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i’d like to nominate this for an oscar

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@creepitreal666 omg

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This is the greatest thing I’ve seen in a while.

lil-ghosty-dreamer

Can 2020 finally be the decade where I dont want to hurt myself? Cant I just finally be happy

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Lol wishful thinking bitch

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well I relapsed agin and im drunk and i was 2 years clean but oh well my boyfriend has ghosted me for 24hrs and im so tired

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The problem is that my boyfriend is a walking thinspo and I am not.

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*me, looking at my arm* mothertrucker dude that hurt like a buttcheek on a stick

I only ever come on here to vent to the void, and thats fine. Here’s another one

On the same day I found out I was pregnant, I started miscarrying. It fucking sucks. That same day, TN abortion ban started. So I cant seek medical care for it. This fucking sucks. My boyfriend is trying to help support me and comfort me, but my brain doesnt even want to process that this is real. It feels like a bad dream

I should probably take up that extra session my therapist offered

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Astrology & Dicks

After a two year long intensive research, I was able to collect information about dick sizes and shapes and how the astrological signs influence them. For this particular scientific investigation in this unexplored realm, I concluded that more accurate results could be collected through the use of several methods. The methods were primarily pretested to validate the use of those particular approaches. The used methods of research concluded surveys (through Snapchat, Skype Calls and Twitter DM’s), observations (on various cam boy sites) and even personal, intimate Interviews (through the help of apps, such as Grindr).

With the astrological foreknowledge on sexual intercourse, lust and the body, the consensus was to focus on the following areas:

Sun Sign

Mars Sign

8th house

The results (*Disclaimer: Genetics exist*):

Aries:

Size and girth: They’ll usually either have very short and less girthy dicks, or very big, juicy ones. It’s hard to find an Aries dominant (Sun, Mars 8th) who’s in between. You either don’t feel it or you start walking side to side.

Shape: Not the most pleasing to look at for many people. They’re not clean cut dicks, but rather the kind of dick, where you can count the veins. They also often have a foreskin, that they can not fully pull back. Very distinctive is the fact, that their dicks are almost always shaped in some weird way/angle.

Recap: They are rough and wild as fuck. Even if you don’t like the D at first, they’ll make you love it.

Taurus:

Size and girth: It’s hard to find a Taurus that’s below average, but it is also almost as hard to find one that is highly above average. If you are not a total size queen, they have the perfect size for you. Almost all of them are girthy, definitely above average. (though proportion-wise, so do not expect a small guy to have a dick as girthy as a red bull can)

Shape: Very clean-cut & straight. Very pleasing to look at, very good to suck on. Not really about shape, but they usually trim their bushes, but the trimmed hair make the dick even more appealing.

Recap: They won’t ever disappoint you. Very sensual and attractive.

Gemini:

Size and girth: Congrats Gemini Sun/Mars/8th house people! You guys are definitely above average (most of the time). Sadly, most of you guys also have pencil dicks.

Shape: Mostly straight or banana-shaped. Not the best dicks in the zodiac, but DEFINITELY not the worst. Clean - looking.

Recap: They know how to please you. Sneaky, charming, sexy.

Cancer:

Size and girth: Usually really juicy, which makes everything better automatically. They’ll either have a slightly above average dick or a reaally small one. I’m sorry cancers. Your girth is alright though. But who cares anyways, they’re all bottoms.

Shape: Nice to look at. As I said, very juicy. Either straight or banana-shaped.

Recap: Great dicks to suck. There’s something special about their dicks. Cancers can be really kinky sometimes, so fun is guaranteed.

Leo:

Size and girth: You’d think all of them have huge dicks, but that is suprisingly not the case at all. A lot of them have really small ones. Maybe that’s why they have so many self esteem issues. The ones that don’t have small ones, are definitely above average. (7+ inches)

Shape: Nothing too wild, nothing too weird. Dicks are usually straight, could be curved downwards.

Recap: They know (!!!) how to seduce you, they’re literally one of the, if not the best at making the experience one you’ll never forget. They know what to say and they know what to do. You won’t give a damn about the dicks shape or size.

Virgos:

Size and girth: Usually, petite, not the biggest dicks in the zodiac. Girth is proportion-wise alright.

Shape: They have nice looking dicks. Probably the sign with the least deformed looking ones. Their dicks can look like Taurean dicks, which is supposed to be a compliment.

Recap: Well, I guess they’ll try their best to please you. Many would describe them as boring, though that is not their dicks fault.

Libra:

Size and girth: There’s nothing to discuss here. Big long, girthy perfect dicks.

Shape: Usually straight, some of them are curved left or right. The longer and cleaner looking versions of Taurean dicks.

Recap: Not the most passionate lovers on earth, however they are charming, still really good at sex and usually have nice looking dicks too.

Scorpio:

Size and girth: The best dicks in the zodiac, don’t even try to argue with me. Big, long, girthy like the Libra dicks, however, Scorpio dicks look a bit rougher and realer, which is what you want in a perfect dick!!!

Shape: PERFECT LOOKING. Girthy as fuck, really long, beautifully shaped (mostly straight or upwards curved).

Recap: You wanna suck on that dick, till you make it cum. Besides Aries’, the most passionate lovers! Not as rough and wild as an Aries, but more emotinally intense sex, that will make you crave their dick at any time!

Sagittarius:

Size and girth: Their dicks are really similar to Gemini dicks, their opposite sign. Really long dicks (longer than Geminis), not that girthy though.

Shape: Juicy and clean looking. They usually have a long flaccid dick too.

Recap: If you’re looking for size and quality sex, hunt a Sag dick. Though, do not get emotionally involved.

Capricorn:

Size and girth: As their fellow earth sign, Virgo, petite in size, but an average girth. Strong Saturn influence will not give one a huge dick (except genes say yes).

Shape: Nice to look at. Not rough looking like an Aries or Aquarius dick for example. Either fully shaved or a full bush.

Recap: If they care about you, they’ll try their best. Like Sagittarians, not emotionally involed in the act.

Aquarius:

Size and girth: They’ll usually have long dicks and good girth too. (But just like their opposite sign, Leo, cases of small dicks are not rare.)

Shape: A bit rough looking, they may have the same foreskin problem as Aries’. Though, rough looking is always a compliment.

Recap: Freaks in bed, definitely not boring. They can be real wild and hardcore.

Pisces:

Size and girth: Often said to have the largest dicks in the zodiac. I don’t want to go that far, but they’re definitely (!) one of the bigger signs. Very girthy too!!

Shape: Usually, curved upwards or simply straight. It’s somewhere inbetween rough and clean looking. Nevertheless, very good looking dicks.

Recap: Not boring either, they can be real freaky. However, most of the time, it is more emotionally intense than physically.

shootableglass

Rating moss cuz I'm bored

2/10- too prickly looking

11/10- immaculate

9/10- looks like tasty cherries

4/10- reminds me of shrek. Or aliens. Shrek alien moss.

7/10- looks a lil too furry for a 10

9/10- looks nice and wet

2/10- somehow looks furry and prickly at the same time

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Water fairy wings - Act III Act I Act II

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Do Bakugo and Shinsou get along? of course

Is it a hoe phase if Im talking to 4 diff people or do I actually hav to hav sex with them 🤔

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Viktor Season 2 - Exile Speculation

I think it’s already the popular theory, but I just want to speculate on the potential for Viktor’s exile in season 2 and the circumstances surrounding it. Most of this is just wild theorizing, feel free to add your own predictions.

We know how strict Piltover is and how negatively it views the arcane and the resentment they may show towards Viktor due to his actions would be in line with what Singed predicted: that they will despise him and, by using an illegal drug, fraternizing with the creator of it, accidentally killing someone and simply being a Zaunite in a time of growing tensions, there’s plenty of fuel to lead to his expulsion from Piltover.

Viktor has already risked exile before by sneaking into Heimerdinger’s lab with Jayce. He got lucky then, but now his luck has run out and his bold actions are going to face real punishment. This trial could further emphasize this new downward trend for Viktor, whose recklessness is finally catching up to him and the consequences of which can no longer be avoided.

This show loves its parallels, and a trial and threat of exile could directly tie back to when Jayce faced the same fate, only now the roles have been reversed. However, what if the parallels continue and Jayce takes the relative position his mother did for him in regard to Viktor? Someone desperately pleading to keep their loved one safe and save them from the full extent of their punishment? Maybe, to save Viktor, he says something that could be hurtful and, just like Jayce was wounded by his mother trying to protect him, Viktor could potentially be hurt too and it could further erode their relationship?

As a Council member and his best friend, I believe Jayce would try and stand up for Viktor, at least initially, especially since he said he doesn’t care about the Council’s opinions anymore. Viktor was the only person who believed in him and I believe Jayce would extend the same support and faith even if he has some misgivings about Viktor’s actions or feels hurt that his friend didn’t tell him about what he was doing. I’d like to think he’d understand Viktor’s desperation, besides, it’d be hypocritical to condemn him for such drastic actions and even the death of an innocent when he’s recently done the same.

How could this all come out? Viktor could come clean and turn himself in as a way to try to atone for his crimes before he dies or perhaps his augmentations are revealed during the missile blast. The former may be less likely given everyone will be dealing with the fallout of the attack and his actions are an entirely different issue that could be overshadowed though. If most of the Council members die, I imagine they’ll need to be replaced and the newcomers could be even more harsh in their sentencing given they know even less about him than the previous members did.

I believe Viktor’s reaction to all of this could be twofold: though his desperation to survive is understandable, his actions still led to the death of an innocent person and that’s something Viktor would never just want to be let off the hook for. At this low point and in acceptance of his impending death, he may not fight back - even if Jayce may want him to - and welcomes the punishment he’s given without any rebuttal.

That being said, being one of the creators of Hextech and for all the things he’s achieved for Piltover, I imagine this sentencing would still sting regardless and would further drive a wedge between him these people if their deeper prejudices toward him are revealed. They may not (and perhaps never did) see him as an equal to Jayce and only as a Zaunite. He’s not the Golden Boy they know and trust, he’s from the Undercity, working in the shadows who may have more allegiance to his birth city than to them and, given his recent crimes, they may feel they have all the validation they need to question his character.

Wild speculation here, but with a threat of war looming, the Council could demand that Jayce and Viktor create hextech weapons for them perhaps and this could be Viktor’s penance: build the weapons and prove his loyalty to them or be exiled. He chooses the latter, perhaps using his augmentations to steal the Hexcore and break out to keep it from being used by them.

No matter how it happens, I have no doubt he’ll be returning to the Undercity at some point where he’ll get the chance to meet with Singed again, the one person he knows won’t turn him away. Singed said he wanted to see the Hexcore and maybe Viktor will bring it to him to find a way to destroy it, remove his link to it somehow or finish the transformation. Singed has access to all the Shimmer he would need and would probably be his best chance of surviving after all.

In the Undercity once more, Viktor could also use this opportunity to try to help his people however he can like he always wanted, using his skills to start augmenting those in need, try to quell the burgeoning conflict or perhaps even helping Zaun succeed. Viktor has been shown to be a bit of a pacifist thus far though and as someone who doesn’t want to create weapons, I can’t really see him providing them for others to use or using them himself either. I’m going to assume he’ll try for peace for as long as possible but we’ll see. I’m very curious to see how this could all unfold!

To read more of my thoughts on Viktor and Arcane, search the tag #ArcaneMeta on my blog!

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I have a few theories. The first one is I believe the first episode of season two will be quite a bit of a time jump from the finale of season one. And with this I think we will only find out about the aftermath of the finale in the attack on the council through flashbacks.

I also believe there’s a possibility that the hex core will become Viktors heart with the help of Singed. And that the explosion will be the reason Viktor needs to further augment his body. And through having an augmented body, being back in the undercity, and still having the desire to help the people, I believe there’s a possibility he could rise to be the power to help stabilize the undercity.

Following Silco‘s death, there is going to be a lot of instability in who is in charge. Will it be Sevika? Will it be Ren? Jinx? I think that with Vikor’s desire to help the undercity he will gain a following and support, and possibly rising to power. With his genius, the undercity will improve. And while I think Viktor would refuse to make weapons for Piltover, if it came down to the undercities safety I think he would make weapons to protect it

I also just think it would be so cool if Viktor and Jinx teamed up. Their inventions together would be so powerful.

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Viktor’s “Steel Oasis” Analysis

I’d like to address some of the visual and narrative significance of the “steel oasis” that Viktor returns to multiple times in the show. Ultimately, I think this location acts as an extension of Viktor’s psyche - a solitary hideout where he goes to think with gears behind him turning like his mind - and I believe there are multiple visual details to support this.

We see Viktor brooding in what I assume is some kind of water treatment facility in two scenes within the time span of a few days and, despite the same matte paintings being used beyond some alterations to the lighting, the one distinct difference is that the greenery is more decayed. I think the most obvious purpose for this is that it’s meant to reflect both Viktor’s internal and external state - as his body and mind are decaying, so is the foliage. (I think it’s also possible that the way plants are being used in relation to Viktor throughout the show is purposeful, as he’s also been using them in his experiments in which they also rapidly wither and die).

The second reason they added this detail could also be to reflect the overall decaying state of the Undercity that has withered under Silco’s reign. Though the Undercity was never presented as a haven of prosperity and beauty of course, there is a marked difference between the look and feel of what we see from its present state and what we see in Viktor’s childhood. Gone is the bright sun and verdant greens of his youth. The children are gone, it’s empty, quiet and somber.

Let’s talk about the lighting. As I’ve already stated, both scenes are painted almost identical even with the light cutting across the keyhole-like opening in the same place, dividing the image equally between dark and light. It’s interesting that, of the three openings in the wall that we see, he chooses to return to this one - the one in-between. Throughout the show, Viktor is often shown fully or partially hidden in shadow, and the lighting here could perhaps be used with the same intention of displaying the duality within him.

Beyond the placement of the light, the color and mood of the lighting was also altered in the second scene. The color palette is cooler, enhancing its somber tone. Both scenes are rather melancholy, but there is still warmth to the first that the second lacks. Just like the plants, I believe this is also meant to reflect his worsening mental and emotional state. What little life there is here is dying, the light is dimming, and he’s stuck between it and the shadows. Life and death. Piltover and Zaun.

So why does Viktor go here? What does it mean to him? Overall, this location serves to show us the connection he still has to his home - a reminder of who he was and where he comes from. From that high ledge he can also see the damage the Undercity has endured. See the rot. So close and yet so far from actually be able to help it, I think the location is also meant to emphasize that desire in him. He chooses to go somewhere. Viktor spreading Sky’s ashes here also speaks to it being an important location to him and their shared past in the Undercity.

He may have been returning to this place for years (Jayce says he disappears sometimes, and this could be where he goes each time), but regardless of whether it’s a frequent stop or somewhere he hasn’t visited in a while, we’re probably seeing him return now specifically after receiving the news of his prognosis. Knowing that he’s now on the verge of death, I imagine he’d go there to reflect on his life and, as he admits to Heimerdinger, what little he believes he’s actually accomplished. To ponder all the things he hasn’t done and the legacy he doesn’t believe he’s secured.

Now, it’s important to note that the water treatment facility that he’s in wasn’t present in his childhood and I’ve seen it suggested that Heimerdinger’s line and resulting wide shot of the building, implies that Viktor may have had a hand in building it:

Heimerdinger: “You should be proud of the things you’ve accomplished, Viktor.”

If that’s the case, then choosing to go there and literally sit within something he built says a lot. I don’t believe it would act as an ego booster for him of course, if anything it makes him feel worse about the things he hasn’t done and thinks he never will.

Perhaps after becoming Jayce’s partner, he gained the relative power and ability to push for the creation of such facilities. It makes sense that he’d know the help this specific location and its people need and would want to restore a special place of his childhood. Still, it has nothing to do with Hextech and, as far as we know, their scientific endeavors to “improve lives” have only been centered around that. Also, as already stated, Viktor laments not being able to help people in the ways he wanted, and I think that would definitely classify as helping the Undercity to some degree even if it’s not as much as he wanted.

With that in mind, I’m not so sure that theory is true, but still, simply being in the presence of something that is helping people continues to show how important that is to him.

Heimerdinger: “It’s nice to know some things never change. Feels like just yesterday I stumbled upon an aspiring young scholar from the Undercity here, ruminating in his steel oasis.”

It’s also important to note that Heimerdinger seems to imply that he found Viktor there and if he means that exact location and not just the Undercity in general, then the facility was built while Viktor was still living there which means he probably had no hand in building it, especially depending on how old he was when Heimerdinger found him. (This is pure speculation, but if he was old enough, he could have perhaps volunteered to help build blueprints or offer guidance in building it as he was not physically able to work in the mines and factories and this display of knowledge and desire to help others is what impressed Heimerdinger in the first place and another reason why he’s so adamant to help others because he’s already attempted that hands-on work?) But again, that ties back to the problem of him still feeling unaccomplished in his endeavors to help the Undercity and the most likely theory I believe is that he probably didn’t have a hand in creating it and he’s simply been going there since he was young.

Lastly, it’s been pointed out before that there’s a cool potential easer egg in the design of the drains, which look eerily similar to the mask of the Machine Herald he will one day wear, which is another visual clue to tie him to this location.

These are just some of my thoughts and speculation on this location and its significance. I’m hoping we see it more next season! Like the rest of the show, I think the subtle visual details of these moments are no accident. They could have kept the exact same background paintings for both scenes but they chose to repaint the plants and alter the lighting for a reason.

To read more of my thoughts and analysis of Viktor and Arcane, search the tag #ArcaneMeta on my blog!

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Do I want to die? …sometimes

Do I want to be the one to do it? Na thats too much work

Everyone is telling me Im overreacting but Im not

I dont understand why no one is mad at me

I fucked up

No one is yelling

But I messed up

I cant do things wrong

Why do I feel like a child

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