J.

[myepitaaph]

[lifeleak]

this is the face of someone who wants to kill themselves nearly every day, and still hasn’t. i am proud of her.

[cultof-aphrodite]

coa.🍊

[distantvoices]

Sevdaliza By Petrovsky & Ramone For L'Officiel Netherlands August 2019

[xavozo]

[distantvoices]

Area via @b.e.e.b.a.d.a.b.o.u.m on Instagram

[lifeleak]

I don’t have anyone to talk to about this. But I am feeling closer and closer to killing myself each day. Today I’ve decided on how I would do it, yesterday I thought of what I would send my boyfriend so he wouldn’t have to see anything, and now I’m thinking about my lifeless body. This is terrible and terrifying and truly the most horrific thing my brain has ever put me through.

[daughterofdiaspora]

my mom taught me the therapeutic power of cleaning. open all the windows. throw out the old. wipe down the entire house. burn some incense. roast some coffee. then rest. that way the tears from last night don’t feel as heavy. 

[citruswitchy]

The root of all hearth magic tbh

[shalott]

Words to keep inside your pocket:

Quiescent - a quiet, soft-spoken soul.

Chimerical - merely imaginary; fanciful. 

Susurrus - a whispering or rustling sound. 

Raconteur - one who excels in story-telling. 

Clinquant - glittering; tinsel-like. 

Aubade - a song greeting the dawn. 

Ephemeral - lasting a very short time. 

Sempiternal - everlasting; eternal. 

Euphonious - pleasing; sweet in sound. 

Billet-doux - a love letter. 

Redamancy - act of loving in return.

[lifeleak]

Okay, Google.

What’s the easiest way to stop existing?

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[ngalitzine]

the killers / all these things that i’ve done

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Rock Hudson lassos Elizabeth Taylor on the set of Giant 

[mapeauaime]

https://www.instagram.com/p/BxLAQs6F9eA/

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