Welcome To My Crazy Life

Hi All! Im Marissa! Im 26! Wife! Soon to be mama to a sweet baby girl! 👶🏼

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So your girl did something big, and pretty crazy! I asked my boyfriend to marry me Saturday night. It was so nice I planned an entire date day. We slept in, stoppped for some Starbucks. i had made dinner reservations at a really nice restaurant! I took him to two of my favorite stores in Tigard and we also went and hangout at the mall and did some shopping!

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Gonna be in vancouver tonight and tomorrow! Hopefully court goes smooth and this will be the last of this shit!

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Anybody Want a job?

my work is hiring! we are in desperate need of people! If you are over 18 and Live in the gorge message me!!

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Date someone you can have rough sex and deep conversations with whether it is at 2am or 2pm

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Depression

i am depressed...being home with no one here is depressing.. not being near my family is literally eating me alive inside...i feel like everyday i am slowly dying.. makes you not wanna be on this planet. ive thought about suicide alot since moving here...not even that i want to more just as a way out of being in hell evey single day...my life isnt as fun and bubbly as it used to be. i hate not having a best friend anymore...i hate not being able to just go over to my grandmas house or even being able to walk to work on her lunch and sharing whats new in my life with her...i try to keep a smile on my face when my boyfriend is around so that he will continue to be happy..and its not that i am not happy with him because i am 10000% happy...i am just not happy living out here. i love my partner more than words can explain im just having trouble telling him that im depressed... we've gone through this before when i first moved out here but i only feel like its getting worse.. Not having a job also makes its alot worse than what youd expect...It eats me alive inside to feel like i am letting my partner down.. nobody understands the pain until they have to face the music... its hard when you feel like such a failure...

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“The worst kind of loneliness isn’t being alone in a room. it’s when you’re in the midst of a crowd but you still couldn’t feel the company.”

— excerpt from a book i’ll never write | DD

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“You don’t realise how alone you are until you’re staying up every night thinking about things you should never think of and you can’t tell anybody because you have nobody to tell.”

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