Too Damp For a Spark.

angie • 1996 • uk

[life-without-col0ur]

This blog started with me documenting my self harm journey. I used to talk about how much I hated my life and I posted so many photos of my cuts and scars etc. Some have been deleted but most of which are still on here if you look back far enough and I don't really intend to delete them because it's a reminder of how far I've come. Well, today I did something I've wanted to do for ages. I finally covered the worst of my scarring on my arm. It's been emotional but here's to a new chapter.

[menpale]

[desultory-suggestions]

Reminder:

Eating is good

Three meals is not too much

It’s okay to eat “unhealthy” foods

You do not need to purge to feel better

Eating is healthy

You deserve to be healthy

Eating is good.

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Just in case anyone needs reminding because 17 year old me sure did

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hello, I couldn't buy this dress so I took a selfie instead

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[wordsto-remember]

Little Bee / The Other Hand by Chris Cleave

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[heartbreakhur]

:)

[lohver]

you only get 782 chances with me bitch i don’t tolerate shit

[permanentna]

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[spragnione]

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I don't really post self harm related content any more. Don't get me wrong, I still really struggle a lot with my mental health but I've pretty much put that part of my life behind me. However, I really think it's important to talk about how self harm can affect you years down the line. These scars are mostly over 5 years old now but they're still very much here. They won't go away. I was so so naive but I really didn't think they would affect me in the future. I honestly believed that it would all just go away with time. I've permanently damaged so much of my body for life and I have to live with the consequences of that. I just want people to know that if you are in a bad place, please please don't do something in the moment that will affect your life forever. It's just not worth it, I promise.

[elraid]

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[skull-heads]

🥀

[iamquietlydrowning]

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