they said when you are in love, life will be so perfect.
Indonesian called “jatuh cinta itu buta” and i realized it was true after i fall in love with him. he is totally 100% occupy my mind everyday, every time, every minutes, every seconds. i feel that life was so perfect when he was around.
Love, one of the greatest thing we can ever experience in this world. i was a super hopeless romantic kind of person and i used to avoid love in my whole life, until i met him. i never thought even one small things can trigger for love- kindness.
he was never the one that i want, pertama ketemu dia, dia itu really not my type. from the what i saw, his life is just not mine. he is messy, he is not a morning person, he smoke, he is totally not typical man that i want for my life, but he was perfectly fine for me after i discover that love is not about 100% that you want.
cinta itu ga harus 100% sempurna. kata orang, pasangan itu saling melengkapi. bukan sama miripnya atau sama sifatnya. was it true? i really don’t understand until i really started this relationship with him. ternyata semua itu betul, semua yang kita dambakan, impikan, all is just a fairytale. kehidupan itu ga semua 100% semua yang kita mau bisa kita dapetin. all you can do is just accept, and try to cope with it. everything need sacrifice. mau dapetin pasangan hidup juga butuh pengorbanan. you have to sacrifice your time, your needs, your mental.
lucu ya, cinta itu bisa bikin dunia terbalik.
i was a really negative kind of person. i am introvert, i dont like socializing with new people, so gimana caranya bisa dapet pasangan kalo diri sendiri insecure dan gamau bergaul sama orang baru? i had no idea at all. i was in the lowest point until i believe that i dont deserve love and maybe i will live my life alone forever. i am living my life like trying to accept that if that happens, i am okay with that. but when you are at that point, someone come and you think ‘ah its just gonna be another people that come and go again in my life’ turns out that person is really matters for me. gak ngerti gimana dia itu bisa bikin gue happy dan ga sadar its almost a year we’ve been together. semua tembok yang dari dulu i’ve build towards myself ancur seketika setelah dia datang ke hidup gue. you really make my life so happy. not only he told me that ‘you had no idea how much happier i’ve become since i met you’ but also he has no idea how much he matters for me till you turn over the person i used to be.
bener ya kata orang, kalo kamu happy waktu tuh kerasa cepet banget. i was soooo happy every time i came home and i just see him. i could spend my whole day lying on the bed with him and just talking. cinta itu buta. bener ya buta banget, tapi cinta yang bener itu nuntun yang buta jadi bisa liat, bukan yang buta dan sama sama jadi buta. that’s the love i’ve learn from him.
its been a year since the first time a talk to him.
thank you nicholas, for letting me to learn what love is.
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