Margulis

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis

Welcome welcome! My name is Margulis! I awoke some time ago with no memories of myself! The only thing I remember about my past is the name "Margulis" so I assume it's my name!

Thank you for introducing yourself, now Imma do the rest!

This is Margulis, formerly known as "Lotus", she's the sister of Pandora and has no memories of her past, no chance of recovery too ever since she erased them herself! A few details now

Margulis is Pansexual, Panromantic and Polyaramous, she will hit on any adult, the only exceptions are those who do not like women!

She also has psychic powers she doesn't remember and she has some other powers that she does know about, what they are I won't detail just yet!

Green = Talking

Green + small + italicized = Action/Thought

Green + small + italicized + bold = Margulis thinking and being aware of it

A few tags that I might or might not remember to use!

Hello there! - Interaction

My treasure - Interaction with a partner

Who am I? - Angst

I can think - Self aware interaction

My Häerz - Ira interaction

My sweet Albdram - Melinoë interaction

My Bësseg - Interaction with ???

My Staark - Interaction with Citrus

My Flilleken - Interaction with Akhlys

Who... Are you..? - Pandora interaction

Ivara - Interaction with Ivara

A pretty face - Margulis flirting

We are all adults here - It's entering NSFW territory, tell me when to stop

Some fun~ - Just straight up NSFW, if you've landed there, congrats

[the-lord-enchanter]

Open starter!

TW: scars and probably how he got them (war, torture, death)

Today, it was raining outside. Which is fine. Rain is nice. The constant tap tap tap was actually pretty soothing. Unfortunately, with today's rain, his scars were aching something fierce. He wished there was a lotion to soothe age-old pain like this, but alas, he had found none. Massaging it usually worked pretty well. So he took off his hanfu, and the pants underneath, leaving only his boxers. Even the right side of his boxers were bothering him, right over that giant red scar from a bomb on a battlefield one time. He rubbed that area first.

Anyone can join!

He probably should've made sure his door was locked before he did this, because that's when you had come in.

Tags (/nf):

@lightning-margulis @preciouslilgal @totally-sane-refugee

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis was just planning to lay down for a power nap when he found Edan massaging his scars, curious she tilted her head

Hey there my love, want an extra pair of hands to help?

No undertone of wanting anything more, she just assumed he massaged his scars due to some lingering pain and she wants to help

[the-lord-enchanter]

Edan made a startled noise and attempted to cover himself with his hanfu, holding it in front of himself. He watched her, having forgotten how comfortable she is with showing skin.

"Hello, Margulis." He greeted, very, very unsure. He was pretty sure she was aware he had scars, but he doesn't believe she's seen them like this before. He doesn't know how to answer her question.

[lightning-margulis]

Oh- sorry for startling you-

She quickly apologized upon hearing Edan make that noise

I saw you massaging yourself and thought I should help

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Why?"

He asked immediately. He didn't like it when people saw his scars, that was clear. Whether it was the sleeping in a hanfu or the multiple times he's had sex with her with the enchantment that hid his scars, something would probably have set her off about that by now.

[lightning-margulis]

Because I want to be helpful and I thought you'd appreciate it, but if you don't want, then I won't...

Yes it was clear he was ashamed of his scars, but something in her just wanted to massage him, it seemed like he was doing it for comfort, so maybe she could help... But she'd accept a no

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Fine, then." He hesitantly put the hanfu down, across his lap now. The scars on his eye, his neck, his chest, his arms, and his abdomen were very clear now. One over his eye. One around his throat. One in his shoulder, circular, it was a gunshot wound. A few speckled slit-like ones on his chest. Someone had tried to kill him by stabbing his heart repeatedly. His arms, it also looked like knife marks, just... sideways. The knife marks that were in his lower abdomen, from when he had tried to abort what is now Charlotte. And the giant, angry red one that covered half of his torso, front and back, and even covered down some into his boxers.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis just looked over his scars, it's interesting, she has a lot of scars, Natalie has a lot and Edan has a lot, she sat down besides him

I assume you are trying to soothe some pain? Which one do you need most help with right now?

[the-lord-enchanter]

"It's just sore from the rain." He says. But that doesn't really answer her question. He doesn't want to look at her, he's a bit embarrassed. "The big one hurts a lot. It especially hurts because half- I'm sitting on half of it."

[lightning-margulis]

Hmhm... Want me to take care of that one then?

Yeah she understood what that meant, but she didn't mind, she genuinely right now just wants to help him

[the-lord-enchanter]

He nodded, not saying anything to go along with it. He just crossed his arms and looked away. He felt so awkward.

[lightning-margulis]

She felt his awkwardness and hoped it'd go away soon, so she began to massage him, carefully and gently, watching out for any reaction that told her to stop or change course

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Your hands are cold." He says quietly, still not looking at her. He supposed it did feel a little better.

[lightning-margulis]

You are a bad liar, I know they are warm

She says calmly, continuing to massage him, slowly figuring out what movements seem to have the best effect

[the-lord-enchanter]

"I wasn't lying. I was trying to..." He just trailed off. He didn't even know. It didn't matter. What mattered was that the sting of the scar was slightly better.

[lightning-margulis]

Alright alright, then let's say they are cold

Noticing success she continues with that pattern, remaining ever vigilant but continuing to massage him slowly and gently, her warm hands bringing comfort

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Thank you, by the way." He's still talking whisper quiet. He continues to look away as he absently rubs his back where the scar continues around.

[lightning-margulis]

No need to thank me my love

She said quietly as she started to quietly hum a soft melody, Edan probably heard her hum it herself before, sometimes also to make her son go to sleep, it's somehow soothing

[the-lord-enchanter]

"It's rude not to." He sighed. He didn't understand this romance thing. Everyone was different about it, too, which made it harder. He did like the song, even if he couldn't quite place it. It sounded like a lullaby, almost.

[lightning-margulis]

That’s right, then thank me all you want

She said happily in a lighthearted tone before continuing to hum as she massaged him

[the-lord-enchanter]

Open starter!

TW: scars and probably how he got them (war, torture, death)

Today, it was raining outside. Which is fine. Rain is nice. The constant tap tap tap was actually pretty soothing. Unfortunately, with today's rain, his scars were aching something fierce. He wished there was a lotion to soothe age-old pain like this, but alas, he had found none. Massaging it usually worked pretty well. So he took off his hanfu, and the pants underneath, leaving only his boxers. Even the right side of his boxers were bothering him, right over that giant red scar from a bomb on a battlefield one time. He rubbed that area first.

Anyone can join!

He probably should've made sure his door was locked before he did this, because that's when you had come in.

Tags (/nf):

@lightning-margulis @preciouslilgal @totally-sane-refugee

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis was just planning to lay down for a power nap when he found Edan massaging his scars, curious she tilted her head

Hey there my love, want an extra pair of hands to help?

No undertone of wanting anything more, she just assumed he massaged his scars due to some lingering pain and she wants to help

[the-lord-enchanter]

Edan made a startled noise and attempted to cover himself with his hanfu, holding it in front of himself. He watched her, having forgotten how comfortable she is with showing skin.

"Hello, Margulis." He greeted, very, very unsure. He was pretty sure she was aware he had scars, but he doesn't believe she's seen them like this before. He doesn't know how to answer her question.

[lightning-margulis]

Oh- sorry for startling you-

She quickly apologized upon hearing Edan make that noise

I saw you massaging yourself and thought I should help

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Why?"

He asked immediately. He didn't like it when people saw his scars, that was clear. Whether it was the sleeping in a hanfu or the multiple times he's had sex with her with the enchantment that hid his scars, something would probably have set her off about that by now.

[lightning-margulis]

Because I want to be helpful and I thought you'd appreciate it, but if you don't want, then I won't...

Yes it was clear he was ashamed of his scars, but something in her just wanted to massage him, it seemed like he was doing it for comfort, so maybe she could help... But she'd accept a no

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Fine, then." He hesitantly put the hanfu down, across his lap now. The scars on his eye, his neck, his chest, his arms, and his abdomen were very clear now. One over his eye. One around his throat. One in his shoulder, circular, it was a gunshot wound. A few speckled slit-like ones on his chest. Someone had tried to kill him by stabbing his heart repeatedly. His arms, it also looked like knife marks, just... sideways. The knife marks that were in his lower abdomen, from when he had tried to abort what is now Charlotte. And the giant, angry red one that covered half of his torso, front and back, and even covered down some into his boxers.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis just looked over his scars, it's interesting, she has a lot of scars, Natalie has a lot and Edan has a lot, she sat down besides him

I assume you are trying to soothe some pain? Which one do you need most help with right now?

[the-lord-enchanter]

"It's just sore from the rain." He says. But that doesn't really answer her question. He doesn't want to look at her, he's a bit embarrassed. "The big one hurts a lot. It especially hurts because half- I'm sitting on half of it."

[lightning-margulis]

Hmhm... Want me to take care of that one then?

Yeah she understood what that meant, but she didn't mind, she genuinely right now just wants to help him

[the-lord-enchanter]

He nodded, not saying anything to go along with it. He just crossed his arms and looked away. He felt so awkward.

[lightning-margulis]

She felt his awkwardness and hoped it'd go away soon, so she began to massage him, carefully and gently, watching out for any reaction that told her to stop or change course

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Your hands are cold." He says quietly, still not looking at her. He supposed it did feel a little better.

[lightning-margulis]

You are a bad liar, I know they are warm

She says calmly, continuing to massage him, slowly figuring out what movements seem to have the best effect

[the-lord-enchanter]

"I wasn't lying. I was trying to..." He just trailed off. He didn't even know. It didn't matter. What mattered was that the sting of the scar was slightly better.

[lightning-margulis]

Alright alright, then let's say they are cold

Noticing success she continues with that pattern, remaining ever vigilant but continuing to massage him slowly and gently, her warm hands bringing comfort

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Thank you, by the way." He's still talking whisper quiet. He continues to look away as he absently rubs his back where the scar continues around.

[lightning-margulis]

No need to thank me my love

She said quietly as she started to quietly hum a soft melody, Edan probably heard her hum it herself before, sometimes also to make her son go to sleep, it's somehow soothing

[the-lord-enchanter]

Open starter!

TW: scars and probably how he got them (war, torture, death)

Today, it was raining outside. Which is fine. Rain is nice. The constant tap tap tap was actually pretty soothing. Unfortunately, with today's rain, his scars were aching something fierce. He wished there was a lotion to soothe age-old pain like this, but alas, he had found none. Massaging it usually worked pretty well. So he took off his hanfu, and the pants underneath, leaving only his boxers. Even the right side of his boxers were bothering him, right over that giant red scar from a bomb on a battlefield one time. He rubbed that area first.

Anyone can join!

He probably should've made sure his door was locked before he did this, because that's when you had come in.

Tags (/nf):

@lightning-margulis @preciouslilgal @totally-sane-refugee

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis was just planning to lay down for a power nap when he found Edan massaging his scars, curious she tilted her head

Hey there my love, want an extra pair of hands to help?

No undertone of wanting anything more, she just assumed he massaged his scars due to some lingering pain and she wants to help

[the-lord-enchanter]

Edan made a startled noise and attempted to cover himself with his hanfu, holding it in front of himself. He watched her, having forgotten how comfortable she is with showing skin.

"Hello, Margulis." He greeted, very, very unsure. He was pretty sure she was aware he had scars, but he doesn't believe she's seen them like this before. He doesn't know how to answer her question.

[lightning-margulis]

Oh- sorry for startling you-

She quickly apologized upon hearing Edan make that noise

I saw you massaging yourself and thought I should help

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Why?"

He asked immediately. He didn't like it when people saw his scars, that was clear. Whether it was the sleeping in a hanfu or the multiple times he's had sex with her with the enchantment that hid his scars, something would probably have set her off about that by now.

[lightning-margulis]

Because I want to be helpful and I thought you'd appreciate it, but if you don't want, then I won't...

Yes it was clear he was ashamed of his scars, but something in her just wanted to massage him, it seemed like he was doing it for comfort, so maybe she could help... But she'd accept a no

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Fine, then." He hesitantly put the hanfu down, across his lap now. The scars on his eye, his neck, his chest, his arms, and his abdomen were very clear now. One over his eye. One around his throat. One in his shoulder, circular, it was a gunshot wound. A few speckled slit-like ones on his chest. Someone had tried to kill him by stabbing his heart repeatedly. His arms, it also looked like knife marks, just... sideways. The knife marks that were in his lower abdomen, from when he had tried to abort what is now Charlotte. And the giant, angry red one that covered half of his torso, front and back, and even covered down some into his boxers.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis just looked over his scars, it's interesting, she has a lot of scars, Natalie has a lot and Edan has a lot, she sat down besides him

I assume you are trying to soothe some pain? Which one do you need most help with right now?

[the-lord-enchanter]

"It's just sore from the rain." He says. But that doesn't really answer her question. He doesn't want to look at her, he's a bit embarrassed. "The big one hurts a lot. It especially hurts because half- I'm sitting on half of it."

[lightning-margulis]

Hmhm... Want me to take care of that one then?

Yeah she understood what that meant, but she didn't mind, she genuinely right now just wants to help him

[the-lord-enchanter]

He nodded, not saying anything to go along with it. He just crossed his arms and looked away. He felt so awkward.

[lightning-margulis]

She felt his awkwardness and hoped it'd go away soon, so she began to massage him, carefully and gently, watching out for any reaction that told her to stop or change course

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Your hands are cold." He says quietly, still not looking at her. He supposed it did feel a little better.

[lightning-margulis]

You are a bad liar, I know they are warm

She says calmly, continuing to massage him, slowly figuring out what movements seem to have the best effect

[the-lord-enchanter]

"I wasn't lying. I was trying to..." He just trailed off. He didn't even know. It didn't matter. What mattered was that the sting of the scar was slightly better.

[lightning-margulis]

Alright alright, then let's say they are cold

Noticing success she continues with that pattern, remaining ever vigilant but continuing to massage him slowly and gently, her warm hands bringing comfort

[the-lord-enchanter]

Open starter!

TW: scars and probably how he got them (war, torture, death)

Today, it was raining outside. Which is fine. Rain is nice. The constant tap tap tap was actually pretty soothing. Unfortunately, with today's rain, his scars were aching something fierce. He wished there was a lotion to soothe age-old pain like this, but alas, he had found none. Massaging it usually worked pretty well. So he took off his hanfu, and the pants underneath, leaving only his boxers. Even the right side of his boxers were bothering him, right over that giant red scar from a bomb on a battlefield one time. He rubbed that area first.

Anyone can join!

He probably should've made sure his door was locked before he did this, because that's when you had come in.

Tags (/nf):

@lightning-margulis @preciouslilgal @totally-sane-refugee

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis was just planning to lay down for a power nap when he found Edan massaging his scars, curious she tilted her head

Hey there my love, want an extra pair of hands to help?

No undertone of wanting anything more, she just assumed he massaged his scars due to some lingering pain and she wants to help

[the-lord-enchanter]

Edan made a startled noise and attempted to cover himself with his hanfu, holding it in front of himself. He watched her, having forgotten how comfortable she is with showing skin.

"Hello, Margulis." He greeted, very, very unsure. He was pretty sure she was aware he had scars, but he doesn't believe she's seen them like this before. He doesn't know how to answer her question.

[lightning-margulis]

Oh- sorry for startling you-

She quickly apologized upon hearing Edan make that noise

I saw you massaging yourself and thought I should help

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Why?"

He asked immediately. He didn't like it when people saw his scars, that was clear. Whether it was the sleeping in a hanfu or the multiple times he's had sex with her with the enchantment that hid his scars, something would probably have set her off about that by now.

[lightning-margulis]

Because I want to be helpful and I thought you'd appreciate it, but if you don't want, then I won't...

Yes it was clear he was ashamed of his scars, but something in her just wanted to massage him, it seemed like he was doing it for comfort, so maybe she could help... But she'd accept a no

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Fine, then." He hesitantly put the hanfu down, across his lap now. The scars on his eye, his neck, his chest, his arms, and his abdomen were very clear now. One over his eye. One around his throat. One in his shoulder, circular, it was a gunshot wound. A few speckled slit-like ones on his chest. Someone had tried to kill him by stabbing his heart repeatedly. His arms, it also looked like knife marks, just... sideways. The knife marks that were in his lower abdomen, from when he had tried to abort what is now Charlotte. And the giant, angry red one that covered half of his torso, front and back, and even covered down some into his boxers.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis just looked over his scars, it's interesting, she has a lot of scars, Natalie has a lot and Edan has a lot, she sat down besides him

I assume you are trying to soothe some pain? Which one do you need most help with right now?

[the-lord-enchanter]

"It's just sore from the rain." He says. But that doesn't really answer her question. He doesn't want to look at her, he's a bit embarrassed. "The big one hurts a lot. It especially hurts because half- I'm sitting on half of it."

[lightning-margulis]

Hmhm... Want me to take care of that one then?

Yeah she understood what that meant, but she didn't mind, she genuinely right now just wants to help him

[the-lord-enchanter]

He nodded, not saying anything to go along with it. He just crossed his arms and looked away. He felt so awkward.

[lightning-margulis]

She felt his awkwardness and hoped it'd go away soon, so she began to massage him, carefully and gently, watching out for any reaction that told her to stop or change course

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Your hands are cold." He says quietly, still not looking at her. He supposed it did feel a little better.

[lightning-margulis]

You are a bad liar, I know they are warm

She says calmly, continuing to massage him, slowly figuring out what movements seem to have the best effect

[the-lord-enchanter]

Open starter!

TW: scars and probably how he got them (war, torture, death)

Today, it was raining outside. Which is fine. Rain is nice. The constant tap tap tap was actually pretty soothing. Unfortunately, with today's rain, his scars were aching something fierce. He wished there was a lotion to soothe age-old pain like this, but alas, he had found none. Massaging it usually worked pretty well. So he took off his hanfu, and the pants underneath, leaving only his boxers. Even the right side of his boxers were bothering him, right over that giant red scar from a bomb on a battlefield one time. He rubbed that area first.

Anyone can join!

He probably should've made sure his door was locked before he did this, because that's when you had come in.

Tags (/nf):

@lightning-margulis @preciouslilgal @totally-sane-refugee

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis was just planning to lay down for a power nap when he found Edan massaging his scars, curious she tilted her head

Hey there my love, want an extra pair of hands to help?

No undertone of wanting anything more, she just assumed he massaged his scars due to some lingering pain and she wants to help

[the-lord-enchanter]

Edan made a startled noise and attempted to cover himself with his hanfu, holding it in front of himself. He watched her, having forgotten how comfortable she is with showing skin.

"Hello, Margulis." He greeted, very, very unsure. He was pretty sure she was aware he had scars, but he doesn't believe she's seen them like this before. He doesn't know how to answer her question.

[lightning-margulis]

Oh- sorry for startling you-

She quickly apologized upon hearing Edan make that noise

I saw you massaging yourself and thought I should help

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Why?"

He asked immediately. He didn't like it when people saw his scars, that was clear. Whether it was the sleeping in a hanfu or the multiple times he's had sex with her with the enchantment that hid his scars, something would probably have set her off about that by now.

[lightning-margulis]

Because I want to be helpful and I thought you'd appreciate it, but if you don't want, then I won't...

Yes it was clear he was ashamed of his scars, but something in her just wanted to massage him, it seemed like he was doing it for comfort, so maybe she could help... But she'd accept a no

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Fine, then." He hesitantly put the hanfu down, across his lap now. The scars on his eye, his neck, his chest, his arms, and his abdomen were very clear now. One over his eye. One around his throat. One in his shoulder, circular, it was a gunshot wound. A few speckled slit-like ones on his chest. Someone had tried to kill him by stabbing his heart repeatedly. His arms, it also looked like knife marks, just... sideways. The knife marks that were in his lower abdomen, from when he had tried to abort what is now Charlotte. And the giant, angry red one that covered half of his torso, front and back, and even covered down some into his boxers.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis just looked over his scars, it's interesting, she has a lot of scars, Natalie has a lot and Edan has a lot, she sat down besides him

I assume you are trying to soothe some pain? Which one do you need most help with right now?

[the-lord-enchanter]

"It's just sore from the rain." He says. But that doesn't really answer her question. He doesn't want to look at her, he's a bit embarrassed. "The big one hurts a lot. It especially hurts because half- I'm sitting on half of it."

[lightning-margulis]

Hmhm... Want me to take care of that one then?

Yeah she understood what that meant, but she didn't mind, she genuinely right now just wants to help him

[the-lord-enchanter]

He nodded, not saying anything to go along with it. He just crossed his arms and looked away. He felt so awkward.

[lightning-margulis]

She felt his awkwardness and hoped it'd go away soon, so she began to massage him, carefully and gently, watching out for any reaction that told her to stop or change course

[the-lord-enchanter]

Open starter!

TW: scars and probably how he got them (war, torture, death)

Today, it was raining outside. Which is fine. Rain is nice. The constant tap tap tap was actually pretty soothing. Unfortunately, with today's rain, his scars were aching something fierce. He wished there was a lotion to soothe age-old pain like this, but alas, he had found none. Massaging it usually worked pretty well. So he took off his hanfu, and the pants underneath, leaving only his boxers. Even the right side of his boxers were bothering him, right over that giant red scar from a bomb on a battlefield one time. He rubbed that area first.

Anyone can join!

He probably should've made sure his door was locked before he did this, because that's when you had come in.

Tags (/nf):

@lightning-margulis @preciouslilgal @totally-sane-refugee

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis was just planning to lay down for a power nap when he found Edan massaging his scars, curious she tilted her head

Hey there my love, want an extra pair of hands to help?

No undertone of wanting anything more, she just assumed he massaged his scars due to some lingering pain and she wants to help

[the-lord-enchanter]

Edan made a startled noise and attempted to cover himself with his hanfu, holding it in front of himself. He watched her, having forgotten how comfortable she is with showing skin.

"Hello, Margulis." He greeted, very, very unsure. He was pretty sure she was aware he had scars, but he doesn't believe she's seen them like this before. He doesn't know how to answer her question.

[lightning-margulis]

Oh- sorry for startling you-

She quickly apologized upon hearing Edan make that noise

I saw you massaging yourself and thought I should help

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Why?"

He asked immediately. He didn't like it when people saw his scars, that was clear. Whether it was the sleeping in a hanfu or the multiple times he's had sex with her with the enchantment that hid his scars, something would probably have set her off about that by now.

[lightning-margulis]

Because I want to be helpful and I thought you'd appreciate it, but if you don't want, then I won't...

Yes it was clear he was ashamed of his scars, but something in her just wanted to massage him, it seemed like he was doing it for comfort, so maybe she could help... But she'd accept a no

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Fine, then." He hesitantly put the hanfu down, across his lap now. The scars on his eye, his neck, his chest, his arms, and his abdomen were very clear now. One over his eye. One around his throat. One in his shoulder, circular, it was a gunshot wound. A few speckled slit-like ones on his chest. Someone had tried to kill him by stabbing his heart repeatedly. His arms, it also looked like knife marks, just... sideways. The knife marks that were in his lower abdomen, from when he had tried to abort what is now Charlotte. And the giant, angry red one that covered half of his torso, front and back, and even covered down some into his boxers.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis just looked over his scars, it's interesting, she has a lot of scars, Natalie has a lot and Edan has a lot, she sat down besides him

I assume you are trying to soothe some pain? Which one do you need most help with right now?

[the-lord-enchanter]

"It's just sore from the rain." He says. But that doesn't really answer her question. He doesn't want to look at her, he's a bit embarrassed. "The big one hurts a lot. It especially hurts because half- I'm sitting on half of it."

[lightning-margulis]

Hmhm... Want me to take care of that one then?

Yeah she understood what that meant, but she didn't mind, she genuinely right now just wants to help him

[the-lord-enchanter]

Open starter!

TW: scars and probably how he got them (war, torture, death)

Today, it was raining outside. Which is fine. Rain is nice. The constant tap tap tap was actually pretty soothing. Unfortunately, with today's rain, his scars were aching something fierce. He wished there was a lotion to soothe age-old pain like this, but alas, he had found none. Massaging it usually worked pretty well. So he took off his hanfu, and the pants underneath, leaving only his boxers. Even the right side of his boxers were bothering him, right over that giant red scar from a bomb on a battlefield one time. He rubbed that area first.

Anyone can join!

He probably should've made sure his door was locked before he did this, because that's when you had come in.

Tags (/nf):

@lightning-margulis @preciouslilgal @totally-sane-refugee

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis was just planning to lay down for a power nap when he found Edan massaging his scars, curious she tilted her head

Hey there my love, want an extra pair of hands to help?

No undertone of wanting anything more, she just assumed he massaged his scars due to some lingering pain and she wants to help

[the-lord-enchanter]

Edan made a startled noise and attempted to cover himself with his hanfu, holding it in front of himself. He watched her, having forgotten how comfortable she is with showing skin.

"Hello, Margulis." He greeted, very, very unsure. He was pretty sure she was aware he had scars, but he doesn't believe she's seen them like this before. He doesn't know how to answer her question.

[lightning-margulis]

Oh- sorry for startling you-

She quickly apologized upon hearing Edan make that noise

I saw you massaging yourself and thought I should help

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Why?"

He asked immediately. He didn't like it when people saw his scars, that was clear. Whether it was the sleeping in a hanfu or the multiple times he's had sex with her with the enchantment that hid his scars, something would probably have set her off about that by now.

[lightning-margulis]

Because I want to be helpful and I thought you'd appreciate it, but if you don't want, then I won't...

Yes it was clear he was ashamed of his scars, but something in her just wanted to massage him, it seemed like he was doing it for comfort, so maybe she could help... But she'd accept a no

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Fine, then." He hesitantly put the hanfu down, across his lap now. The scars on his eye, his neck, his chest, his arms, and his abdomen were very clear now. One over his eye. One around his throat. One in his shoulder, circular, it was a gunshot wound. A few speckled slit-like ones on his chest. Someone had tried to kill him by stabbing his heart repeatedly. His arms, it also looked like knife marks, just... sideways. The knife marks that were in his lower abdomen, from when he had tried to abort what is now Charlotte. And the giant, angry red one that covered half of his torso, front and back, and even covered down some into his boxers.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis just looked over his scars, it's interesting, she has a lot of scars, Natalie has a lot and Edan has a lot, she sat down besides him

I assume you are trying to soothe some pain? Which one do you need most help with right now?

[the-lord-enchanter]

Open starter!

TW: scars and probably how he got them (war, torture, death)

Today, it was raining outside. Which is fine. Rain is nice. The constant tap tap tap was actually pretty soothing. Unfortunately, with today's rain, his scars were aching something fierce. He wished there was a lotion to soothe age-old pain like this, but alas, he had found none. Massaging it usually worked pretty well. So he took off his hanfu, and the pants underneath, leaving only his boxers. Even the right side of his boxers were bothering him, right over that giant red scar from a bomb on a battlefield one time. He rubbed that area first.

Anyone can join!

He probably should've made sure his door was locked before he did this, because that's when you had come in.

Tags (/nf):

@lightning-margulis @preciouslilgal @totally-sane-refugee

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis was just planning to lay down for a power nap when he found Edan massaging his scars, curious she tilted her head

Hey there my love, want an extra pair of hands to help?

No undertone of wanting anything more, she just assumed he massaged his scars due to some lingering pain and she wants to help

[the-lord-enchanter]

Edan made a startled noise and attempted to cover himself with his hanfu, holding it in front of himself. He watched her, having forgotten how comfortable she is with showing skin.

"Hello, Margulis." He greeted, very, very unsure. He was pretty sure she was aware he had scars, but he doesn't believe she's seen them like this before. He doesn't know how to answer her question.

[lightning-margulis]

Oh- sorry for startling you-

She quickly apologized upon hearing Edan make that noise

I saw you massaging yourself and thought I should help

[the-lord-enchanter]

"Why?"

He asked immediately. He didn't like it when people saw his scars, that was clear. Whether it was the sleeping in a hanfu or the multiple times he's had sex with her with the enchantment that hid his scars, something would probably have set her off about that by now.

[lightning-margulis]

Because I want to be helpful and I thought you'd appreciate it, but if you don't want, then I won't...

Yes it was clear he was ashamed of his scars, but something in her just wanted to massage him, it seemed like he was doing it for comfort, so maybe she could help... But she'd accept a no

[the-lord-enchanter]

Open starter!

TW: scars and probably how he got them (war, torture, death)

Today, it was raining outside. Which is fine. Rain is nice. The constant tap tap tap was actually pretty soothing. Unfortunately, with today's rain, his scars were aching something fierce. He wished there was a lotion to soothe age-old pain like this, but alas, he had found none. Massaging it usually worked pretty well. So he took off his hanfu, and the pants underneath, leaving only his boxers. Even the right side of his boxers were bothering him, right over that giant red scar from a bomb on a battlefield one time. He rubbed that area first.

Anyone can join!

He probably should've made sure his door was locked before he did this, because that's when you had come in.

Tags (/nf):

@lightning-margulis @preciouslilgal @totally-sane-refugee

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis was just planning to lay down for a power nap when he found Edan massaging his scars, curious she tilted her head

Hey there my love, want an extra pair of hands to help?

No undertone of wanting anything more, she just assumed he massaged his scars due to some lingering pain and she wants to help

[the-lord-enchanter]

Edan made a startled noise and attempted to cover himself with his hanfu, holding it in front of himself. He watched her, having forgotten how comfortable she is with showing skin.

"Hello, Margulis." He greeted, very, very unsure. He was pretty sure she was aware he had scars, but he doesn't believe she's seen them like this before. He doesn't know how to answer her question.

[lightning-margulis]

Oh- sorry for startling you-

She quickly apologized upon hearing Edan make that noise

I saw you massaging yourself and thought I should help

[lightning-margulis]

After having woken up and eaten breakfast with Edan, Natalie grabbed her bag back from in front of her room, where she had forgotten it, and looked for Margulis. The first place she figured to check was her room, and so she decided to knock on the door. It wasn't great of her not to have greated Margulis already. Even if she had her excuses. So, she figured the best way to fix this mistake was to go to her as soon as she was able. She waited nervously in front of the door.

@totally-sane-refugee

Margulis who had just gotten up then opens the door, usually Natalie of course would find her already done with her mourning routine, this time not, unkept hair, a 100% lack of clothing showing off all of her scars and a tired look that immediately sprung to joy the moment she spotted Natalie, taking her into a hug

You are back! Hi darling!

[totally-sane-refugee]

Her face erupted with heat at the sight, and she tilted her head so she wouldn't look. Respect, or something. That, and she was incredibly flustered. "H-Hi!"

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis pulled away from the hug, maybe it's the fact that she just woke up or she's right now actually oblivious to Natalie being flustered, she's just happy to see her

So how are you?

[totally-sane-refugee]

She looked down at the ground, again in an attempt to be respectful. "Uhm... I'm doing fine! Nothing has happened so far, and I'm finally back! Now I have this cube thing that's supposed to tell me if I'm hallucinating."

[lightning-margulis]

Always hiding your face~

Margulis lightheartedly complained as she gently lifts up Natalie's face to meet Margulis' eyes, a gentle smile on her

Sounds like you made progress then

[totally-sane-refugee]

She forced her eyes to stay on Margulis's face instead of... anything else. "I— I did! Lots of progress!"

[lightning-margulis]

Lovely to hear! Wanna tell me all about it?

She was curious to hear how she made progress in the facility, Margulis then goes into her room, gesturing Natalie to follow her

Talking while standing will just get uncomfortable, take a seat!

[totally-sane-refugee]

She followed and did as she was told, bringing her gaze back down to the floor. "There's a thing on the back of my neck that's supposed to send signals to the cube. It'll beep if I'm hallucinating, but it won't really tell me what," she started. "I think it'll have the same reaction for minor and major hallucinations."

[lightning-margulis]

So no stopping them yet...

She said as she started picking out some clothes

But I guess it's a major step in terms of research capabilities, hm?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"It's way more than I would have ever hoped for without using the gift, so I would say so! I'm just glad there's actual research here. There was only one Lunar scientist with enough stuff to even try in Farafrah, but he really freaked me out. And Lunars aren't really supposed to be on Earth, so why would anyone look into such a rare condition? I'm grateful."

[lightning-margulis]

Pandora and Sapphire both have a talent of finding the best of the best, so no surprise there

Margulis began slowly dressing up as she spoke

I'm glad that it's working out, seeing you happy about the progress makes me happy

[totally-sane-refugee]

She nodded. "Thank you. I know it must be stressful. Edan keeps telling me to just start using my 'magic' because he thinks I'll turn into a demon." She put quotation marks over the word "magic". "And he insists they're gonna hurt me. I'm not allowed to take any pictures of the things he's concerned about. I just hope I haven't worried you so much."

[lightning-margulis]

Darling I decorated some parts of the facility and my sister founded it, I know I can trust them

Margulis smiled at Natalie as she put on her top, hiding most of the countless scars now

And I think Edan's gonna turn around once he notices how much better you feel

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I'm not sure. I don't see what the harm would be in showing him. I just wish I didn't have to lie to him about it at first. The only reason I don't now is because he somehow found out. I think telling him I can't show him anything will make him more suspicious, which is pretty reasonable." She sighed. "I'm glad you seem okay. That's a relief. Two weeks can feel pretty long when you're not immortal, you know? I missed you."

[lightning-margulis]

Well I don't remember my life before I got into this world, so my sense of time is right now that of a mortal

She wandered over to Natalie and gave her a kiss on the cheek

I missed you too darling

[totally-sane-refugee]

Finally, she looked back up. "I'm sorry I didn't come see you yesterday. I didn't expect to end up falling asleep like that."

[lightning-margulis]

You are not obligated to spend all your time with your partners dear

Margulis chuckled, sitting down besides her and leaning on her, Margulis is ever warm

[totally-sane-refugee]

She shrugged. "I just thought it might be rude to wait a whole night. I don't want to screw this up."

[lightning-margulis]

If you are that worried about it, why not spend the night with me later, hm~?

Now did she mean it in a more... Mature way? In some part, but she also just wanted to cuddle with her tonight

[totally-sane-refugee]

Her eyes widened, and she hid her face in her hands. Why was she so surprised? Margulis did this all the time. "I mean, if you want to..."

[lightning-margulis]

Gods is she adorable when flustered, Margulis just gave her a quick a smooch

So cute~ I expect you tonight then~

Margulis got up and stretched a bit

It's getting somewhat warm again, wanna go on a walk a bit?

[totally-sane-refugee]

She blinked, quickly getting over her shock. "Yeah, that sounds good. I've been waiting forever to be able to go outside again."

[lightning-margulis]

She held out her hand to Natalie

There are a few good pathways through the forest, it's great to get mind started after waking up

Margulis then thought for a second

Tho your appearance certainly jump started my mind earlier than usual

She said smiling

[totally-sane-refugee]

She took her hand and stood up, brushing some stray hairs out of her face. "I didn't think I was wearing anything special today. If anything, I'm a little disheveled."

[lightning-margulis]

No shame in looking a bit messy, I love seeing all sides of those I love

Margulis pointed to her hair

I gotta brush those later, so I'm also a bit messy

She began walking out, taking Natalie with her

[totally-sane-refugee]

"So, what do you think the temperature outside is? In Celsius? I know Americans use Fahrenheit, but I haven't quite wrapped my head around it yet."

[lightning-margulis]

Then don't, I much prefer Celsius, it's probably about 15-17°C outside, not too warm, not too cold

As they reach the front door Margulis opens it, letting in a comfortable breeze

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Then I should probably keep my coat on, huh? I'm used to temperatures never really getting lower than 26."

[lightning-margulis]

I forget you are not that resistant to temperatures

Margulis just holds her a bit closer before beginning to walk out with her

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I am very resistant to heat!" She protested. "I really hope I don't lose that over time, but I probably will. I did spend five years living in a desert."

[lightning-margulis]

I don't think it's something you'll lose soon, the summers apparently get really fucking hot

And down the path they walked

If I may, what was life like in the desert?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"It was peaceful. In Farafrah, it was an open secret that many of the citizens were Lunar. Outside of it, many people were eager to turn us in to the government or to someone who would give them a good buck. They either didn't want Lunars down here on Earth or wanted the money. Or both. But I kept my head low and made plenty of friends. More than I ever would have on Luna. I learned how to make food, and I learned to carve. I would say it was probably the happiest years of my life. Still, letumosis was all too common in my village. Since Lunars are immune, we were stuck taking care of the ill who were destined to pass. So there was some good, and there was some bad. Most of my neighbors freaked out when they saw the tattoos on our forearms. I guess they don't do that here."

[lightning-margulis]

Sounds like it was a time in life you needed and need again, I hope I can provide you with that... And what tattoo? I don't think I've spotted it yet-

[totally-sane-refugee]

She rolled up her sleeve to show a small tattoo that read "LW-12."

"Every person in my sector had one like this. It means 'lumber and wood 12.' That was my home for sixteen years."

[lightning-margulis]

I see... A constant reminder of the past then, hm?

As they walked they entered the forest, following a path that looks like it's taken regularly by Margulis

[totally-sane-refugee]

"This one doesn't bother me. Luna definitely wasn't the best place to live, but that's where my childhood was. That's where I spent all my time with my father and brother. The tattoo doesn't bring back bad memories for me."

[lightning-margulis]

Understandable... Must be nice to remember it

She tried thinking about what her childhood was like... She doesn't remember it and from what she'd been told... She didn't have one... Margulis simply just smiled, hiding her thoughts

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I've gotten very forgetful over the years. Moreso after the... Right after I got here. I really don't want to forget the times I had. I don't think you've ever seen it, but on Luna, we could see the phases of the Earth instead of the phases of the moon. I wish I could show a picture, but people don't have portscreens on Luna."

[lightning-margulis]

I could rob a couple of billionaires so we could fund making a livable base on the moon, then we could see it

Margulis said in a lighthearted tone

[totally-sane-refugee]

She shook her head. "You don't have to trouble yourself. Space travel is much easier in the future. People travel around the other planets all the time. Only, it's illegal for Earthens to go to Luna unless specifically permitted."

[lightning-margulis]

Well I'd still like to rob some billionaires

At this point it's clearer that she was being sarcastic, although she'd still just rob billionaires if she didn't have responsibilities

[totally-sane-refugee]

"There aren't any domes yet, right?" She asked. "I assume they were set up much later. Is there even a moon base yet?"

[lightning-margulis]

No, but I think there are plans to make one, probably still within your lifetime...

Always remind yourself she's mortal and you are not, good job Margulis.

[totally-sane-refugee]

"So it's sooner than I thought. I don't think the Blackburns will take over in my lifetime here, though. So no Lunars."

[lightning-margulis]

Don't be so sure of that, time travel is weird and you just be in a timeline where your future doesn't happen

Margulis saw a cool stick and picked it up while walking with Natalie, now fidgeting with it

[totally-sane-refugee]

She winced. "That might be good in some ways. No letumosis. No wolf people. No manipulative Lunars." But that also meant neither of them would have the chance to meet any of her people or find out what it was like. She thought that would have been nice, but alas.

[lightning-margulis]

But there's no way to know truly what'll happen and time is a weird topic any way, my sister told me that our home world had messed up time and because of that we are both displaced but also not displaced in time

She paused to break the cool stick in half with her hand to fidget with a shorter stick

But I don't really understand that so I just choose to not think about it

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I'm gonna be honest. That makes no sense at all. It just feels weird to think that my future might not exist here. I feel like just being here probably alters some timelines. Like, the exact future I had might not even be here because of it. I might be dead in that old world. Maybe this is the afterlife."

[lightning-margulis]

Exactly what I told my sister

She does a fingergun motion to add some humor

It's best not to think about it in the end, you are here now and I love you

[totally-sane-refugee]

She smiled. "I love you, too. By the way, has there been any progress in finding her?"

[lightning-margulis]

I heard someone appeared who has much deeper knowledge on the technology she dabbled with, so probably, but they don't keep me up to date

[totally-sane-refugee]

"They don't? How come? Are they just as secretive as the facility?" She didn't understand. What harm would come in either situation to letting loved ones know what was up? Wouldn't it be better that way?

[lightning-margulis]

Pandora's cult mainly is going around the world providing people in need with help and resources, just to the side they have a department dedicated to the supernatural and to developing new technologies, from what I've been told, I don't get all the infos because there's always a risk of some greedy corporations getting their hands on me

Margulis just shrugged, in truth she also just trusts them to succeed

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Still, don't you deserve to know all there is to know about finding your sister? Of all people to hide things from, why you?"

[lightning-margulis]

I mean... I know she's alive, I can feel it and I know Sapphire will find her... So I never really asked for more

[totally-sane-refugee]

She nodded, though she still didn't get it. If there was any information about her little brother, she would demand to know every last detail. "I really hope they find her. From what I saw of her, she was very kind."

[lightning-margulis]

She is... Incredibly kind and has the strength to back it up... My mother isn't too fond of her, but they never attacked each other

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Hey." She squeezed Margulis's hand. "I know what it's like to miss a sibling. Everything will be perfectly fine. You have some of the finest minds of the era looking for her!"

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis leaned into her at that

Thanks, hearing it from someone other than me just feels a bit more reassuring

[totally-sane-refugee]

She felt a twang of envy that Margulis would be able to have that chance, and now, even the smallest glimmer of hope she had of seeing her brother was gone. But that wasn't fair to Margulis. It wasn't her fault. She quickly pushed down the feeling to focus on reassurance. "And you said she's still alive. That's huge! Maybe this connection you feel will help you find her."

[lightning-margulis]

I've already seeked places where it felt the strongest, she's not in this world...

And then they arrived at a small forest opening, with some large rocks in it they could sit on

Let's relax here a bit, hm?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Here feels nice. Rest our legs a little." She headed towards the rocks. See? She rubbed the back of her neck where the device was, willing herself to focus on the fresh air and the beautiful nature surrounding her. If she got upset or too in her head missing everybody, that would just make the hallucinations worse. She knew this.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis sat down besides her and just relaxed her head on Natalie's shoulder

I usually come here early morning to meditate

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Hm. I've never tried meditating before. I don't think staring into space randomly counts." She shrugged. "I do that a lot."

[lightning-margulis]

Do you want to give it a try? It can help clear your mind if you do it regularly

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Why not? I don't know if I'll be really good at it, but it sounds fun." Yeah, maybe hearing voices in her head would make it harder. But she didn't say that, for fear of sounding even more crazy than she was.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis then got up and sat down on the ground, taking on a meditative pose

First get on the ground and sit down however you feel comfortable

[totally-sane-refugee]

She copied Margulis's pose on the ground, watching her carefully. "And then?"

[lightning-margulis]

Close your eyes and listen to the forest, focus only on its sounds

She did so first, going silent as she began listening to the forest, the leaves rustling in the soft wind, the birds chirping and flapping, a river in the distance flowing, the grass rustling

[totally-sane-refugee]

She closed her eyes and tried to do just that. While she was able to focus a great deal of her attention on the sounds of the forest, part of her was still trying to hear out for anything out of place. She was still on guard for hallucinations.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis continued to listen, now with Natalie here she also focused on her breathing, adding it to the soundscape she's listening to. Somewhere in the distance a animal steps on a branch, cracking it

[totally-sane-refugee]

She clenched her fists as she took deep breaths and tried to calm her heart. She breathed in and out, her muscles slowly relaxing.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis felt Natalie relax, causing her to smile a bit as she continued to meditate, a rock fell into the river in the distance

[totally-sane-refugee]

She continued to take deep breaths, still delegating some of her attention to making sure she wasn't hallucinating. Eventually, she thought she felt a tap on her shoulder and opened her eyes to look behind her. No one. She sighed.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis opened her eyes again and looked over to Natalie

Don't worry if it didn't fully work, I recommend you just do this once a day, within a week or so you'll figure it out

[totally-sane-refugee]

"It's..." she waved her hand. "You know. It's not like I'm just getting distracted. I'll figure it out."

[lightning-margulis]

I know, I believe you can figure it out

She walked over to Natalie and sat down besides her, giving her a quick kiss on her cheek

But I'm proud of you for trying, most people think meditation just doesn't work after failing once

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Eventually..." She but her cheek. "Thanks for letting me have a shot. I'll keep trying."

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis smiled at her

I did so gladly, I love you meng Sonn

The last part didn't sound like English

[totally-sane-refugee]

She yawned and tilted her head. All this everything always made her tired. But not collapsing into bed tired. The kind of constant tiredness from being stressed all of the time. "What was that supposed to mean?"

[lightning-margulis]

It means "My sun"

She shifted her position a bit

Wanna take a small rest on my lap?

[totally-sane-refugee]

She smiled and hummed to herself. "I think your shoulder's a little more comfy right now. I don't wanna lay down. But thank you."

To be honest, she was nervous she might fall asleep. But with the warmth of her body, that was still a risk resting on her shoulder.

[lightning-margulis]

That's okay, then do that

She smiled, happy to see Natalie smile

[lightning-margulis]

After having woken up and eaten breakfast with Edan, Natalie grabbed her bag back from in front of her room, where she had forgotten it, and looked for Margulis. The first place she figured to check was her room, and so she decided to knock on the door. It wasn't great of her not to have greated Margulis already. Even if she had her excuses. So, she figured the best way to fix this mistake was to go to her as soon as she was able. She waited nervously in front of the door.

@totally-sane-refugee

Margulis who had just gotten up then opens the door, usually Natalie of course would find her already done with her mourning routine, this time not, unkept hair, a 100% lack of clothing showing off all of her scars and a tired look that immediately sprung to joy the moment she spotted Natalie, taking her into a hug

You are back! Hi darling!

[totally-sane-refugee]

Her face erupted with heat at the sight, and she tilted her head so she wouldn't look. Respect, or something. That, and she was incredibly flustered. "H-Hi!"

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis pulled away from the hug, maybe it's the fact that she just woke up or she's right now actually oblivious to Natalie being flustered, she's just happy to see her

So how are you?

[totally-sane-refugee]

She looked down at the ground, again in an attempt to be respectful. "Uhm... I'm doing fine! Nothing has happened so far, and I'm finally back! Now I have this cube thing that's supposed to tell me if I'm hallucinating."

[lightning-margulis]

Always hiding your face~

Margulis lightheartedly complained as she gently lifts up Natalie's face to meet Margulis' eyes, a gentle smile on her

Sounds like you made progress then

[totally-sane-refugee]

She forced her eyes to stay on Margulis's face instead of... anything else. "I— I did! Lots of progress!"

[lightning-margulis]

Lovely to hear! Wanna tell me all about it?

She was curious to hear how she made progress in the facility, Margulis then goes into her room, gesturing Natalie to follow her

Talking while standing will just get uncomfortable, take a seat!

[totally-sane-refugee]

She followed and did as she was told, bringing her gaze back down to the floor. "There's a thing on the back of my neck that's supposed to send signals to the cube. It'll beep if I'm hallucinating, but it won't really tell me what," she started. "I think it'll have the same reaction for minor and major hallucinations."

[lightning-margulis]

So no stopping them yet...

She said as she started picking out some clothes

But I guess it's a major step in terms of research capabilities, hm?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"It's way more than I would have ever hoped for without using the gift, so I would say so! I'm just glad there's actual research here. There was only one Lunar scientist with enough stuff to even try in Farafrah, but he really freaked me out. And Lunars aren't really supposed to be on Earth, so why would anyone look into such a rare condition? I'm grateful."

[lightning-margulis]

Pandora and Sapphire both have a talent of finding the best of the best, so no surprise there

Margulis began slowly dressing up as she spoke

I'm glad that it's working out, seeing you happy about the progress makes me happy

[totally-sane-refugee]

She nodded. "Thank you. I know it must be stressful. Edan keeps telling me to just start using my 'magic' because he thinks I'll turn into a demon." She put quotation marks over the word "magic". "And he insists they're gonna hurt me. I'm not allowed to take any pictures of the things he's concerned about. I just hope I haven't worried you so much."

[lightning-margulis]

Darling I decorated some parts of the facility and my sister founded it, I know I can trust them

Margulis smiled at Natalie as she put on her top, hiding most of the countless scars now

And I think Edan's gonna turn around once he notices how much better you feel

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I'm not sure. I don't see what the harm would be in showing him. I just wish I didn't have to lie to him about it at first. The only reason I don't now is because he somehow found out. I think telling him I can't show him anything will make him more suspicious, which is pretty reasonable." She sighed. "I'm glad you seem okay. That's a relief. Two weeks can feel pretty long when you're not immortal, you know? I missed you."

[lightning-margulis]

Well I don't remember my life before I got into this world, so my sense of time is right now that of a mortal

She wandered over to Natalie and gave her a kiss on the cheek

I missed you too darling

[totally-sane-refugee]

Finally, she looked back up. "I'm sorry I didn't come see you yesterday. I didn't expect to end up falling asleep like that."

[lightning-margulis]

You are not obligated to spend all your time with your partners dear

Margulis chuckled, sitting down besides her and leaning on her, Margulis is ever warm

[totally-sane-refugee]

She shrugged. "I just thought it might be rude to wait a whole night. I don't want to screw this up."

[lightning-margulis]

If you are that worried about it, why not spend the night with me later, hm~?

Now did she mean it in a more... Mature way? In some part, but she also just wanted to cuddle with her tonight

[totally-sane-refugee]

Her eyes widened, and she hid her face in her hands. Why was she so surprised? Margulis did this all the time. "I mean, if you want to..."

[lightning-margulis]

Gods is she adorable when flustered, Margulis just gave her a quick a smooch

So cute~ I expect you tonight then~

Margulis got up and stretched a bit

It's getting somewhat warm again, wanna go on a walk a bit?

[totally-sane-refugee]

She blinked, quickly getting over her shock. "Yeah, that sounds good. I've been waiting forever to be able to go outside again."

[lightning-margulis]

She held out her hand to Natalie

There are a few good pathways through the forest, it's great to get mind started after waking up

Margulis then thought for a second

Tho your appearance certainly jump started my mind earlier than usual

She said smiling

[totally-sane-refugee]

She took her hand and stood up, brushing some stray hairs out of her face. "I didn't think I was wearing anything special today. If anything, I'm a little disheveled."

[lightning-margulis]

No shame in looking a bit messy, I love seeing all sides of those I love

Margulis pointed to her hair

I gotta brush those later, so I'm also a bit messy

She began walking out, taking Natalie with her

[totally-sane-refugee]

"So, what do you think the temperature outside is? In Celsius? I know Americans use Fahrenheit, but I haven't quite wrapped my head around it yet."

[lightning-margulis]

Then don't, I much prefer Celsius, it's probably about 15-17°C outside, not too warm, not too cold

As they reach the front door Margulis opens it, letting in a comfortable breeze

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Then I should probably keep my coat on, huh? I'm used to temperatures never really getting lower than 26."

[lightning-margulis]

I forget you are not that resistant to temperatures

Margulis just holds her a bit closer before beginning to walk out with her

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I am very resistant to heat!" She protested. "I really hope I don't lose that over time, but I probably will. I did spend five years living in a desert."

[lightning-margulis]

I don't think it's something you'll lose soon, the summers apparently get really fucking hot

And down the path they walked

If I may, what was life like in the desert?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"It was peaceful. In Farafrah, it was an open secret that many of the citizens were Lunar. Outside of it, many people were eager to turn us in to the government or to someone who would give them a good buck. They either didn't want Lunars down here on Earth or wanted the money. Or both. But I kept my head low and made plenty of friends. More than I ever would have on Luna. I learned how to make food, and I learned to carve. I would say it was probably the happiest years of my life. Still, letumosis was all too common in my village. Since Lunars are immune, we were stuck taking care of the ill who were destined to pass. So there was some good, and there was some bad. Most of my neighbors freaked out when they saw the tattoos on our forearms. I guess they don't do that here."

[lightning-margulis]

Sounds like it was a time in life you needed and need again, I hope I can provide you with that... And what tattoo? I don't think I've spotted it yet-

[totally-sane-refugee]

She rolled up her sleeve to show a small tattoo that read "LW-12."

"Every person in my sector had one like this. It means 'lumber and wood 12.' That was my home for sixteen years."

[lightning-margulis]

I see... A constant reminder of the past then, hm?

As they walked they entered the forest, following a path that looks like it's taken regularly by Margulis

[totally-sane-refugee]

"This one doesn't bother me. Luna definitely wasn't the best place to live, but that's where my childhood was. That's where I spent all my time with my father and brother. The tattoo doesn't bring back bad memories for me."

[lightning-margulis]

Understandable... Must be nice to remember it

She tried thinking about what her childhood was like... She doesn't remember it and from what she'd been told... She didn't have one... Margulis simply just smiled, hiding her thoughts

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I've gotten very forgetful over the years. Moreso after the... Right after I got here. I really don't want to forget the times I had. I don't think you've ever seen it, but on Luna, we could see the phases of the Earth instead of the phases of the moon. I wish I could show a picture, but people don't have portscreens on Luna."

[lightning-margulis]

I could rob a couple of billionaires so we could fund making a livable base on the moon, then we could see it

Margulis said in a lighthearted tone

[totally-sane-refugee]

She shook her head. "You don't have to trouble yourself. Space travel is much easier in the future. People travel around the other planets all the time. Only, it's illegal for Earthens to go to Luna unless specifically permitted."

[lightning-margulis]

Well I'd still like to rob some billionaires

At this point it's clearer that she was being sarcastic, although she'd still just rob billionaires if she didn't have responsibilities

[totally-sane-refugee]

"There aren't any domes yet, right?" She asked. "I assume they were set up much later. Is there even a moon base yet?"

[lightning-margulis]

No, but I think there are plans to make one, probably still within your lifetime...

Always remind yourself she's mortal and you are not, good job Margulis.

[totally-sane-refugee]

"So it's sooner than I thought. I don't think the Blackburns will take over in my lifetime here, though. So no Lunars."

[lightning-margulis]

Don't be so sure of that, time travel is weird and you just be in a timeline where your future doesn't happen

Margulis saw a cool stick and picked it up while walking with Natalie, now fidgeting with it

[totally-sane-refugee]

She winced. "That might be good in some ways. No letumosis. No wolf people. No manipulative Lunars." But that also meant neither of them would have the chance to meet any of her people or find out what it was like. She thought that would have been nice, but alas.

[lightning-margulis]

But there's no way to know truly what'll happen and time is a weird topic any way, my sister told me that our home world had messed up time and because of that we are both displaced but also not displaced in time

She paused to break the cool stick in half with her hand to fidget with a shorter stick

But I don't really understand that so I just choose to not think about it

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I'm gonna be honest. That makes no sense at all. It just feels weird to think that my future might not exist here. I feel like just being here probably alters some timelines. Like, the exact future I had might not even be here because of it. I might be dead in that old world. Maybe this is the afterlife."

[lightning-margulis]

Exactly what I told my sister

She does a fingergun motion to add some humor

It's best not to think about it in the end, you are here now and I love you

[totally-sane-refugee]

She smiled. "I love you, too. By the way, has there been any progress in finding her?"

[lightning-margulis]

I heard someone appeared who has much deeper knowledge on the technology she dabbled with, so probably, but they don't keep me up to date

[totally-sane-refugee]

"They don't? How come? Are they just as secretive as the facility?" She didn't understand. What harm would come in either situation to letting loved ones know what was up? Wouldn't it be better that way?

[lightning-margulis]

Pandora's cult mainly is going around the world providing people in need with help and resources, just to the side they have a department dedicated to the supernatural and to developing new technologies, from what I've been told, I don't get all the infos because there's always a risk of some greedy corporations getting their hands on me

Margulis just shrugged, in truth she also just trusts them to succeed

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Still, don't you deserve to know all there is to know about finding your sister? Of all people to hide things from, why you?"

[lightning-margulis]

I mean... I know she's alive, I can feel it and I know Sapphire will find her... So I never really asked for more

[totally-sane-refugee]

She nodded, though she still didn't get it. If there was any information about her little brother, she would demand to know every last detail. "I really hope they find her. From what I saw of her, she was very kind."

[lightning-margulis]

She is... Incredibly kind and has the strength to back it up... My mother isn't too fond of her, but they never attacked each other

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Hey." She squeezed Margulis's hand. "I know what it's like to miss a sibling. Everything will be perfectly fine. You have some of the finest minds of the era looking for her!"

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis leaned into her at that

Thanks, hearing it from someone other than me just feels a bit more reassuring

[totally-sane-refugee]

She felt a twang of envy that Margulis would be able to have that chance, and now, even the smallest glimmer of hope she had of seeing her brother was gone. But that wasn't fair to Margulis. It wasn't her fault. She quickly pushed down the feeling to focus on reassurance. "And you said she's still alive. That's huge! Maybe this connection you feel will help you find her."

[lightning-margulis]

I've already seeked places where it felt the strongest, she's not in this world...

And then they arrived at a small forest opening, with some large rocks in it they could sit on

Let's relax here a bit, hm?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Here feels nice. Rest our legs a little." She headed towards the rocks. See? She rubbed the back of her neck where the device was, willing herself to focus on the fresh air and the beautiful nature surrounding her. If she got upset or too in her head missing everybody, that would just make the hallucinations worse. She knew this.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis sat down besides her and just relaxed her head on Natalie's shoulder

I usually come here early morning to meditate

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Hm. I've never tried meditating before. I don't think staring into space randomly counts." She shrugged. "I do that a lot."

[lightning-margulis]

Do you want to give it a try? It can help clear your mind if you do it regularly

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Why not? I don't know if I'll be really good at it, but it sounds fun." Yeah, maybe hearing voices in her head would make it harder. But she didn't say that, for fear of sounding even more crazy than she was.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis then got up and sat down on the ground, taking on a meditative pose

First get on the ground and sit down however you feel comfortable

[totally-sane-refugee]

She copied Margulis's pose on the ground, watching her carefully. "And then?"

[lightning-margulis]

Close your eyes and listen to the forest, focus only on its sounds

She did so first, going silent as she began listening to the forest, the leaves rustling in the soft wind, the birds chirping and flapping, a river in the distance flowing, the grass rustling

[totally-sane-refugee]

She closed her eyes and tried to do just that. While she was able to focus a great deal of her attention on the sounds of the forest, part of her was still trying to hear out for anything out of place. She was still on guard for hallucinations.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis continued to listen, now with Natalie here she also focused on her breathing, adding it to the soundscape she's listening to. Somewhere in the distance a animal steps on a branch, cracking it

[totally-sane-refugee]

She clenched her fists as she took deep breaths and tried to calm her heart. She breathed in and out, her muscles slowly relaxing.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis felt Natalie relax, causing her to smile a bit as she continued to meditate, a rock fell into the river in the distance

[totally-sane-refugee]

She continued to take deep breaths, still delegating some of her attention to making sure she wasn't hallucinating. Eventually, she thought she felt a tap on her shoulder and opened her eyes to look behind her. No one. She sighed.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis opened her eyes again and looked over to Natalie

Don't worry if it didn't fully work, I recommend you just do this once a day, within a week or so you'll figure it out

[totally-sane-refugee]

"It's..." she waved her hand. "You know. It's not like I'm just getting distracted. I'll figure it out."

[lightning-margulis]

I know, I believe you can figure it out

She walked over to Natalie and sat down besides her, giving her a quick kiss on her cheek

But I'm proud of you for trying, most people think meditation just doesn't work after failing once

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Eventually..." She but her cheek. "Thanks for letting me have a shot. I'll keep trying."

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis smiled at her

I did so gladly, I love you meng Sonn

The last part didn't sound like English

[totally-sane-refugee]

She yawned and tilted her head. All this everything always made her tired. But not collapsing into bed tired. The kind of constant tiredness from being stressed all of the time. "What was that supposed to mean?"

[lightning-margulis]

It means "My sun"

She shifted her position a bit

Wanna take a small rest on my lap?

[lightning-margulis]

After having woken up and eaten breakfast with Edan, Natalie grabbed her bag back from in front of her room, where she had forgotten it, and looked for Margulis. The first place she figured to check was her room, and so she decided to knock on the door. It wasn't great of her not to have greated Margulis already. Even if she had her excuses. So, she figured the best way to fix this mistake was to go to her as soon as she was able. She waited nervously in front of the door.

@totally-sane-refugee

Margulis who had just gotten up then opens the door, usually Natalie of course would find her already done with her mourning routine, this time not, unkept hair, a 100% lack of clothing showing off all of her scars and a tired look that immediately sprung to joy the moment she spotted Natalie, taking her into a hug

You are back! Hi darling!

[totally-sane-refugee]

Her face erupted with heat at the sight, and she tilted her head so she wouldn't look. Respect, or something. That, and she was incredibly flustered. "H-Hi!"

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis pulled away from the hug, maybe it's the fact that she just woke up or she's right now actually oblivious to Natalie being flustered, she's just happy to see her

So how are you?

[totally-sane-refugee]

She looked down at the ground, again in an attempt to be respectful. "Uhm... I'm doing fine! Nothing has happened so far, and I'm finally back! Now I have this cube thing that's supposed to tell me if I'm hallucinating."

[lightning-margulis]

Always hiding your face~

Margulis lightheartedly complained as she gently lifts up Natalie's face to meet Margulis' eyes, a gentle smile on her

Sounds like you made progress then

[totally-sane-refugee]

She forced her eyes to stay on Margulis's face instead of... anything else. "I— I did! Lots of progress!"

[lightning-margulis]

Lovely to hear! Wanna tell me all about it?

She was curious to hear how she made progress in the facility, Margulis then goes into her room, gesturing Natalie to follow her

Talking while standing will just get uncomfortable, take a seat!

[totally-sane-refugee]

She followed and did as she was told, bringing her gaze back down to the floor. "There's a thing on the back of my neck that's supposed to send signals to the cube. It'll beep if I'm hallucinating, but it won't really tell me what," she started. "I think it'll have the same reaction for minor and major hallucinations."

[lightning-margulis]

So no stopping them yet...

She said as she started picking out some clothes

But I guess it's a major step in terms of research capabilities, hm?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"It's way more than I would have ever hoped for without using the gift, so I would say so! I'm just glad there's actual research here. There was only one Lunar scientist with enough stuff to even try in Farafrah, but he really freaked me out. And Lunars aren't really supposed to be on Earth, so why would anyone look into such a rare condition? I'm grateful."

[lightning-margulis]

Pandora and Sapphire both have a talent of finding the best of the best, so no surprise there

Margulis began slowly dressing up as she spoke

I'm glad that it's working out, seeing you happy about the progress makes me happy

[totally-sane-refugee]

She nodded. "Thank you. I know it must be stressful. Edan keeps telling me to just start using my 'magic' because he thinks I'll turn into a demon." She put quotation marks over the word "magic". "And he insists they're gonna hurt me. I'm not allowed to take any pictures of the things he's concerned about. I just hope I haven't worried you so much."

[lightning-margulis]

Darling I decorated some parts of the facility and my sister founded it, I know I can trust them

Margulis smiled at Natalie as she put on her top, hiding most of the countless scars now

And I think Edan's gonna turn around once he notices how much better you feel

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I'm not sure. I don't see what the harm would be in showing him. I just wish I didn't have to lie to him about it at first. The only reason I don't now is because he somehow found out. I think telling him I can't show him anything will make him more suspicious, which is pretty reasonable." She sighed. "I'm glad you seem okay. That's a relief. Two weeks can feel pretty long when you're not immortal, you know? I missed you."

[lightning-margulis]

Well I don't remember my life before I got into this world, so my sense of time is right now that of a mortal

She wandered over to Natalie and gave her a kiss on the cheek

I missed you too darling

[totally-sane-refugee]

Finally, she looked back up. "I'm sorry I didn't come see you yesterday. I didn't expect to end up falling asleep like that."

[lightning-margulis]

You are not obligated to spend all your time with your partners dear

Margulis chuckled, sitting down besides her and leaning on her, Margulis is ever warm

[totally-sane-refugee]

She shrugged. "I just thought it might be rude to wait a whole night. I don't want to screw this up."

[lightning-margulis]

If you are that worried about it, why not spend the night with me later, hm~?

Now did she mean it in a more... Mature way? In some part, but she also just wanted to cuddle with her tonight

[totally-sane-refugee]

Her eyes widened, and she hid her face in her hands. Why was she so surprised? Margulis did this all the time. "I mean, if you want to..."

[lightning-margulis]

Gods is she adorable when flustered, Margulis just gave her a quick a smooch

So cute~ I expect you tonight then~

Margulis got up and stretched a bit

It's getting somewhat warm again, wanna go on a walk a bit?

[totally-sane-refugee]

She blinked, quickly getting over her shock. "Yeah, that sounds good. I've been waiting forever to be able to go outside again."

[lightning-margulis]

She held out her hand to Natalie

There are a few good pathways through the forest, it's great to get mind started after waking up

Margulis then thought for a second

Tho your appearance certainly jump started my mind earlier than usual

She said smiling

[totally-sane-refugee]

She took her hand and stood up, brushing some stray hairs out of her face. "I didn't think I was wearing anything special today. If anything, I'm a little disheveled."

[lightning-margulis]

No shame in looking a bit messy, I love seeing all sides of those I love

Margulis pointed to her hair

I gotta brush those later, so I'm also a bit messy

She began walking out, taking Natalie with her

[totally-sane-refugee]

"So, what do you think the temperature outside is? In Celsius? I know Americans use Fahrenheit, but I haven't quite wrapped my head around it yet."

[lightning-margulis]

Then don't, I much prefer Celsius, it's probably about 15-17°C outside, not too warm, not too cold

As they reach the front door Margulis opens it, letting in a comfortable breeze

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Then I should probably keep my coat on, huh? I'm used to temperatures never really getting lower than 26."

[lightning-margulis]

I forget you are not that resistant to temperatures

Margulis just holds her a bit closer before beginning to walk out with her

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I am very resistant to heat!" She protested. "I really hope I don't lose that over time, but I probably will. I did spend five years living in a desert."

[lightning-margulis]

I don't think it's something you'll lose soon, the summers apparently get really fucking hot

And down the path they walked

If I may, what was life like in the desert?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"It was peaceful. In Farafrah, it was an open secret that many of the citizens were Lunar. Outside of it, many people were eager to turn us in to the government or to someone who would give them a good buck. They either didn't want Lunars down here on Earth or wanted the money. Or both. But I kept my head low and made plenty of friends. More than I ever would have on Luna. I learned how to make food, and I learned to carve. I would say it was probably the happiest years of my life. Still, letumosis was all too common in my village. Since Lunars are immune, we were stuck taking care of the ill who were destined to pass. So there was some good, and there was some bad. Most of my neighbors freaked out when they saw the tattoos on our forearms. I guess they don't do that here."

[lightning-margulis]

Sounds like it was a time in life you needed and need again, I hope I can provide you with that... And what tattoo? I don't think I've spotted it yet-

[totally-sane-refugee]

She rolled up her sleeve to show a small tattoo that read "LW-12."

"Every person in my sector had one like this. It means 'lumber and wood 12.' That was my home for sixteen years."

[lightning-margulis]

I see... A constant reminder of the past then, hm?

As they walked they entered the forest, following a path that looks like it's taken regularly by Margulis

[totally-sane-refugee]

"This one doesn't bother me. Luna definitely wasn't the best place to live, but that's where my childhood was. That's where I spent all my time with my father and brother. The tattoo doesn't bring back bad memories for me."

[lightning-margulis]

Understandable... Must be nice to remember it

She tried thinking about what her childhood was like... She doesn't remember it and from what she'd been told... She didn't have one... Margulis simply just smiled, hiding her thoughts

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I've gotten very forgetful over the years. Moreso after the... Right after I got here. I really don't want to forget the times I had. I don't think you've ever seen it, but on Luna, we could see the phases of the Earth instead of the phases of the moon. I wish I could show a picture, but people don't have portscreens on Luna."

[lightning-margulis]

I could rob a couple of billionaires so we could fund making a livable base on the moon, then we could see it

Margulis said in a lighthearted tone

[totally-sane-refugee]

She shook her head. "You don't have to trouble yourself. Space travel is much easier in the future. People travel around the other planets all the time. Only, it's illegal for Earthens to go to Luna unless specifically permitted."

[lightning-margulis]

Well I'd still like to rob some billionaires

At this point it's clearer that she was being sarcastic, although she'd still just rob billionaires if she didn't have responsibilities

[totally-sane-refugee]

"There aren't any domes yet, right?" She asked. "I assume they were set up much later. Is there even a moon base yet?"

[lightning-margulis]

No, but I think there are plans to make one, probably still within your lifetime...

Always remind yourself she's mortal and you are not, good job Margulis.

[totally-sane-refugee]

"So it's sooner than I thought. I don't think the Blackburns will take over in my lifetime here, though. So no Lunars."

[lightning-margulis]

Don't be so sure of that, time travel is weird and you just be in a timeline where your future doesn't happen

Margulis saw a cool stick and picked it up while walking with Natalie, now fidgeting with it

[totally-sane-refugee]

She winced. "That might be good in some ways. No letumosis. No wolf people. No manipulative Lunars." But that also meant neither of them would have the chance to meet any of her people or find out what it was like. She thought that would have been nice, but alas.

[lightning-margulis]

But there's no way to know truly what'll happen and time is a weird topic any way, my sister told me that our home world had messed up time and because of that we are both displaced but also not displaced in time

She paused to break the cool stick in half with her hand to fidget with a shorter stick

But I don't really understand that so I just choose to not think about it

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I'm gonna be honest. That makes no sense at all. It just feels weird to think that my future might not exist here. I feel like just being here probably alters some timelines. Like, the exact future I had might not even be here because of it. I might be dead in that old world. Maybe this is the afterlife."

[lightning-margulis]

Exactly what I told my sister

She does a fingergun motion to add some humor

It's best not to think about it in the end, you are here now and I love you

[totally-sane-refugee]

She smiled. "I love you, too. By the way, has there been any progress in finding her?"

[lightning-margulis]

I heard someone appeared who has much deeper knowledge on the technology she dabbled with, so probably, but they don't keep me up to date

[totally-sane-refugee]

"They don't? How come? Are they just as secretive as the facility?" She didn't understand. What harm would come in either situation to letting loved ones know what was up? Wouldn't it be better that way?

[lightning-margulis]

Pandora's cult mainly is going around the world providing people in need with help and resources, just to the side they have a department dedicated to the supernatural and to developing new technologies, from what I've been told, I don't get all the infos because there's always a risk of some greedy corporations getting their hands on me

Margulis just shrugged, in truth she also just trusts them to succeed

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Still, don't you deserve to know all there is to know about finding your sister? Of all people to hide things from, why you?"

[lightning-margulis]

I mean... I know she's alive, I can feel it and I know Sapphire will find her... So I never really asked for more

[totally-sane-refugee]

She nodded, though she still didn't get it. If there was any information about her little brother, she would demand to know every last detail. "I really hope they find her. From what I saw of her, she was very kind."

[lightning-margulis]

She is... Incredibly kind and has the strength to back it up... My mother isn't too fond of her, but they never attacked each other

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Hey." She squeezed Margulis's hand. "I know what it's like to miss a sibling. Everything will be perfectly fine. You have some of the finest minds of the era looking for her!"

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis leaned into her at that

Thanks, hearing it from someone other than me just feels a bit more reassuring

[totally-sane-refugee]

She felt a twang of envy that Margulis would be able to have that chance, and now, even the smallest glimmer of hope she had of seeing her brother was gone. But that wasn't fair to Margulis. It wasn't her fault. She quickly pushed down the feeling to focus on reassurance. "And you said she's still alive. That's huge! Maybe this connection you feel will help you find her."

[lightning-margulis]

I've already seeked places where it felt the strongest, she's not in this world...

And then they arrived at a small forest opening, with some large rocks in it they could sit on

Let's relax here a bit, hm?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Here feels nice. Rest our legs a little." She headed towards the rocks. See? She rubbed the back of her neck where the device was, willing herself to focus on the fresh air and the beautiful nature surrounding her. If she got upset or too in her head missing everybody, that would just make the hallucinations worse. She knew this.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis sat down besides her and just relaxed her head on Natalie's shoulder

I usually come here early morning to meditate

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Hm. I've never tried meditating before. I don't think staring into space randomly counts." She shrugged. "I do that a lot."

[lightning-margulis]

Do you want to give it a try? It can help clear your mind if you do it regularly

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Why not? I don't know if I'll be really good at it, but it sounds fun." Yeah, maybe hearing voices in her head would make it harder. But she didn't say that, for fear of sounding even more crazy than she was.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis then got up and sat down on the ground, taking on a meditative pose

First get on the ground and sit down however you feel comfortable

[totally-sane-refugee]

She copied Margulis's pose on the ground, watching her carefully. "And then?"

[lightning-margulis]

Close your eyes and listen to the forest, focus only on its sounds

She did so first, going silent as she began listening to the forest, the leaves rustling in the soft wind, the birds chirping and flapping, a river in the distance flowing, the grass rustling

[totally-sane-refugee]

She closed her eyes and tried to do just that. While she was able to focus a great deal of her attention on the sounds of the forest, part of her was still trying to hear out for anything out of place. She was still on guard for hallucinations.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis continued to listen, now with Natalie here she also focused on her breathing, adding it to the soundscape she's listening to. Somewhere in the distance a animal steps on a branch, cracking it

[totally-sane-refugee]

She clenched her fists as she took deep breaths and tried to calm her heart. She breathed in and out, her muscles slowly relaxing.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis felt Natalie relax, causing her to smile a bit as she continued to meditate, a rock fell into the river in the distance

[totally-sane-refugee]

She continued to take deep breaths, still delegating some of her attention to making sure she wasn't hallucinating. Eventually, she thought she felt a tap on her shoulder and opened her eyes to look behind her. No one. She sighed.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis opened her eyes again and looked over to Natalie

Don't worry if it didn't fully work, I recommend you just do this once a day, within a week or so you'll figure it out

[totally-sane-refugee]

"It's..." she waved her hand. "You know. It's not like I'm just getting distracted. I'll figure it out."

[lightning-margulis]

I know, I believe you can figure it out

She walked over to Natalie and sat down besides her, giving her a quick kiss on her cheek

But I'm proud of you for trying, most people think meditation just doesn't work after failing once

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Eventually..." She but her cheek. "Thanks for letting me have a shot. I'll keep trying."

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis smiled at her

I did so gladly, I love you meng Sonn

The last part didn't sound like English

[lightning-margulis]

After having woken up and eaten breakfast with Edan, Natalie grabbed her bag back from in front of her room, where she had forgotten it, and looked for Margulis. The first place she figured to check was her room, and so she decided to knock on the door. It wasn't great of her not to have greated Margulis already. Even if she had her excuses. So, she figured the best way to fix this mistake was to go to her as soon as she was able. She waited nervously in front of the door.

@totally-sane-refugee

Margulis who had just gotten up then opens the door, usually Natalie of course would find her already done with her mourning routine, this time not, unkept hair, a 100% lack of clothing showing off all of her scars and a tired look that immediately sprung to joy the moment she spotted Natalie, taking her into a hug

You are back! Hi darling!

[totally-sane-refugee]

Her face erupted with heat at the sight, and she tilted her head so she wouldn't look. Respect, or something. That, and she was incredibly flustered. "H-Hi!"

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis pulled away from the hug, maybe it's the fact that she just woke up or she's right now actually oblivious to Natalie being flustered, she's just happy to see her

So how are you?

[totally-sane-refugee]

She looked down at the ground, again in an attempt to be respectful. "Uhm... I'm doing fine! Nothing has happened so far, and I'm finally back! Now I have this cube thing that's supposed to tell me if I'm hallucinating."

[lightning-margulis]

Always hiding your face~

Margulis lightheartedly complained as she gently lifts up Natalie's face to meet Margulis' eyes, a gentle smile on her

Sounds like you made progress then

[totally-sane-refugee]

She forced her eyes to stay on Margulis's face instead of... anything else. "I— I did! Lots of progress!"

[lightning-margulis]

Lovely to hear! Wanna tell me all about it?

She was curious to hear how she made progress in the facility, Margulis then goes into her room, gesturing Natalie to follow her

Talking while standing will just get uncomfortable, take a seat!

[totally-sane-refugee]

She followed and did as she was told, bringing her gaze back down to the floor. "There's a thing on the back of my neck that's supposed to send signals to the cube. It'll beep if I'm hallucinating, but it won't really tell me what," she started. "I think it'll have the same reaction for minor and major hallucinations."

[lightning-margulis]

So no stopping them yet...

She said as she started picking out some clothes

But I guess it's a major step in terms of research capabilities, hm?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"It's way more than I would have ever hoped for without using the gift, so I would say so! I'm just glad there's actual research here. There was only one Lunar scientist with enough stuff to even try in Farafrah, but he really freaked me out. And Lunars aren't really supposed to be on Earth, so why would anyone look into such a rare condition? I'm grateful."

[lightning-margulis]

Pandora and Sapphire both have a talent of finding the best of the best, so no surprise there

Margulis began slowly dressing up as she spoke

I'm glad that it's working out, seeing you happy about the progress makes me happy

[totally-sane-refugee]

She nodded. "Thank you. I know it must be stressful. Edan keeps telling me to just start using my 'magic' because he thinks I'll turn into a demon." She put quotation marks over the word "magic". "And he insists they're gonna hurt me. I'm not allowed to take any pictures of the things he's concerned about. I just hope I haven't worried you so much."

[lightning-margulis]

Darling I decorated some parts of the facility and my sister founded it, I know I can trust them

Margulis smiled at Natalie as she put on her top, hiding most of the countless scars now

And I think Edan's gonna turn around once he notices how much better you feel

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I'm not sure. I don't see what the harm would be in showing him. I just wish I didn't have to lie to him about it at first. The only reason I don't now is because he somehow found out. I think telling him I can't show him anything will make him more suspicious, which is pretty reasonable." She sighed. "I'm glad you seem okay. That's a relief. Two weeks can feel pretty long when you're not immortal, you know? I missed you."

[lightning-margulis]

Well I don't remember my life before I got into this world, so my sense of time is right now that of a mortal

She wandered over to Natalie and gave her a kiss on the cheek

I missed you too darling

[totally-sane-refugee]

Finally, she looked back up. "I'm sorry I didn't come see you yesterday. I didn't expect to end up falling asleep like that."

[lightning-margulis]

You are not obligated to spend all your time with your partners dear

Margulis chuckled, sitting down besides her and leaning on her, Margulis is ever warm

[totally-sane-refugee]

She shrugged. "I just thought it might be rude to wait a whole night. I don't want to screw this up."

[lightning-margulis]

If you are that worried about it, why not spend the night with me later, hm~?

Now did she mean it in a more... Mature way? In some part, but she also just wanted to cuddle with her tonight

[totally-sane-refugee]

Her eyes widened, and she hid her face in her hands. Why was she so surprised? Margulis did this all the time. "I mean, if you want to..."

[lightning-margulis]

Gods is she adorable when flustered, Margulis just gave her a quick a smooch

So cute~ I expect you tonight then~

Margulis got up and stretched a bit

It's getting somewhat warm again, wanna go on a walk a bit?

[totally-sane-refugee]

She blinked, quickly getting over her shock. "Yeah, that sounds good. I've been waiting forever to be able to go outside again."

[lightning-margulis]

She held out her hand to Natalie

There are a few good pathways through the forest, it's great to get mind started after waking up

Margulis then thought for a second

Tho your appearance certainly jump started my mind earlier than usual

She said smiling

[totally-sane-refugee]

She took her hand and stood up, brushing some stray hairs out of her face. "I didn't think I was wearing anything special today. If anything, I'm a little disheveled."

[lightning-margulis]

No shame in looking a bit messy, I love seeing all sides of those I love

Margulis pointed to her hair

I gotta brush those later, so I'm also a bit messy

She began walking out, taking Natalie with her

[totally-sane-refugee]

"So, what do you think the temperature outside is? In Celsius? I know Americans use Fahrenheit, but I haven't quite wrapped my head around it yet."

[lightning-margulis]

Then don't, I much prefer Celsius, it's probably about 15-17°C outside, not too warm, not too cold

As they reach the front door Margulis opens it, letting in a comfortable breeze

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Then I should probably keep my coat on, huh? I'm used to temperatures never really getting lower than 26."

[lightning-margulis]

I forget you are not that resistant to temperatures

Margulis just holds her a bit closer before beginning to walk out with her

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I am very resistant to heat!" She protested. "I really hope I don't lose that over time, but I probably will. I did spend five years living in a desert."

[lightning-margulis]

I don't think it's something you'll lose soon, the summers apparently get really fucking hot

And down the path they walked

If I may, what was life like in the desert?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"It was peaceful. In Farafrah, it was an open secret that many of the citizens were Lunar. Outside of it, many people were eager to turn us in to the government or to someone who would give them a good buck. They either didn't want Lunars down here on Earth or wanted the money. Or both. But I kept my head low and made plenty of friends. More than I ever would have on Luna. I learned how to make food, and I learned to carve. I would say it was probably the happiest years of my life. Still, letumosis was all too common in my village. Since Lunars are immune, we were stuck taking care of the ill who were destined to pass. So there was some good, and there was some bad. Most of my neighbors freaked out when they saw the tattoos on our forearms. I guess they don't do that here."

[lightning-margulis]

Sounds like it was a time in life you needed and need again, I hope I can provide you with that... And what tattoo? I don't think I've spotted it yet-

[totally-sane-refugee]

She rolled up her sleeve to show a small tattoo that read "LW-12."

"Every person in my sector had one like this. It means 'lumber and wood 12.' That was my home for sixteen years."

[lightning-margulis]

I see... A constant reminder of the past then, hm?

As they walked they entered the forest, following a path that looks like it's taken regularly by Margulis

[totally-sane-refugee]

"This one doesn't bother me. Luna definitely wasn't the best place to live, but that's where my childhood was. That's where I spent all my time with my father and brother. The tattoo doesn't bring back bad memories for me."

[lightning-margulis]

Understandable... Must be nice to remember it

She tried thinking about what her childhood was like... She doesn't remember it and from what she'd been told... She didn't have one... Margulis simply just smiled, hiding her thoughts

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I've gotten very forgetful over the years. Moreso after the... Right after I got here. I really don't want to forget the times I had. I don't think you've ever seen it, but on Luna, we could see the phases of the Earth instead of the phases of the moon. I wish I could show a picture, but people don't have portscreens on Luna."

[lightning-margulis]

I could rob a couple of billionaires so we could fund making a livable base on the moon, then we could see it

Margulis said in a lighthearted tone

[totally-sane-refugee]

She shook her head. "You don't have to trouble yourself. Space travel is much easier in the future. People travel around the other planets all the time. Only, it's illegal for Earthens to go to Luna unless specifically permitted."

[lightning-margulis]

Well I'd still like to rob some billionaires

At this point it's clearer that she was being sarcastic, although she'd still just rob billionaires if she didn't have responsibilities

[totally-sane-refugee]

"There aren't any domes yet, right?" She asked. "I assume they were set up much later. Is there even a moon base yet?"

[lightning-margulis]

No, but I think there are plans to make one, probably still within your lifetime...

Always remind yourself she's mortal and you are not, good job Margulis.

[totally-sane-refugee]

"So it's sooner than I thought. I don't think the Blackburns will take over in my lifetime here, though. So no Lunars."

[lightning-margulis]

Don't be so sure of that, time travel is weird and you just be in a timeline where your future doesn't happen

Margulis saw a cool stick and picked it up while walking with Natalie, now fidgeting with it

[totally-sane-refugee]

She winced. "That might be good in some ways. No letumosis. No wolf people. No manipulative Lunars." But that also meant neither of them would have the chance to meet any of her people or find out what it was like. She thought that would have been nice, but alas.

[lightning-margulis]

But there's no way to know truly what'll happen and time is a weird topic any way, my sister told me that our home world had messed up time and because of that we are both displaced but also not displaced in time

She paused to break the cool stick in half with her hand to fidget with a shorter stick

But I don't really understand that so I just choose to not think about it

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I'm gonna be honest. That makes no sense at all. It just feels weird to think that my future might not exist here. I feel like just being here probably alters some timelines. Like, the exact future I had might not even be here because of it. I might be dead in that old world. Maybe this is the afterlife."

[lightning-margulis]

Exactly what I told my sister

She does a fingergun motion to add some humor

It's best not to think about it in the end, you are here now and I love you

[totally-sane-refugee]

She smiled. "I love you, too. By the way, has there been any progress in finding her?"

[lightning-margulis]

I heard someone appeared who has much deeper knowledge on the technology she dabbled with, so probably, but they don't keep me up to date

[totally-sane-refugee]

"They don't? How come? Are they just as secretive as the facility?" She didn't understand. What harm would come in either situation to letting loved ones know what was up? Wouldn't it be better that way?

[lightning-margulis]

Pandora's cult mainly is going around the world providing people in need with help and resources, just to the side they have a department dedicated to the supernatural and to developing new technologies, from what I've been told, I don't get all the infos because there's always a risk of some greedy corporations getting their hands on me

Margulis just shrugged, in truth she also just trusts them to succeed

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Still, don't you deserve to know all there is to know about finding your sister? Of all people to hide things from, why you?"

[lightning-margulis]

I mean... I know she's alive, I can feel it and I know Sapphire will find her... So I never really asked for more

[totally-sane-refugee]

She nodded, though she still didn't get it. If there was any information about her little brother, she would demand to know every last detail. "I really hope they find her. From what I saw of her, she was very kind."

[lightning-margulis]

She is... Incredibly kind and has the strength to back it up... My mother isn't too fond of her, but they never attacked each other

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Hey." She squeezed Margulis's hand. "I know what it's like to miss a sibling. Everything will be perfectly fine. You have some of the finest minds of the era looking for her!"

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis leaned into her at that

Thanks, hearing it from someone other than me just feels a bit more reassuring

[totally-sane-refugee]

She felt a twang of envy that Margulis would be able to have that chance, and now, even the smallest glimmer of hope she had of seeing her brother was gone. But that wasn't fair to Margulis. It wasn't her fault. She quickly pushed down the feeling to focus on reassurance. "And you said she's still alive. That's huge! Maybe this connection you feel will help you find her."

[lightning-margulis]

I've already seeked places where it felt the strongest, she's not in this world...

And then they arrived at a small forest opening, with some large rocks in it they could sit on

Let's relax here a bit, hm?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Here feels nice. Rest our legs a little." She headed towards the rocks. See? She rubbed the back of her neck where the device was, willing herself to focus on the fresh air and the beautiful nature surrounding her. If she got upset or too in her head missing everybody, that would just make the hallucinations worse. She knew this.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis sat down besides her and just relaxed her head on Natalie's shoulder

I usually come here early morning to meditate

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Hm. I've never tried meditating before. I don't think staring into space randomly counts." She shrugged. "I do that a lot."

[lightning-margulis]

Do you want to give it a try? It can help clear your mind if you do it regularly

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Why not? I don't know if I'll be really good at it, but it sounds fun." Yeah, maybe hearing voices in her head would make it harder. But she didn't say that, for fear of sounding even more crazy than she was.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis then got up and sat down on the ground, taking on a meditative pose

First get on the ground and sit down however you feel comfortable

[totally-sane-refugee]

She copied Margulis's pose on the ground, watching her carefully. "And then?"

[lightning-margulis]

Close your eyes and listen to the forest, focus only on its sounds

She did so first, going silent as she began listening to the forest, the leaves rustling in the soft wind, the birds chirping and flapping, a river in the distance flowing, the grass rustling

[totally-sane-refugee]

She closed her eyes and tried to do just that. While she was able to focus a great deal of her attention on the sounds of the forest, part of her was still trying to hear out for anything out of place. She was still on guard for hallucinations.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis continued to listen, now with Natalie here she also focused on her breathing, adding it to the soundscape she's listening to. Somewhere in the distance a animal steps on a branch, cracking it

[totally-sane-refugee]

She clenched her fists as she took deep breaths and tried to calm her heart. She breathed in and out, her muscles slowly relaxing.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis felt Natalie relax, causing her to smile a bit as she continued to meditate, a rock fell into the river in the distance

[totally-sane-refugee]

She continued to take deep breaths, still delegating some of her attention to making sure she wasn't hallucinating. Eventually, she thought she felt a tap on her shoulder and opened her eyes to look behind her. No one. She sighed.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis opened her eyes again and looked over to Natalie

Don't worry if it didn't fully work, I recommend you just do this once a day, within a week or so you'll figure it out

[totally-sane-refugee]

"It's..." she waved her hand. "You know. It's not like I'm just getting distracted. I'll figure it out."

[lightning-margulis]

I know, I believe you can figure it out

She walked over to Natalie and sat down besides her, giving her a quick kiss on her cheek

But I'm proud of you for trying, most people think meditation just doesn't work after failing once

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis

You have a ghost in the house

Would you like the ghost busters to get rid of it

Margulis didn't answer and just did her usual anon annihilation procedure

[lightning-margulis]

After having woken up and eaten breakfast with Edan, Natalie grabbed her bag back from in front of her room, where she had forgotten it, and looked for Margulis. The first place she figured to check was her room, and so she decided to knock on the door. It wasn't great of her not to have greated Margulis already. Even if she had her excuses. So, she figured the best way to fix this mistake was to go to her as soon as she was able. She waited nervously in front of the door.

@totally-sane-refugee

Margulis who had just gotten up then opens the door, usually Natalie of course would find her already done with her mourning routine, this time not, unkept hair, a 100% lack of clothing showing off all of her scars and a tired look that immediately sprung to joy the moment she spotted Natalie, taking her into a hug

You are back! Hi darling!

[totally-sane-refugee]

Her face erupted with heat at the sight, and she tilted her head so she wouldn't look. Respect, or something. That, and she was incredibly flustered. "H-Hi!"

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis pulled away from the hug, maybe it's the fact that she just woke up or she's right now actually oblivious to Natalie being flustered, she's just happy to see her

So how are you?

[totally-sane-refugee]

She looked down at the ground, again in an attempt to be respectful. "Uhm... I'm doing fine! Nothing has happened so far, and I'm finally back! Now I have this cube thing that's supposed to tell me if I'm hallucinating."

[lightning-margulis]

Always hiding your face~

Margulis lightheartedly complained as she gently lifts up Natalie's face to meet Margulis' eyes, a gentle smile on her

Sounds like you made progress then

[totally-sane-refugee]

She forced her eyes to stay on Margulis's face instead of... anything else. "I— I did! Lots of progress!"

[lightning-margulis]

Lovely to hear! Wanna tell me all about it?

She was curious to hear how she made progress in the facility, Margulis then goes into her room, gesturing Natalie to follow her

Talking while standing will just get uncomfortable, take a seat!

[totally-sane-refugee]

She followed and did as she was told, bringing her gaze back down to the floor. "There's a thing on the back of my neck that's supposed to send signals to the cube. It'll beep if I'm hallucinating, but it won't really tell me what," she started. "I think it'll have the same reaction for minor and major hallucinations."

[lightning-margulis]

So no stopping them yet...

She said as she started picking out some clothes

But I guess it's a major step in terms of research capabilities, hm?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"It's way more than I would have ever hoped for without using the gift, so I would say so! I'm just glad there's actual research here. There was only one Lunar scientist with enough stuff to even try in Farafrah, but he really freaked me out. And Lunars aren't really supposed to be on Earth, so why would anyone look into such a rare condition? I'm grateful."

[lightning-margulis]

Pandora and Sapphire both have a talent of finding the best of the best, so no surprise there

Margulis began slowly dressing up as she spoke

I'm glad that it's working out, seeing you happy about the progress makes me happy

[totally-sane-refugee]

She nodded. "Thank you. I know it must be stressful. Edan keeps telling me to just start using my 'magic' because he thinks I'll turn into a demon." She put quotation marks over the word "magic". "And he insists they're gonna hurt me. I'm not allowed to take any pictures of the things he's concerned about. I just hope I haven't worried you so much."

[lightning-margulis]

Darling I decorated some parts of the facility and my sister founded it, I know I can trust them

Margulis smiled at Natalie as she put on her top, hiding most of the countless scars now

And I think Edan's gonna turn around once he notices how much better you feel

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I'm not sure. I don't see what the harm would be in showing him. I just wish I didn't have to lie to him about it at first. The only reason I don't now is because he somehow found out. I think telling him I can't show him anything will make him more suspicious, which is pretty reasonable." She sighed. "I'm glad you seem okay. That's a relief. Two weeks can feel pretty long when you're not immortal, you know? I missed you."

[lightning-margulis]

Well I don't remember my life before I got into this world, so my sense of time is right now that of a mortal

She wandered over to Natalie and gave her a kiss on the cheek

I missed you too darling

[totally-sane-refugee]

Finally, she looked back up. "I'm sorry I didn't come see you yesterday. I didn't expect to end up falling asleep like that."

[lightning-margulis]

You are not obligated to spend all your time with your partners dear

Margulis chuckled, sitting down besides her and leaning on her, Margulis is ever warm

[totally-sane-refugee]

She shrugged. "I just thought it might be rude to wait a whole night. I don't want to screw this up."

[lightning-margulis]

If you are that worried about it, why not spend the night with me later, hm~?

Now did she mean it in a more... Mature way? In some part, but she also just wanted to cuddle with her tonight

[totally-sane-refugee]

Her eyes widened, and she hid her face in her hands. Why was she so surprised? Margulis did this all the time. "I mean, if you want to..."

[lightning-margulis]

Gods is she adorable when flustered, Margulis just gave her a quick a smooch

So cute~ I expect you tonight then~

Margulis got up and stretched a bit

It's getting somewhat warm again, wanna go on a walk a bit?

[totally-sane-refugee]

She blinked, quickly getting over her shock. "Yeah, that sounds good. I've been waiting forever to be able to go outside again."

[lightning-margulis]

She held out her hand to Natalie

There are a few good pathways through the forest, it's great to get mind started after waking up

Margulis then thought for a second

Tho your appearance certainly jump started my mind earlier than usual

She said smiling

[totally-sane-refugee]

She took her hand and stood up, brushing some stray hairs out of her face. "I didn't think I was wearing anything special today. If anything, I'm a little disheveled."

[lightning-margulis]

No shame in looking a bit messy, I love seeing all sides of those I love

Margulis pointed to her hair

I gotta brush those later, so I'm also a bit messy

She began walking out, taking Natalie with her

[totally-sane-refugee]

"So, what do you think the temperature outside is? In Celsius? I know Americans use Fahrenheit, but I haven't quite wrapped my head around it yet."

[lightning-margulis]

Then don't, I much prefer Celsius, it's probably about 15-17°C outside, not too warm, not too cold

As they reach the front door Margulis opens it, letting in a comfortable breeze

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Then I should probably keep my coat on, huh? I'm used to temperatures never really getting lower than 26."

[lightning-margulis]

I forget you are not that resistant to temperatures

Margulis just holds her a bit closer before beginning to walk out with her

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I am very resistant to heat!" She protested. "I really hope I don't lose that over time, but I probably will. I did spend five years living in a desert."

[lightning-margulis]

I don't think it's something you'll lose soon, the summers apparently get really fucking hot

And down the path they walked

If I may, what was life like in the desert?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"It was peaceful. In Farafrah, it was an open secret that many of the citizens were Lunar. Outside of it, many people were eager to turn us in to the government or to someone who would give them a good buck. They either didn't want Lunars down here on Earth or wanted the money. Or both. But I kept my head low and made plenty of friends. More than I ever would have on Luna. I learned how to make food, and I learned to carve. I would say it was probably the happiest years of my life. Still, letumosis was all too common in my village. Since Lunars are immune, we were stuck taking care of the ill who were destined to pass. So there was some good, and there was some bad. Most of my neighbors freaked out when they saw the tattoos on our forearms. I guess they don't do that here."

[lightning-margulis]

Sounds like it was a time in life you needed and need again, I hope I can provide you with that... And what tattoo? I don't think I've spotted it yet-

[totally-sane-refugee]

She rolled up her sleeve to show a small tattoo that read "LW-12."

"Every person in my sector had one like this. It means 'lumber and wood 12.' That was my home for sixteen years."

[lightning-margulis]

I see... A constant reminder of the past then, hm?

As they walked they entered the forest, following a path that looks like it's taken regularly by Margulis

[totally-sane-refugee]

"This one doesn't bother me. Luna definitely wasn't the best place to live, but that's where my childhood was. That's where I spent all my time with my father and brother. The tattoo doesn't bring back bad memories for me."

[lightning-margulis]

Understandable... Must be nice to remember it

She tried thinking about what her childhood was like... She doesn't remember it and from what she'd been told... She didn't have one... Margulis simply just smiled, hiding her thoughts

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I've gotten very forgetful over the years. Moreso after the... Right after I got here. I really don't want to forget the times I had. I don't think you've ever seen it, but on Luna, we could see the phases of the Earth instead of the phases of the moon. I wish I could show a picture, but people don't have portscreens on Luna."

[lightning-margulis]

I could rob a couple of billionaires so we could fund making a livable base on the moon, then we could see it

Margulis said in a lighthearted tone

[totally-sane-refugee]

She shook her head. "You don't have to trouble yourself. Space travel is much easier in the future. People travel around the other planets all the time. Only, it's illegal for Earthens to go to Luna unless specifically permitted."

[lightning-margulis]

Well I'd still like to rob some billionaires

At this point it's clearer that she was being sarcastic, although she'd still just rob billionaires if she didn't have responsibilities

[totally-sane-refugee]

"There aren't any domes yet, right?" She asked. "I assume they were set up much later. Is there even a moon base yet?"

[lightning-margulis]

No, but I think there are plans to make one, probably still within your lifetime...

Always remind yourself she's mortal and you are not, good job Margulis.

[totally-sane-refugee]

"So it's sooner than I thought. I don't think the Blackburns will take over in my lifetime here, though. So no Lunars."

[lightning-margulis]

Don't be so sure of that, time travel is weird and you just be in a timeline where your future doesn't happen

Margulis saw a cool stick and picked it up while walking with Natalie, now fidgeting with it

[totally-sane-refugee]

She winced. "That might be good in some ways. No letumosis. No wolf people. No manipulative Lunars." But that also meant neither of them would have the chance to meet any of her people or find out what it was like. She thought that would have been nice, but alas.

[lightning-margulis]

But there's no way to know truly what'll happen and time is a weird topic any way, my sister told me that our home world had messed up time and because of that we are both displaced but also not displaced in time

She paused to break the cool stick in half with her hand to fidget with a shorter stick

But I don't really understand that so I just choose to not think about it

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I'm gonna be honest. That makes no sense at all. It just feels weird to think that my future might not exist here. I feel like just being here probably alters some timelines. Like, the exact future I had might not even be here because of it. I might be dead in that old world. Maybe this is the afterlife."

[lightning-margulis]

Exactly what I told my sister

She does a fingergun motion to add some humor

It's best not to think about it in the end, you are here now and I love you

[totally-sane-refugee]

She smiled. "I love you, too. By the way, has there been any progress in finding her?"

[lightning-margulis]

I heard someone appeared who has much deeper knowledge on the technology she dabbled with, so probably, but they don't keep me up to date

[totally-sane-refugee]

"They don't? How come? Are they just as secretive as the facility?" She didn't understand. What harm would come in either situation to letting loved ones know what was up? Wouldn't it be better that way?

[lightning-margulis]

Pandora's cult mainly is going around the world providing people in need with help and resources, just to the side they have a department dedicated to the supernatural and to developing new technologies, from what I've been told, I don't get all the infos because there's always a risk of some greedy corporations getting their hands on me

Margulis just shrugged, in truth she also just trusts them to succeed

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Still, don't you deserve to know all there is to know about finding your sister? Of all people to hide things from, why you?"

[lightning-margulis]

I mean... I know she's alive, I can feel it and I know Sapphire will find her... So I never really asked for more

[totally-sane-refugee]

She nodded, though she still didn't get it. If there was any information about her little brother, she would demand to know every last detail. "I really hope they find her. From what I saw of her, she was very kind."

[lightning-margulis]

She is... Incredibly kind and has the strength to back it up... My mother isn't too fond of her, but they never attacked each other

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Hey." She squeezed Margulis's hand. "I know what it's like to miss a sibling. Everything will be perfectly fine. You have some of the finest minds of the era looking for her!"

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis leaned into her at that

Thanks, hearing it from someone other than me just feels a bit more reassuring

[totally-sane-refugee]

She felt a twang of envy that Margulis would be able to have that chance, and now, even the smallest glimmer of hope she had of seeing her brother was gone. But that wasn't fair to Margulis. It wasn't her fault. She quickly pushed down the feeling to focus on reassurance. "And you said she's still alive. That's huge! Maybe this connection you feel will help you find her."

[lightning-margulis]

I've already seeked places where it felt the strongest, she's not in this world...

And then they arrived at a small forest opening, with some large rocks in it they could sit on

Let's relax here a bit, hm?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Here feels nice. Rest our legs a little." She headed towards the rocks. See? She rubbed the back of her neck where the device was, willing herself to focus on the fresh air and the beautiful nature surrounding her. If she got upset or too in her head missing everybody, that would just make the hallucinations worse. She knew this.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis sat down besides her and just relaxed her head on Natalie's shoulder

I usually come here early morning to meditate

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Hm. I've never tried meditating before. I don't think staring into space randomly counts." She shrugged. "I do that a lot."

[lightning-margulis]

Do you want to give it a try? It can help clear your mind if you do it regularly

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Why not? I don't know if I'll be really good at it, but it sounds fun." Yeah, maybe hearing voices in her head would make it harder. But she didn't say that, for fear of sounding even more crazy than she was.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis then got up and sat down on the ground, taking on a meditative pose

First get on the ground and sit down however you feel comfortable

[totally-sane-refugee]

She copied Margulis's pose on the ground, watching her carefully. "And then?"

[lightning-margulis]

Close your eyes and listen to the forest, focus only on its sounds

She did so first, going silent as she began listening to the forest, the leaves rustling in the soft wind, the birds chirping and flapping, a river in the distance flowing, the grass rustling

[totally-sane-refugee]

She closed her eyes and tried to do just that. While she was able to focus a great deal of her attention on the sounds of the forest, part of her was still trying to hear out for anything out of place. She was still on guard for hallucinations.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis continued to listen, now with Natalie here she also focused on her breathing, adding it to the soundscape she's listening to. Somewhere in the distance a animal steps on a branch, cracking it

[totally-sane-refugee]

She clenched her fists as she took deep breaths and tried to calm her heart. She breathed in and out, her muscles slowly relaxing.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis felt Natalie relax, causing her to smile a bit as she continued to meditate, a rock fell into the river in the distance

[totally-sane-refugee]

She continued to take deep breaths, still delegating some of her attention to making sure she wasn't hallucinating. Eventually, she thought she felt a tap on her shoulder and opened her eyes to look behind her. No one. She sighed.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis opened her eyes again and looked over to Natalie

Don't worry if it didn't fully work, I recommend you just do this once a day, within a week or so you'll figure it out

[lightning-margulis]

After having woken up and eaten breakfast with Edan, Natalie grabbed her bag back from in front of her room, where she had forgotten it, and looked for Margulis. The first place she figured to check was her room, and so she decided to knock on the door. It wasn't great of her not to have greated Margulis already. Even if she had her excuses. So, she figured the best way to fix this mistake was to go to her as soon as she was able. She waited nervously in front of the door.

@totally-sane-refugee

Margulis who had just gotten up then opens the door, usually Natalie of course would find her already done with her mourning routine, this time not, unkept hair, a 100% lack of clothing showing off all of her scars and a tired look that immediately sprung to joy the moment she spotted Natalie, taking her into a hug

You are back! Hi darling!

[totally-sane-refugee]

Her face erupted with heat at the sight, and she tilted her head so she wouldn't look. Respect, or something. That, and she was incredibly flustered. "H-Hi!"

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis pulled away from the hug, maybe it's the fact that she just woke up or she's right now actually oblivious to Natalie being flustered, she's just happy to see her

So how are you?

[totally-sane-refugee]

She looked down at the ground, again in an attempt to be respectful. "Uhm... I'm doing fine! Nothing has happened so far, and I'm finally back! Now I have this cube thing that's supposed to tell me if I'm hallucinating."

[lightning-margulis]

Always hiding your face~

Margulis lightheartedly complained as she gently lifts up Natalie's face to meet Margulis' eyes, a gentle smile on her

Sounds like you made progress then

[totally-sane-refugee]

She forced her eyes to stay on Margulis's face instead of... anything else. "I— I did! Lots of progress!"

[lightning-margulis]

Lovely to hear! Wanna tell me all about it?

She was curious to hear how she made progress in the facility, Margulis then goes into her room, gesturing Natalie to follow her

Talking while standing will just get uncomfortable, take a seat!

[totally-sane-refugee]

She followed and did as she was told, bringing her gaze back down to the floor. "There's a thing on the back of my neck that's supposed to send signals to the cube. It'll beep if I'm hallucinating, but it won't really tell me what," she started. "I think it'll have the same reaction for minor and major hallucinations."

[lightning-margulis]

So no stopping them yet...

She said as she started picking out some clothes

But I guess it's a major step in terms of research capabilities, hm?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"It's way more than I would have ever hoped for without using the gift, so I would say so! I'm just glad there's actual research here. There was only one Lunar scientist with enough stuff to even try in Farafrah, but he really freaked me out. And Lunars aren't really supposed to be on Earth, so why would anyone look into such a rare condition? I'm grateful."

[lightning-margulis]

Pandora and Sapphire both have a talent of finding the best of the best, so no surprise there

Margulis began slowly dressing up as she spoke

I'm glad that it's working out, seeing you happy about the progress makes me happy

[totally-sane-refugee]

She nodded. "Thank you. I know it must be stressful. Edan keeps telling me to just start using my 'magic' because he thinks I'll turn into a demon." She put quotation marks over the word "magic". "And he insists they're gonna hurt me. I'm not allowed to take any pictures of the things he's concerned about. I just hope I haven't worried you so much."

[lightning-margulis]

Darling I decorated some parts of the facility and my sister founded it, I know I can trust them

Margulis smiled at Natalie as she put on her top, hiding most of the countless scars now

And I think Edan's gonna turn around once he notices how much better you feel

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I'm not sure. I don't see what the harm would be in showing him. I just wish I didn't have to lie to him about it at first. The only reason I don't now is because he somehow found out. I think telling him I can't show him anything will make him more suspicious, which is pretty reasonable." She sighed. "I'm glad you seem okay. That's a relief. Two weeks can feel pretty long when you're not immortal, you know? I missed you."

[lightning-margulis]

Well I don't remember my life before I got into this world, so my sense of time is right now that of a mortal

She wandered over to Natalie and gave her a kiss on the cheek

I missed you too darling

[totally-sane-refugee]

Finally, she looked back up. "I'm sorry I didn't come see you yesterday. I didn't expect to end up falling asleep like that."

[lightning-margulis]

You are not obligated to spend all your time with your partners dear

Margulis chuckled, sitting down besides her and leaning on her, Margulis is ever warm

[totally-sane-refugee]

She shrugged. "I just thought it might be rude to wait a whole night. I don't want to screw this up."

[lightning-margulis]

If you are that worried about it, why not spend the night with me later, hm~?

Now did she mean it in a more... Mature way? In some part, but she also just wanted to cuddle with her tonight

[totally-sane-refugee]

Her eyes widened, and she hid her face in her hands. Why was she so surprised? Margulis did this all the time. "I mean, if you want to..."

[lightning-margulis]

Gods is she adorable when flustered, Margulis just gave her a quick a smooch

So cute~ I expect you tonight then~

Margulis got up and stretched a bit

It's getting somewhat warm again, wanna go on a walk a bit?

[totally-sane-refugee]

She blinked, quickly getting over her shock. "Yeah, that sounds good. I've been waiting forever to be able to go outside again."

[lightning-margulis]

She held out her hand to Natalie

There are a few good pathways through the forest, it's great to get mind started after waking up

Margulis then thought for a second

Tho your appearance certainly jump started my mind earlier than usual

She said smiling

[totally-sane-refugee]

She took her hand and stood up, brushing some stray hairs out of her face. "I didn't think I was wearing anything special today. If anything, I'm a little disheveled."

[lightning-margulis]

No shame in looking a bit messy, I love seeing all sides of those I love

Margulis pointed to her hair

I gotta brush those later, so I'm also a bit messy

She began walking out, taking Natalie with her

[totally-sane-refugee]

"So, what do you think the temperature outside is? In Celsius? I know Americans use Fahrenheit, but I haven't quite wrapped my head around it yet."

[lightning-margulis]

Then don't, I much prefer Celsius, it's probably about 15-17°C outside, not too warm, not too cold

As they reach the front door Margulis opens it, letting in a comfortable breeze

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Then I should probably keep my coat on, huh? I'm used to temperatures never really getting lower than 26."

[lightning-margulis]

I forget you are not that resistant to temperatures

Margulis just holds her a bit closer before beginning to walk out with her

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I am very resistant to heat!" She protested. "I really hope I don't lose that over time, but I probably will. I did spend five years living in a desert."

[lightning-margulis]

I don't think it's something you'll lose soon, the summers apparently get really fucking hot

And down the path they walked

If I may, what was life like in the desert?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"It was peaceful. In Farafrah, it was an open secret that many of the citizens were Lunar. Outside of it, many people were eager to turn us in to the government or to someone who would give them a good buck. They either didn't want Lunars down here on Earth or wanted the money. Or both. But I kept my head low and made plenty of friends. More than I ever would have on Luna. I learned how to make food, and I learned to carve. I would say it was probably the happiest years of my life. Still, letumosis was all too common in my village. Since Lunars are immune, we were stuck taking care of the ill who were destined to pass. So there was some good, and there was some bad. Most of my neighbors freaked out when they saw the tattoos on our forearms. I guess they don't do that here."

[lightning-margulis]

Sounds like it was a time in life you needed and need again, I hope I can provide you with that... And what tattoo? I don't think I've spotted it yet-

[totally-sane-refugee]

She rolled up her sleeve to show a small tattoo that read "LW-12."

"Every person in my sector had one like this. It means 'lumber and wood 12.' That was my home for sixteen years."

[lightning-margulis]

I see... A constant reminder of the past then, hm?

As they walked they entered the forest, following a path that looks like it's taken regularly by Margulis

[totally-sane-refugee]

"This one doesn't bother me. Luna definitely wasn't the best place to live, but that's where my childhood was. That's where I spent all my time with my father and brother. The tattoo doesn't bring back bad memories for me."

[lightning-margulis]

Understandable... Must be nice to remember it

She tried thinking about what her childhood was like... She doesn't remember it and from what she'd been told... She didn't have one... Margulis simply just smiled, hiding her thoughts

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I've gotten very forgetful over the years. Moreso after the... Right after I got here. I really don't want to forget the times I had. I don't think you've ever seen it, but on Luna, we could see the phases of the Earth instead of the phases of the moon. I wish I could show a picture, but people don't have portscreens on Luna."

[lightning-margulis]

I could rob a couple of billionaires so we could fund making a livable base on the moon, then we could see it

Margulis said in a lighthearted tone

[totally-sane-refugee]

She shook her head. "You don't have to trouble yourself. Space travel is much easier in the future. People travel around the other planets all the time. Only, it's illegal for Earthens to go to Luna unless specifically permitted."

[lightning-margulis]

Well I'd still like to rob some billionaires

At this point it's clearer that she was being sarcastic, although she'd still just rob billionaires if she didn't have responsibilities

[totally-sane-refugee]

"There aren't any domes yet, right?" She asked. "I assume they were set up much later. Is there even a moon base yet?"

[lightning-margulis]

No, but I think there are plans to make one, probably still within your lifetime...

Always remind yourself she's mortal and you are not, good job Margulis.

[totally-sane-refugee]

"So it's sooner than I thought. I don't think the Blackburns will take over in my lifetime here, though. So no Lunars."

[lightning-margulis]

Don't be so sure of that, time travel is weird and you just be in a timeline where your future doesn't happen

Margulis saw a cool stick and picked it up while walking with Natalie, now fidgeting with it

[totally-sane-refugee]

She winced. "That might be good in some ways. No letumosis. No wolf people. No manipulative Lunars." But that also meant neither of them would have the chance to meet any of her people or find out what it was like. She thought that would have been nice, but alas.

[lightning-margulis]

But there's no way to know truly what'll happen and time is a weird topic any way, my sister told me that our home world had messed up time and because of that we are both displaced but also not displaced in time

She paused to break the cool stick in half with her hand to fidget with a shorter stick

But I don't really understand that so I just choose to not think about it

[totally-sane-refugee]

"I'm gonna be honest. That makes no sense at all. It just feels weird to think that my future might not exist here. I feel like just being here probably alters some timelines. Like, the exact future I had might not even be here because of it. I might be dead in that old world. Maybe this is the afterlife."

[lightning-margulis]

Exactly what I told my sister

She does a fingergun motion to add some humor

It's best not to think about it in the end, you are here now and I love you

[totally-sane-refugee]

She smiled. "I love you, too. By the way, has there been any progress in finding her?"

[lightning-margulis]

I heard someone appeared who has much deeper knowledge on the technology she dabbled with, so probably, but they don't keep me up to date

[totally-sane-refugee]

"They don't? How come? Are they just as secretive as the facility?" She didn't understand. What harm would come in either situation to letting loved ones know what was up? Wouldn't it be better that way?

[lightning-margulis]

Pandora's cult mainly is going around the world providing people in need with help and resources, just to the side they have a department dedicated to the supernatural and to developing new technologies, from what I've been told, I don't get all the infos because there's always a risk of some greedy corporations getting their hands on me

Margulis just shrugged, in truth she also just trusts them to succeed

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Still, don't you deserve to know all there is to know about finding your sister? Of all people to hide things from, why you?"

[lightning-margulis]

I mean... I know she's alive, I can feel it and I know Sapphire will find her... So I never really asked for more

[totally-sane-refugee]

She nodded, though she still didn't get it. If there was any information about her little brother, she would demand to know every last detail. "I really hope they find her. From what I saw of her, she was very kind."

[lightning-margulis]

She is... Incredibly kind and has the strength to back it up... My mother isn't too fond of her, but they never attacked each other

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Hey." She squeezed Margulis's hand. "I know what it's like to miss a sibling. Everything will be perfectly fine. You have some of the finest minds of the era looking for her!"

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis leaned into her at that

Thanks, hearing it from someone other than me just feels a bit more reassuring

[totally-sane-refugee]

She felt a twang of envy that Margulis would be able to have that chance, and now, even the smallest glimmer of hope she had of seeing her brother was gone. But that wasn't fair to Margulis. It wasn't her fault. She quickly pushed down the feeling to focus on reassurance. "And you said she's still alive. That's huge! Maybe this connection you feel will help you find her."

[lightning-margulis]

I've already seeked places where it felt the strongest, she's not in this world...

And then they arrived at a small forest opening, with some large rocks in it they could sit on

Let's relax here a bit, hm?

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Here feels nice. Rest our legs a little." She headed towards the rocks. See? She rubbed the back of her neck where the device was, willing herself to focus on the fresh air and the beautiful nature surrounding her. If she got upset or too in her head missing everybody, that would just make the hallucinations worse. She knew this.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis sat down besides her and just relaxed her head on Natalie's shoulder

I usually come here early morning to meditate

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Hm. I've never tried meditating before. I don't think staring into space randomly counts." She shrugged. "I do that a lot."

[lightning-margulis]

Do you want to give it a try? It can help clear your mind if you do it regularly

[totally-sane-refugee]

"Why not? I don't know if I'll be really good at it, but it sounds fun." Yeah, maybe hearing voices in her head would make it harder. But she didn't say that, for fear of sounding even more crazy than she was.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis then got up and sat down on the ground, taking on a meditative pose

First get on the ground and sit down however you feel comfortable

[totally-sane-refugee]

She copied Margulis's pose on the ground, watching her carefully. "And then?"

[lightning-margulis]

Close your eyes and listen to the forest, focus only on its sounds

She did so first, going silent as she began listening to the forest, the leaves rustling in the soft wind, the birds chirping and flapping, a river in the distance flowing, the grass rustling

[totally-sane-refugee]

She closed her eyes and tried to do just that. While she was able to focus a great deal of her attention on the sounds of the forest, part of her was still trying to hear out for anything out of place. She was still on guard for hallucinations.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis continued to listen, now with Natalie here she also focused on her breathing, adding it to the soundscape she's listening to. Somewhere in the distance a animal steps on a branch, cracking it

[totally-sane-refugee]

She clenched her fists as she took deep breaths and tried to calm her heart. She breathed in and out, her muscles slowly relaxing.

[lightning-margulis]

Margulis felt Natalie relax, causing her to smile a bit as she continued to meditate, a rock fell into the river in the distance