The last time I wore red lipstick was on the left (1 month pre-HRT). Compared to todayās photo (little over 8 months HRT) my God has a lot changed since. Time goes by so fast. Wow! Justā¦ wow. By the way Happy Halloween everyone! \^.^/
I know that itās late to bring this up. But I guess I want to bring up something really about these two comparisons of the left and right (especially the left). The left at that time I had just moved to a new city a week after I took the pic for work With this decision left everyone behind (including my boyfriend). I remember the next week while I was at work I was so depressed and regretting this decision from loneliness and not knowing a single person in the city I wanted to commit suicide when I got off of work. Even if that meant going super fast on the highway and ramming my car into the barricade to just end it all. But I guess that day I was seeing post on here and Reddit of how things will get better and fight through it all. I gave it a chance, didnāt do it, and a month later started everything.Ā
Now about 10 months to the date and about 8.5 months on HRT I am in a way better position in my life to where those kind of thoughts donāt exist anymore. Yes I will have the rough days and cry about it (which I donāt get mad about whatsoever shedding a tear lol) I think of how far iāve come in this crazy journey. Just taking it one day at a time and be happy with what I have in the moment. Now to think of that quote every single person says that have been in situations like me and overcoming it in the end if you just fight through it and see even the tiny positivesĀ āIt Gets Betterā! It really does :)
