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I TRY TO UNDERSTAND WHY U WPULD DO THIS ALL TO ME

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HOW COULD ANYBODY DO THE THINGS U DID SO EASILY

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I DOUBT U EVER THINK ABOUT THE DAMAGE THAT U DID

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TRUST THAT U BETRAYED

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I HATE U I HATEBU I HATE U THATS ALL I CAN FCKING SAY EH

I fckuong hate u

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THIS IS MY WORLD, MINE. How dare h step into it

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U DONT GET to do this to me, okay??? THIS IS MOT FAIR , U ARE NOT FAIR!

I DO NOT FCKING DESERVE THIS. Im a good person. Youre disgusting, u fcking hate ur guts

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That poor girl! Ure gonna ruin her. U FKCING RUINED ME

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SOO FCUKING MUCH

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I FCKING HATE U

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U MADD CERTAIN I PLAY THE FOOL.

Happy April 1st.

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Fck u dck u fck u

How dare u lead me on? How dare tou make me believe all your words? How dare you make me promises you had jo intention to keep? How dare you turn me into my worst nightmare? How dare u turn me into someone im Not?

Mi hate u i fcking hate u so mcuh i have no fkcing ideaz i never knew i was capable of this much hate cause i fcking hate u so much.

I wish the worst of everything on you. I wish you experience that pain. All the pain touve cause, i hope it comes back to you a hundredfold.

U fcking cheater. U fcking liar, u fkcing manipulator.

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Can any of it mean something real? Even just a little bit?

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I sincerely hope that there is a way for me to give my life to someone who is desperate fighting for theirs. Life is a waste in my hands so why not give it to someone who so desperately wants it?

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I spent my early teen years being scared of everything, lost the last years of being a teen to the pandemic, and now, I’m still missing out on my early 20’s. fck that

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god I’m still the same sad bitch

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i just turned 20. It wasn’t as my 12-year-old self thought. im sorry.