-deactivated]

What a beautiful way to be remembered!